Final battle again...

haiz...the final battle 4 me(sorry,wrote wrong ady,is all student in malaysia) is coming soon or arrive ady n waiting u all at 2mr by nt more than 12 hrs cuz UPSR, trial of SPM n STPM,utar d final exam all prepare in attack mode ady.i at here just can wish all of u can 2 the best in our exam loh.til remember tat last time i say tat must settle something after my last foundation sem3 d final exam,bt the result is nt wat i wish,want or hope lah.every1,pls dun worry cuz i til can accept tis fact d who cal i so useless meh.mayb there is a few changes btw my foundation n degree d study life gua cuz til nw i oso look like cant wake up frm tat "moment",the whole ppl feel blur2 n lazy2 d.where is the foundation d me gone ady?i must 5 u back d,bt i really dun knw where hv u gone ady,hw 2 5 wor?mayb i til cant let something go gua,tis confusion d feeling really so damn shit d!!!cuz i totally dun knw wat im 2ing in the last 3 months n nw another final battle almost come ady.i feel tat i hv been attacked by sleeping powder n physics attack cuz in the past sem i really always like 2 sleep,lazy,always feel dizzy,my fren(headache n stomache)oso 5 me so offen in tis sem(can say tat almost 1 time per week) n cant focus properly in my study,i even skipped many class 4 tis damn suck reason.tis weekend i dun back hometown cuz want 2 revision in kampar,bt the result is in tis 3 days i only sleep n c drama,i even skipped few meal in these days ady.i count ady,totally slept 43hrs in 3days(72hrs).u all say im siao ady a nt?i oso dun knw wat im writing nw.i need 2 2 something b4 it is 2 late cuz i knw tat it is ady late 2 study nw,bt i hope tat tis sem d final exam result wont b so suck only.i oso dun deal 2 think abt can score "A n B" in these paper loh cuz my mid-term marks 4 all 5 subjects is really exetremely low than i ever gt in foundation b4(all mid-term d grade r C n D).wat the XXXX!!!i really cant endure amymore ady.im so EMO nw!!!finally i und wat is the feeling of emo d ppl,it is really so suffer d,like ppl want die bt cant die,bt oso cant live in a properly way.HOLY SHIT!!!