frm yesterday week7 til week10,i hv totally 6mid-terms to overcome during less than 1month d time.really is watcow loh!!!haiz...as usual loh,i hv dead in 1st round war battle v my "favor" enemy~~~afa~~~til hv to battle him again at mid-term2 wor.im speechless nw......==!!!really dun knw wat to say cuz i feel like helpless n the war in front of me is being harder n harder only,so i oso cant imagine hw i going to survive in the remaining 2yrs time in utar loh.hopefully myself n my fren can support n help me loh >"<...next war coming soon~~~auditing~~~need to +u loh.
yesterday really so tire oh til i dun knw since wat time i slept(the last min i was conscious is abt 1040pm++) til 2day morning d 8am without closing my room's door n light.haiz...really old ady loh T_T...he3^^luckily nobody come attack me at 9time...wakaka=)
Sunday, July 18, 2010
Tuesday, July 13, 2010
此刻的心情...一个字：烂！！！
在此时此刻本人的心情是超烂的，真是烂到不能再烂了啦！为什麽呢？因为我害怕的事情终于发生了。请别问我是什麽事情，因为我真的没那个心情和时间去解释。刚刚我接了个电话，知道了近来她和身边所发生的事情，她口中说得谁谁病了和谁又去世了。我那时感到每什麽反应引文我都认为不关我的事情嘛。最后，重点来了。当她讲到关于我的事情时，我的心情无因的不爽和开始烂起来了。为什麽呢？那麽多人有事情，你却没事呢！我不是在咒你！但是，你有什麽事情不要拖累别人，好吗！我很想知道到底发生了什麽东西，因为我知道关于你的一定不会是好得那里去的东西！可是，她不肯在电话里说，说自己还行，等我回去再讲吧。不过，我从她的口气闻得出来应该不算小事情咯。我在这里什麽都做不到，只能担心而已，我真得很没用啊！或许是我自己也在逃避问题吧，因为我也明白如果我要回去的话，什麽时候都行啊。我现在只想在这里好好的过我的生活和读书，难道你这样都不能给我安稳的心情吗！我不求你为我做什麽，但你不做出什麽大条的事情便算在帮我的忙了！最后，我希望她真的可以等到我回去，那也是三个星期后的事情了，希望真的事情没有我想得那麽大条和严重。还有求您吃力量给她吧，我知道我平时做得不好所以不能要求什麽，但请您也看在她的份上帮帮她。本人在此谢谢您。
最后请大家看了这篇文章便算了，因为我不想回答和讲或去想任何关于这里所写的事情。我只是想把自己心里的不满心情通观写的方式讲出来而已。谢谢合作。
最后请大家看了这篇文章便算了，因为我不想回答和讲或去想任何关于这里所写的事情。我只是想把自己心里的不满心情通观写的方式讲出来而已。谢谢合作。
Monday, July 12, 2010
Softskill+FiFa...
last sat n sun,kenny,pei yi,jia hong n me went to 2softskill classes,1 is "blue ocean" n another is "thinking out of the box". all of us hv quite fun lah in both classes,bt i think tat "TOTB" is more fun n interesting than "BO" loh.is it the problem of the sir?.?nope lah,i think cuz the subject of class lah.i learn many selling point n hw to marketing at "BO" class n i knw hw to think like a insane person by "TOTB" class.besides,i learn frm Capt.Avira tat "copyright=copy is right" tis theory n everything dun knw oso must ask cuz "asking is the best source to get knowledge".Capt.Avira is a funny,intelligence,pro in acting n quite love himself i think lah.every1 in the class either guy or gal love him so much n his slogan is "yea baby yea" n "yes my darling".wakaka XP...he is so ultra naught oh?.?he is oso a successful businessman who hv 6companies around the world,owned 3ships n travel around the world dun knw hw much X times ady(he even pass though the "BeRmUdA tRiAnGlE")...wohoo...so scary oh!==!...bt,he say wil tel us abt the his advantage during at next softskill class wor.so,im so looking 4ward to meet him next time at around august if no wrong lah.
