How to i live without him?!?

He just left me tis morning n tis time he won back to my side again.cuz he has his new destiny at k.l frm the next month.he took away all the thing which is belonging to him,so that i cant hold the last memory with him.although 1 year for me not a long period,im til a human.i notice that i hv feeling on the life which always hv he beside me n i nw cant face the truth~he has left me behind ady. life without him r so boring n meaningless.til remember tat at sem1 d 1st n 2nd week,we 2 ppl oso blur2 d pass our uni life.ntg to do oso at that time,we just can sleep n eat n sleep loh.at 9 time after dinner,we even go 2 c c 4 c ppl play on9 game 4 abt 1 hr then only we back room.bt,happiness nt so long n 4ever d.since sem2,relationship btw us hv changed.we both oso knw nw fren ady.i oso always bc v my group d assignment,same 4 him too.he start to go out with his fren.our distance become to be more n more far.the starting of sem3,he always say want go play football with his fren n then eat dinner with them.so,i just can only say ok n find my fren to eat dinner or eat alone loh.cuz i nt who in his mind...we are just fren.wat can i do?finally,i want to say tat i wil try my best to live without u d n wish u has a nw n good opening life at k.l.cuz i knw tat tis is 1 of the destiny of us,let us come over tis test together!!!i wil looking 4ward 2 heard frm u soon......