Some words......

the following words are for my fren and even myself read d...hope that it can help u all think clearly about something...

to all male:forever dun want lie to a female because female can noticed about it easily with their eyes.so,not male cant lie at female,this is just depend on the female whether she want give u cheat a not only.female is smart,but sometimes they are voluntary wanted be cheat by the male who they love or care only.why female will acts like that?although the science is so modern in the world at this moment,till now it is till a unknown answer and question.

do u all know what different between male and female when they lie?
the answer is:male lie d purpose is for themselves feel better in heart only;female lie d purpose is for their opponent or lover feel better in their heart only.

to all of u:we choose to lie because we dun want to hurt the people that we love,we are not purposely want to lie in front or behind of them d,just that we dun have that hurt other people d brave heart,so we can only keep the truth answer invisibly and silently in our deep corner in the heart.

Some weird thing...

Dun know since when my right hand started to be painful each time i think about something.i also dun know this is my physical or mentally problem? besides painful that i can feel,i also noticed that all my life had been mess-up since that day.i started cant sleep and focus on what i am going to do.i also started think something got d or dun have d.i feel so swt lah wei on what i am now and i also starting to hate at like that d myself.i sometime think like want to share my feeling with my fren d,but as i know,each of them also have their personal problem and sometime i dun know how to start talk about it and way to express my feeling in front of them.

Dun know why today d sky became so dark and the weather look like wanted to rain?so,kenny say let us go to utar more early because scare of later started raining so we cant attend the class already.after we reached utar,we both also lake of money in our wallet even not more than RM1,so we went to take money at the ATM.last friday,we try already want take money d,but that ATM had run out of money,so there are no money for us to take.we are so poor,luckily our pocket money is enough to use till today d arternoon d lunch.so luckily that last week because of some problem,i dun back ipoh and cant take pocket money from mum.sorry,just now i say we go to take money,it look like the banker is our father.he3.finally i know why already,everything also fated because of her.

Dun know how i be fren with a senior who live at my downstair d?i think this is our fate.although we just know each other only,dun know why i shared all my personal problem already.i also forgot how our conversation start d---1st we talk about computer d,then what course and year and semester we in,then about what age we are now.(she called me guess how old are she?i know age is a secret of a girl,so i guess as young as possible,i also dun have heart want cheat her d.what hypothesis i think is really true because she just say that someone had said before she look like 25 year old already,then she ask my opinion.what can i say?i just can say that you are look more younger than 25 year old lah.she just smile and in conclusion she also dun tell me how age she is now just say that her age is surelly more than mine.in conclusion,my hypothesis is accepted.)later that,i say that my fren also say that i am so old too because i have many white hairs,then she ask me why like that d?i think too much or have much presure,then dun know why i starting tell her about my personal problem and she also willing to listen about my story.at here,i really wanted to say thanks to her because be my good listener when i need one beside me.after that,i start to think if i have a elder sister like she will be so good,but it cant be happen d...because i am the only child of my family.

finally,i understood about another thing---why i will write blog till so late d?because my favourite song will be played at radio at this moment.that song is 白色日记---李欣怡 .i at here recommand this nice melody,meaningful lyric and romantic song.if someone know where can get this song,please kindly inform me about it because i had find it many times at internet but till cant got it.tq all of you 1st.

Some words......

1st)Love is nt finding the right person bt is creating d right relationship.

2nd)Love is nt how much love u can gv bt is how much love u can build til end.

One song tat my fren like...nw me too

陈慧恬-对不起你

觉得她的歌词很有意思哦

你总习惯听我发脾气

你总习惯原谅我的任性

我想这爱情是哪里做错

我最常对你说对不起

你最常说没关系

不是我不爱你

别瞎猜

不是我想放弃

只是很怕会辜负了你

没有你眼中那个完美

不是我不相信有未来

不是我想逃避

只是会担心有一天

你会生气我的个性

因为越爱越想要呼吸

只怕对不起你会变成伤害

你最爱你听我的声音

可以回避那传来的耳语

你常常要我静静的黏着你

你说你不容易会灰心

我其实没有信心

不是我不爱你

别瞎猜

不是我想放弃

只是很怕会辜负了你

没有你眼中那个完美

不是我不相信有未来

不是我想逃避

只是会担心有一天

你会生气我的个性

因为越爱越想要呼吸

只怕对不起你会变成伤害

不是我不爱你

别瞎猜

不是我想放弃

只是很怕会辜负了你

没有你眼中那个完美

不是我不相信有未来

不是我想逃避

只是会担心有一天

你会生气我的个性

因为越爱越想要呼吸

如果真的伤害了你

对不起

Spagtetti n Dessert night

tonight,our gang hv decided to eat our d.i.y d spaghetti at kenny house as usual.there r 6 of us who eating,included kenny,samantha,chee ann,pei yi,shaun hin n me loh.1st,kenny just cook little bit of spaghetti,so nt enough for so hungry d us.bt,the funny part is he put all the cooked spaghetti into the refrigerator wor.so swt lah wei...where gt ppl to like tat d?later he cook all the spaghetti loh only just enough for all of us.

