Some viewpoint......frm me as 1st or 3rd ppl?

Haiz......no mood study,so write blog loh.i tel u all 1st,myself oso nt sure tat im writing abt own or some1.actually,some r other ppl d n remaining d r mine.2day,i heard abt dj say tat:"if u r pain,u must say out;if nt the ppl who hurt u cant feel wat wrong thing they hv done" or "the ppl who r caring u dun knw u hv been hurt n needed concern frm them".as u knw tat it wil hurt ppl when u did tat,then y u til want 2 do it?i really nt understand.bt,tat ppl say tat u r the only 1 ppl who i can share my feeling n load v.so,since tat moment,all painful n sadness left away ady.i say tat feel pain,bt inside the painful,i til can feel some caring n warming frm u.tat y at the 1st time,i dun tel u tat im in painful.bt,u oso can feel my feeling finally.u say tat im the type of ppl who dun want 2 listen 2 ur real voice or true story.bt,im really nt tat type of ppl who run frm the truth,heard wat i like only n reject 2 heard wat i dislike or want listen 2 lie only.i really appreciate tat u r willing 2 trust me n share ur real feeling v me.so,i wil trust in u n keep silence til u say tat it is enough ady,u nt need 2 endure anymore.dj oso say tat mayb i just hv the destiny 2 b ur faithful listener in tis times or 4ever.anyway,im so hope tat i can b ur listener 4ever no wonder which position im nw at or in the future.mayb u wil think im stupid,bt i can sure tel u tat "YOU ARE DESERVE TO BE TREAT AS GOOD AS POSSIBLE BY REAL HEART" cuz u ady use ur real heart 2 treat other ppl.in conclusion:pls dun worry abt me or scare hurt me again cuz im enjoying ur true heart in painfulness.next time u hv any matter either happy or sad d based on ur viewpoint or mine,just open ur true heart n come share v me wat ur feeling no wonder wat time or place.i wil b there always 4 u d.pls dun think tat im crazy oh.im really looking 4ward 2 heard frm u.hope u c wat i want u 2 c.ok loh,finish saying wat i want 2 say.let back 2 revision.