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I oso dun knw since when i start 2 so caring abt her d.no wonder wat she talk,listen,see,respone n feeling,i must paid more attention on her d.i dun knw tis is the feeling of ???? a nt?bt,as my fren say i ady 2 care of her.they say v r S.H.E d 1st album d song's name wor~????.i til blur v v d relation.r v like S.H.E d song or like fish leong d lastest album d new song which sing 2gether v 1 hong kong guy d?anyway,i ady knw tat the ans is nt important.wat important is the feeling n wat i can promise gv her in the future.bt,i scare 2 go 4ward cuz i think tat im nt enough 2 chase her cuz her gt tis n tat BUT i hv nting.so,i think tat b4 i gatherde all my weapon or item,i just b her fren who always ready 4 her when she needed me n dissapeared when she dun needed me anymore or some time.bt,tat day,sudddenly she sms me when she say she is cold war v her fren or cant stand the cold war btw her fren n fren's bf,i feel tat i til r something 4 her gua?like dj say,a gal so full v item,must gt many guy interest in her d.so,mayb when i finished gathered my item,she had 2gether or marry v another guy.bt,dj oso say tat mayb she just 1 pass by 4 me or helper 4 me 2 find my real her like ppl play 'amazing race'.she mayb just 1 in4 4 me 2 reach my final destination or just 1 place which i must pass by if i want 2 win the race.sometime,2 many 'mayb' oso no use d,like fish leong d new song~'NO mayb'.......finally,dj say tat v r just human n v cant predict future,so let v just enjoy wat v hv n going 2 experience in the time now~it mean let it b wat it want 2 b.i wil try my best 2 chase wat i now want 2 chase d,hope tat she n sky gv me time.bt,if both of them won gv,i oso wil nt blame them d cuz i knw tat sky knw wat the best 4 me......Let tis b my last word~'i trust thy love'.