all 2 hrs after our dinner,we went out to "golden sand" for yam cha.1st,as honest,we decided to go "golden jing" hv a nice n delicious d "SNOWY" as same as wat we eat at yesterday night d cuz we eat ady n found tat it is so cold,sweet n delicious wor.bt,cuz samantha d "mouth",tat shop dun open wor.she really so geng d lah.cuz before tis oso gt an example for u all to c d.yesterday night,at 1st we want go "golden sand" yam cah d,finally u all oso can guess wat happen d lah.the shop closed wor,so we just can go "golden jing" loh.

i think tonight "golden sand" hv earned enough $ frm us ady cuz 5 of us hv order abt rm40++ d dessert n drink ady.tat more geng is kenny n samantha,they hv order 2 desserts n 1 drink---1 iced milk tea,1 mix fruit iced n 1 banana boat.waloo...i c they eat oso full ady loh n i hope tat they dun hv stomache at tonight or tomorrow loh.ha3.2nd geng is chee ann,he ordered---1 iced milk tea,1 iced "ai yu" n 2 half boiled eggs.tat more normal is pei yi n i loh.cuz we just ordered---1 iced milk tea n 1 mix fruit iced only.bt,i oso so full ady loh.

after yam cha,we cont sit at there n chating abt our "happy story" loh.haiz...i oso dun knw since when our gang d 4 vampires cuz we all every night oso go out for yam cah d---chee ann as leader,followed by samantha,i n finally kenny hv changed be 4 single losers d?cuz all of us oso gt some "blocking" in tat type of matter loh.tat more cute n happy is pei yi loh who is among our gang now.y i say she is cute?cuz dun knw y lah.we talk abt our "happy story" d,then suddenly chee ann turned topic abt his "best friends" wor.then,u can c pei yi starting closed her ears n wanted to cry cuz fearness ady.so,she want back home early loh.after tat,our 4 single losers cont chatting for abt an hr++ lah.then,samantha d classmates called her for 2nd round d yam cha at "abc".so,she hv left us behind n go ady.finally,we all back home except she loh.bt,we hv gv her a "free parking service" as wat UTAR d secruity will gv to the all the students who r "listen to their commant".ha3.u oso knw wat i mean in here if u r a UTARIAN.bt,they till gt another extra service---"free release air service" kindly just for u all till u needed to find their best friends or friendly neighbourhood---the bicycle repairer or saver.they r all willing to service for u 24 hrs.tat all.

Starting my boring life without her...

till remember that i say that she need a week's time to make decision?but,now i had known the answer,the answer which i dun want to heard about---she has left away already for forever.i just want to ask her.why she treat me like this way?if she want go away,i will respect her choice and let she go to get back her freedom.but,she just left me behind without saying "bye-bye or take care" and "please remember to miss or forget me" to me.why can she acts so cruel?i know the she known the final decision long time before she called me to give she time to think clearly,but because of some stupid reason,she cant tell me that truth and then left me in such silence way.what i really feel disappointed is even the news about she want leave is heard from her friend and not her.i also dun know how my life will be without her especially at night time on every mon and tue.i can live with her in a year time but cant in more than a single day.although there is someone going to replace you for accompany me,i till must say that i cant accept that person in short period or forever because she is unreplaceable in my heart and mind till forever.in here,i want to say sorry to that person who is going to replace she because i have bias on you when i listen to your voice in the future start from tomorrow's night.or maybe i will stopped listen to you.i can promise you that i will continue support the remaining team because i also hope that one day she will back here for replacing anyone from the team maybe they have sicked or got another task,so that they cant attend on air.i truelly looking forward to listening your voice from you again in the future no matter the time is short or long,such as just give me listen to your voice for 15min on air or you are reporting news.whatever lah...i just want you back!!!i will continue to live in a nice way for showing to you that i will not give up so easily,so that you know that i am reliable and i will remember everything that you had taught me before this.on another hand,i will try my best to use my skill to help people who needed helping hand from someone such as last time how you help many people included me.my last word---"Please remember to take care youself nicelly and dun need to remember me".