2day morning 230pm til 530pm,it was the final round of FiFa WoRlD cUp 2010.so,i wish to go watch the final match at ABC mamak shop v pipu,yin syn,pei yi,jia hong,soon min,fish,ah tong n 1fren of soon min.altough pei yi n jia hong leave us alone go bek home b4 230am(cuz pei yi's blood attract all insect at ABC attack her),they r til part of us cuz their spirit is v us.i of course support my orange team lah which is holland,bt finally at extra time,spain won the final match by 1goal.arhuarya!!!T_T...haiz...like tat my orange hv defeated,bt they til played a nice match lah.so,im proud of u all >.<
2day morning 230pm til 530pm,it was the final round of FiFa WoRlD cUp 2010.so,i wish to go watch the final match at ABC mamak shop v pipu,yin syn,pei yi,jia hong,soon min,fish,ah tong n 1fren of soon min.altough pei yi n jia hong leave us alone go bek home b4 230am(cuz pei yi's blood attract all insect at ABC attack her),they r til part of us cuz their spirit is v us.i of course support my orange team lah which is holland,bt finally at extra time,spain won the final match by 1goal.arhuarya!!!T_T...haiz...like tat my orange hv defeated,bt they til played a nice match lah.so,im proud of u all >.<
Friday, July 2, 2010
Acca confernce 2010+ToYsToRy3...
last sat,our utar kampar campus organised the "acca conference 2010".the event start frm 8am til 5pm++.i gt many useful info frm the talk n forum talked by our uni 2lecturers n 1 leng zai sir who is frm acca d.i n rick 2ppl go join only cuz yoke kwan n chee ann dun go n kenny be the manager of pa system at tat day.after lunch,all of us been divided into 20groups then start play team building d games loh.i been divided to group11 which dinasour is our group representation animal.our group hv 9members only bt other groups hv abt 10++ til 15members.y?.?tis is cuz dinasour gt many ady "pupus" in tis planet mah.right?.?wakaka...u all feel cold a nt?.?imjust kidding lah.the truth is some dinasours feel so lazy,so they hv went back to their nest after eating lunch loh.he3^^our groups members r rambo pang as our leader,aik cheng,kevin,yong wei,sue wei,li huang,madeleine,hung kwan n me loh.i hv lot of fun n enjoy the time together with my members.n tis isthe 1st time i won sth in such event,i gt 4packages of sneaks n 1floury head n face.ha3 XD...tis is cuz our group is the fastest group which collect all sneaks required in 1game mah,so all the sneaks r belong to our group loh.yipple...gt many sneaks to eat n enjoy loh.wuhoo!!!then my floury head n face is come frm the effect of 1game which needus to blowout the pingpong ball put inside a bowl of flour==!!!
last tue,rick,yoke kwan,kenny n me went to jusco watch "toy story3" n the story is so touching in the end which almost make rick want to cry wor T_T...oops,tat day we hv pizza hut as lunch in jusci there mah,i can tel u all tat i hv the most full lunch loh.bt,after us ate so much n full,we til can eat popcorn in cinema wor.wat thoery is tis oh?.?ha3=)then dinner we buy 2birds in ayamas to share btw us loh.
today,i mean 2-7-2010...i knw many of my 2ndary fren who after form6 is all leaving ipoh n start their new journey in uni life,so in here i wish again all of them all the best in their future in uni.tis oso mean tat next time weekend when i back ipoh frm kampar oso cant find them go out d lah.haiz...i und tat there is no 1party which wont come to the end d,so take care loh,specially u who going to oversea study although tat is just cross a east sea frm ipoh.i wil sure so mm u d mm^^
last tue,rick,yoke kwan,kenny n me went to jusco watch "toy story3" n the story is so touching in the end which almost make rick want to cry wor T_T...oops,tat day we hv pizza hut as lunch in jusci there mah,i can tel u all tat i hv the most full lunch loh.bt,after us ate so much n full,we til can eat popcorn in cinema wor.wat thoery is tis oh?.?ha3=)then dinner we buy 2birds in ayamas to share btw us loh.
today,i mean 2-7-2010...i knw many of my 2ndary fren who after form6 is all leaving ipoh n start their new journey in uni life,so in here i wish again all of them all the best in their future in uni.tis oso mean tat next time weekend when i back ipoh frm kampar oso cant find them go out d lah.haiz...i und tat there is no 1party which wont come to the end d,so take care loh,specially u who going to oversea study although tat is just cross a east sea frm ipoh.i wil sure so mm u d mm^^
Monday, June 28, 2010
My favor songs...
Below are also my favor songs which sing by 张志林...i just want to share nice songs with u all,so hopefully u all like them...besides these 2songs,this singer,张志林 till has sing many nice songs in his album...so,u all can go check up and listen=)
Ooops...almost forget that till have 1song tim...he3...it's coming now XP
Ooops...almost forget that till have 1song tim...he3...it's coming now XP
My favor songs...
below are the 2songs which sing by 1 of my favor singer(原梓霏),i would like to share among all my friend n hopefully u all will like them^^
Tuesday, June 22, 2010
Can't understand...
There r few things tat i cant und in the previous...
