yesterday after my AAP class at 737pm,i ended my study life at yr2sem3 in utar.haiz...if gt next sem lah,all of us b yr3 or final yr students ady.the road in front is more n more hard to cont or walk or following the track.if dun hv any accident,all of us wil b going to internship at coming starting of October til end of Dec.i feel so worry abt tis internship,scare tis n tat.most scary is i cant help ppl bt create trouble for ppl only.of course tis is nt the 1st time i come out working lah cuz since standard3 i starting work at market n after form5 i gt go work at parkson too.bt,internship really gv me nt same d feeling loh.tis is 1st time i going to do some job which related to accounting after i studied almost 3yrs in utar for accounting course n tis is oso the time to c wat hv i plant or the fruit i can harvest after tis few yrs.emm...hw to say leh?.?1word can describe my feeling nw is "complicated" loh.bt i oso knw lah the nearest barrier which i need to overcome is my final exams which is start frm next thu,til hv 5days to go plus tis is the 1st time i gt 2final papers in my last day of exam which is 11may.say real d,i nw oso cant imagine hw i wil survive nt at exam tat day bt is the day b4 exam which is 10may.as u all knw lah,when my stress lvl up then my relative wil come 5 me again.hopefully tis time wont like tat lah.i oso almost 5months din 5 u loh cuz i hv sth tat swaggering inside my mind.should i let u knw the truth?.?or just act as wat u think im cont like tat?.?bt say real d,nowaday d me really dun act as wat i want tel u lah.proverb said tat "god closed 1door in front of u,sure there is another door opened for u in another place",just tat u cant 5 it.i admitted tat i hv ady ran away frm 1trap bt unfortunately i fall into another trap in the same time.i think tat 4ever i dun hv chance to b positive in ur mind or view point.human being is an animal like tat 1,knw the right thing bt dun do;knw the wring thing bt purposely did it.haiz...some1 said tat i wil gt close to u in the future bt the action i did which listen to his voice is ady a wrong step which wil bring me far2 away frm ur side n way.til hv 1thing tat i discovered,tat day memorial im totally like a strange at there,or can say tat im more suck than stranger who come cuz want to knw more or interested in ur words.i dun hv any interact v any1 in the hall n i can feel in deep hw useless im cuz i cant help or ever mayb need help frm others.sometime say real d,i really so admire them who in the right way cuz they can stand till n overcome many trap or challenges while im the 1 who fall into the same trap again n again.ur words n way is really the truth n correct.nw the more info i knw abt sth,the most i believe tat hw useless im in tat field,so i dun hv power to love some1.im really just a loser in tat way.the most hard is i want cry bt dun hv tear inside my eyes.tis is the most high lvl in sadness i think.tat day after i c 1comment frm some1,i knw tat gal is a relation human being,so i finally und ur meaning in the 1st place after 2yrs.is tis too late for me to knw abt it?.?1 of my fren said tat hope wil only bring to hopeless.i think nw i a bit agree v wat she said.tat's all.
finally,currently i hv 5 1drama tat i think interesting,it is 艋舺耀輝 n the ending song is oso so nice which is 李威&許慧欣 - 還愛不夠.tis drama is abt touching love story,the frenship btw 4frens,a bit violent fighting scene plus funny or can say is swt d thing inside lah.i think tat my life hv a bit same as 淑君 who is the 1 of the main female actor lah,so i start to like tis character so much deeply.ha3^^...hope tat i til can laugh like tat after my final exams at 11may >"<...+u bah,tricrystal=)pls rmb tat crystal is always behind u supporting u.u all knw y?.?cuz "crystal" tis word is inside n behind "tricrystal" tis name mah.wakaka XP... lolz ==!!!
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