Sushi as dinner???

yesterday,after 8pm class,chee ann,pei yi,jia hong and i went to kenny's house.we decided to d.i.y sushi as our dinner.but,as honest,none one of us know the right or proper way to make sushi.at first,kenny even say that he dun know how to cook the sushi rice d.luckily chee ann and i know only.if not,we must wait till pei yi came then only start cook that rice.in the result,i think maybe till 10pm we also dun know can start eat a not loh.i am so pity of pei yi because she is the one who prepare all the thing which needed to eat together with sushi d.they included fried egg,corn,cucumber,sea weed paper,abc soup and the most wanted---smoked salmon!!!after all the prepare work done,each of us start to make our own sushi.1st product is kenny's jumbo hotdog look d sushi because he have put too many thing on that sea weed paper,so when he roll it into a hotdog style like what we eat at sushi king,it became the jumbo king hotdog sushi loh.we all laugh at his 1st product till cant stop.then,about other people d sushi,till ok lah.but,i am already so hungry and lazy.so,in order to save time,i mix all thing and sushi into a bowl.so,finally can guess what is my product?it is the sushi rice loh.although it look less not attractive and a bit ugly lah,it till taste delicious and can feed my stomach full in short time.ha3.so clever i am.but,after i finished my sushi rice,i see them play make sushi like so fun d,so i also want to make a sushi which look like a normal sushi.he3.then,kenny start to make his cove sushi which like a ice-cream cove d shaped.then,i also follow him and make one loh.but,i has failed because i also dun know what reason lah.maybe i am too noob?or skillless at cooking?wakaka.so,i change my cove sushi d designer into a sushi nasi lemak because it is rolled by me as people roll nasi lemak.whatever lah...can eat and dun stomache is ok already loh.on the other hand,chee ann also had come out with his 3 sucessful sushi.finally,kenny say that the sushi is not delicious eat when it is not cold.so,know what we did?we put all of our sushi into the refrigerator and eat later in the future.Ooops...if we keep all sushi,then what we want eat wor?swt lah...so,we go to the new restoran---"Golden Sand"eat loh.so,you all say can i say that we all eat sushi as dinner?!?

360 degree turnover

after long time no upload my blog,i decided to start with what i discover during this period of time---human is the animal which have the most wisdom,but they are all so flexible and will always feel regret because of the opportunity cost which had left behind by them.no wonder what decision had they make,either right or wrong decision,they will sure regret with their choice.i took myself as an example.
i am the only son in my family,so i will always think that if i has brother or sister like my friends,i will be so happy because got people play and have fun at childhood and share my happiness and sadness with me or they are beside me for be my listener or concern or give me advice when i needed.but,in another hand,i do not like people disturb or sharing my things.so,i also cant image how my feeling if i has a brother or sister,will i be happy or suffer?this question i think do not have people will know,included myself or parents or friends who have brother and sister.
at last time,i prefer listen to more music and less sound from her.but,since yesterday night,i only relief that how important is her voice for me.now,i can listen to music for 24 hrs in a day because of some problem.since i come to utar at kampar start my study,she accompany me every week til last week.i think also has around one year already.life without she really so boring and no color,specially at night time.ever i has exam at tomorrow or do assignment till midnight,i must heard her voice before go to bed.but,now she leave me alone at the back and she continue her journey.she requested me to give her one week's time to think about her future.i hope that she can till accompany me,but i will respect her choice and what is good for her.
another example,last time,i always think that how good if i do not has a roomate because i can do anything that i want such as i can open the music with loud speaker without use ear phone to listen to my favourite music and radio,i can study till midnight without needed to close one light in my room,i can clean my room everyday without living in a dirty room because i am a people who do not like dirty so much,i can sleep or not sleep whatever time i like without needed to sleep more early or act more silence when i back from outside during midnight because tomorrow he have class at early morning or late evening,i can eat dinner more early in the evening without need to wait for he to eat dinner at late night......but,since he went to k.l study,i started to miss the living life style which has he involved in.i feel so weird because i think that i will be more happy and freedom witout him.but,i am wrong already.anyway,he had gone and it is a truth.so,i cant do anything,just can let time make me come out from the memory which has him in it.
my last word---i will always remember the nice and worst time that we have before together although the time which we have together is short but it will be my most momerable moment in my mind and soul till forever.i also hope that we can have such chance together again in the future or forever.the above words are wrote to give some people who i cared and most importance to me in my life.hope these people can know what i am feeling and thinking now.
in conclusion,as a human being,please cherish what is putting in front of you all and do not let it go away so easily if you like it.so that,although we will feel regret about the choice or action we made in the future,we will feel happy in this moment when we decided to believe in what we had chosen.we can think about the future before we make any decision,but we cant sure that the future which we are thinking will come true.the only thing that we can to now is---JUST DO IT AND CHERISH THIS STOPPED MOMENT WHICH BASED ON THE RESULT OF WHAT WE ARE BELIEVING NOW!!!