P/S:to my fren who dun like read long winded story,pls start read frm issue3 cuz abt issue1 n 2,i think u all cant und wat im trying to say d.he3 X_X
Issue1~tis is a bad news for me no wonder in spiritual or non-spiritual cuz i lost 3frens.bt inside tis issue hv 2stories lah.1st is last sun,our sis zhuo hv passed away caused by tongue cancer.of course during the period b4 tis,i n mum gt go visit her n c she become slimmer n slimmer then even cant eat food,just can transfer liquid food through tube,somemore pain til every 3hrs must take medicine to reduce painfulness,she even cant sleep in proper way n etc...all these things i c v my own eyes n i feel oso painful n pity for her bt i cant do anything,just can go visit her n support her in spiritual way.since sis zhuo discover of tis cancer,many quarrel happened among her family members,bt as i knw all ppl oso want she to feel better only lah.through tis matter,i learn to appreciate more wat i hv nw.wish she r.i.p n if gt chance v meet at "paradise" lah.i oso remember tat my mum said to me at yesterday:my son,pls dun let me alone at "paradise".actually,i oso nt sure tat i can do it,anyway i wish try my best to reach the condition n term in order to go inside there d.2nd story is a couple who live in kampar hv ran back into "babylon" after so many yrs escaped frm it,i cant comment on it cuz i oso some of nt so straight in these matter d ppl,bt at least i wont betray like them lah...mr S???n really so powerful cuz he can change a safe place into a trap hole or black hole.nw i only passed half time in kampar(cuz passed 2yrs ady n til remain 2yrs at here mah),i ady almost defected,really dun knw wat to do ar!!!nw i just can c 1step then walk 1step loh.
Issue2~i heard 1news frm my mum n tis made me confused abt wat is good or bad to our fren.the story is like tat:v as fren knw tat our fren hv overcome some problem v family member n v wish to help tis fren.then v tel the story to another ppl who can do sth to safe our fren frm tis situation.bt,another problem arise ady.the another ppl who heard tat news frm us made the problem been more serious,bt i knw him did like tat d main purpose is want solve the problem lah.bt,i suggest my fren tat b4 u tel other fren's problem to 3rd party,pls think twice tat r the step u took can help ur fren or think abt y ur fren tel u abt her problem?.?is she want u to help her bt in wat way?.?or she just want u b a listener?u can just b a good listener is better loh.i dun knw whether u knw abt tis matter,bt i just want tel u wat i think only n i fully 100% trust u tat u just want to help in tis problem n no heart want to magnify tis problem.some1 told me to beware of u,bt i think i wont cuz i hv enough eq to difference wat can or cant tel u in tis level.
Issue3~tis is abt my own problem.i dun knw wat hv happened btw us,bt wat i can feel tat is since tat incident happened last yr,u starting to show cold shoulder on me loh.b4 tis i heard b4 tat if tis incident happened btw 2frens then tis reaction wil took place after tat,i dun believe in it cuz i nt yt overcome these problem b4.nw i think i can und the meaning of tis reaction.so it's like a gamble,there is no grey area in tis matter,either u won or lost,won love or lost frenship loh.u told me to wait bt im confused abt ur "waiting" tis word,whether it's a reject or real waiting til the time is right then only start.r ur cold shoulder action on me show tat u hv reject me in a more nice way only compared to reject me in front of me?.?there r many2 question marks in my mind since last yr til nw.n i think is the power of time,nw i start to nt think so much abt those question marks,my thinking nw is wat it come then wat i receive loh.cuz i ask u 10Q u just ask 1 or none response at all ady made me so adapt abt ur reaction n normal v it ady.i think so much n i realize tat actually i nt so und abt u only n if u gv me chance i wil try my best to und all thing abt u d.i knw some of my fren included u r going to leave hometown at july n go into uni,i at here just can wish u all the best in ur all uni life n future^^oops...tis recently cuz lecture n tutor in uni made me always thinking abt u cuz they always say tis mm n tat mm cuz mm mean materially misstatement.ha3 XD...n at here i wil like to say tat i wil always mm u,my fren n the mm at here mean materially missing u.some words said ady really feel less weight in my heart.
RECENTLY,i read 1of my fren blog knw tat he broke up v his gf n i at here wil like to wish him recover asap n let her go if u cant catch her heart or soul in ur side,other hand all the best for ur uni journey which going to start soon.1of my fren say tat:"sometime v must let go of sth in previous,so tat v can gt sth better in the future."im quite agree v tis statement d.2day our group hv started to do our assignment in tis yr2sem1...wakaka...tough life style is waiting for us in nearby future loh.+u all fren oh >.+...lastly 29,v r having steamboat party at 605^^it's dinner n party time b4 busy life style=)
P/S:to my fren who dun like read long winded story,pls start read frm issue3 cuz abt issue1 n 2,i think u all cant und wat im trying to say d.he3 X_X
Issue1~tis is a bad news for me no wonder in spiritual or non-spiritual cuz i lost 3frens.bt inside tis issue hv 2stories lah.1st is last sun,our sis zhuo hv passed away caused by tongue cancer.of course during the period b4 tis,i n mum gt go visit her n c she become slimmer n slimmer then even cant eat food,just can transfer liquid food through tube,somemore pain til every 3hrs must take medicine to reduce painfulness,she even cant sleep in proper way n etc...all these things i c v my own eyes n i feel oso painful n pity for her bt i cant do anything,just can go visit her n support her in spiritual way.since sis zhuo discover of tis cancer,many quarrel happened among her family members,bt as i knw all ppl oso want she to feel better only lah.through tis matter,i learn to appreciate more wat i hv nw.wish she r.i.p n if gt chance v meet at "paradise" lah.i oso remember tat my mum said to me at yesterday:my son,pls dun let me alone at "paradise".actually,i oso nt sure tat i can do it,anyway i wish try my best to reach the condition n term in order to go inside there d.2nd story is a couple who live in kampar hv ran back into "babylon" after so many yrs escaped frm it,i cant comment on it cuz i oso some of nt so straight in these matter d ppl,bt at least i wont betray like them lah...mr S???n really so powerful cuz he can change a safe place into a trap hole or black hole.nw i only passed half time in kampar(cuz passed 2yrs ady n til remain 2yrs at here mah),i ady almost defected,really dun knw wat to do ar!!!nw i just can c 1step then walk 1step loh.
Issue2~i heard 1news frm my mum n tis made me confused abt wat is good or bad to our fren.the story is like tat:v as fren knw tat our fren hv overcome some problem v family member n v wish to help tis fren.then v tel the story to another ppl who can do sth to safe our fren frm tis situation.bt,another problem arise ady.the another ppl who heard tat news frm us made the problem been more serious,bt i knw him did like tat d main purpose is want solve the problem lah.bt,i suggest my fren tat b4 u tel other fren's problem to 3rd party,pls think twice tat r the step u took can help ur fren or think abt y ur fren tel u abt her problem?.?is she want u to help her bt in wat way?.?or she just want u b a listener?u can just b a good listener is better loh.i dun knw whether u knw abt tis matter,bt i just want tel u wat i think only n i fully 100% trust u tat u just want to help in tis problem n no heart want to magnify tis problem.some1 told me to beware of u,bt i think i wont cuz i hv enough eq to difference wat can or cant tel u in tis level.
Issue3~tis is abt my own problem.i dun knw wat hv happened btw us,bt wat i can feel tat is since tat incident happened last yr,u starting to show cold shoulder on me loh.b4 tis i heard b4 tat if tis incident happened btw 2frens then tis reaction wil took place after tat,i dun believe in it cuz i nt yt overcome these problem b4.nw i think i can und the meaning of tis reaction.so it's like a gamble,there is no grey area in tis matter,either u won or lost,won love or lost frenship loh.u told me to wait bt im confused abt ur "waiting" tis word,whether it's a reject or real waiting til the time is right then only start.r ur cold shoulder action on me show tat u hv reject me in a more nice way only compared to reject me in front of me?.?there r many2 question marks in my mind since last yr til nw.n i think is the power of time,nw i start to nt think so much abt those question marks,my thinking nw is wat it come then wat i receive loh.cuz i ask u 10Q u just ask 1 or none response at all ady made me so adapt abt ur reaction n normal v it ady.i think so much n i realize tat actually i nt so und abt u only n if u gv me chance i wil try my best to und all thing abt u d.i knw some of my fren included u r going to leave hometown at july n go into uni,i at here just can wish u all the best in ur all uni life n future^^oops...tis recently cuz lecture n tutor in uni made me always thinking abt u cuz they always say tis mm n tat mm cuz mm mean materially misstatement.ha3 XD...n at here i wil like to say tat i wil always mm u,my fren n the mm at here mean materially missing u.some words said ady really feel less weight in my heart.
RECENTLY,i read 1of my fren blog knw tat he broke up v his gf n i at here wil like to wish him recover asap n let her go if u cant catch her heart or soul in ur side,other hand all the best for ur uni journey which going to start soon.1of my fren say tat:"sometime v must let go of sth in previous,so tat v can gt sth better in the future."im quite agree v tis statement d.2day our group hv started to do our assignment in tis yr2sem1...wakaka...tough life style is waiting for us in nearby future loh.+u all fren oh >.+...lastly 29,v r having steamboat party at 605^^it's dinner n party time b4 busy life style=)
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