Final battle again...

haiz...the final battle 4 me(sorry,wrote wrong ady,is all student in malaysia) is coming soon or arrive ady n waiting u all at 2mr by nt more than 12 hrs cuz UPSR, trial of SPM n STPM,utar d final exam all prepare in attack mode ady.i at here just can wish all of u can 2 the best in our exam loh.til remember tat last time i say tat must settle something after my last foundation sem3 d final exam,bt the result is nt wat i wish,want or hope lah.every1,pls dun worry cuz i til can accept tis fact d who cal i so useless meh.mayb there is a few changes btw my foundation n degree d study life gua cuz til nw i oso look like cant wake up frm tat "moment",the whole ppl feel blur2 n lazy2 d.where is the foundation d me gone ady?i must 5 u back d,bt i really dun knw where hv u gone ady,hw 2 5 wor?mayb i til cant let something go gua,tis confusion d feeling really so damn shit d!!!cuz i totally dun knw wat im 2ing in the last 3 months n nw another final battle almost come ady.i feel tat i hv been attacked by sleeping powder n physics attack cuz in the past sem i really always like 2 sleep,lazy,always feel dizzy,my fren(headache n stomache)oso 5 me so offen in tis sem(can say tat almost 1 time per week) n cant focus properly in my study,i even skipped many class 4 tis damn suck reason.tis weekend i dun back hometown cuz want 2 revision in kampar,bt the result is in tis 3 days i only sleep n c drama,i even skipped few meal in these days ady.i count ady,totally slept 43hrs in 3days(72hrs).u all say im siao ady a nt?i oso dun knw wat im writing nw.i need 2 2 something b4 it is 2 late cuz i knw tat it is ady late 2 study nw,bt i hope tat tis sem d final exam result wont b so suck only.i oso dun deal 2 think abt can score "A n B" in these paper loh cuz my mid-term marks 4 all 5 subjects is really exetremely low than i ever gt in foundation b4(all mid-term d grade r C n D).wat the XXXX!!!i really cant endure amymore ady.im so EMO nw!!!finally i und wat is the feeling of emo d ppl,it is really so suffer d,like ppl want die bt cant die,bt oso cant live in a properly way.HOLY SHIT!!!

Bbq+steamboat

Yesterday9,finally v can eat our bbq+steamboat ady.cuz kenny n i hv planned fews times 2 hv bbq+steamboat gathering among our tutorial groupmates d bt everytime oso unlucky raining d.so mah til yesterday only go eat loh,bt v nt go v groupmates wor,he3...v go v our foundation d groupmates.actually i think i wil b more enjoy when eat v foundation d fren loh cuz nw degree d fren oso nt so fren only,v r just normal fren.watever lah.the most important is can eat without limit mah.ha3...i think tat bbq+steamboat is worth 2 eat d lah cuz there r 2 in 1 mah,hv bbq n steamboat too,bt yesterday i only focus on bbq lah cuz think tat it is more attractive n the food cooked more delicious mah.tat shop d service really so good n "good" loh---each ppl needed only RM18,included can eat non-stop til u full die, free transportation available,after eat til can da bao some ice-cream back home then continue eat,etc...the part above is the good part lah.the below part is the "good" part ady,1st the transportation problem:tat ppl say ady abt 715pm come 2 fetch us frm westlake go their stall d,bt until 730pm oso no respone or c any car's shadow wor.then v mah call tat ppl again loh,after tat oso needed 2 wait 4 another 20min wor.haiz...totally wait 4 abt 35min loh,bt i think tat r oso good thing 4 us lah cuz like tat will make us all feel more hungry then v will eat more food after tat only.wakaka...oops...almost 4gt ady the important part:yesterday9 v decided go at 630pm d,who knw the sky feel jealous of us wor,so it start heavy raining at 620pm.swt lah wei...like tat oso can meh?lolz...bt,tis time ntg can stop us frm going eat bbq+steamboat ady loh,finally v oso completed our task sucessfully which is eat3...2nd problem oso the same category:transportation.i think tat tat ppl will drive a van 2 fetch us d.who knw he drive a nasional car wor,til want us 5 ppl sit in 1 car.lucily is v dun hv many fat member only,just hv me---1 fat member only,so mah enough space 4 us in the car loh.he3...oops...i oso 4gt 2 intro our member tim,they r:group1(ah bii,fish,min2,yin syn n pipu) n group2(kenny,chee ann,me,pei yi n jia hong) cuz tat ppl say v too many ppl ady so needed 2 seperate in2 2 tables loh.bt our interaction oso so geng during eating time lah.v eat frm 750pm til 1050pm,gt abt 3 hrs loh,i think wat oso worth back ady lah.in here i want 2 tq chee ann cuz yesterday he b our group2 d sifu ady cuz he help us bbq food n clean the bbq hot plate after cooked many food mah,so kind of him.he oso teach us hw 2 fried some food tat v nv fried b4 d such as seafood toufu,crab,lala(tis 1 is pei yi fried d,bt almost 50% of them nt cook d,luckily i n kenny nt sick ady eating tat lala) n the most favorite part is fried egg.after eating proper meal,v all go take many ice-cream,jelly n fruit eat loh.v all oso dun paiseh d,take3 n eat3...again n again.wakaka...tat shop d ppl r unluckily loh cuz meet customers who so can eat like us.tat all.hope tat next time can hv again so enjoyable d gathering again loh.full.....

属于 by 梁静茹

ha3...actually i want 2 post tis song long time ady cuz im lazy so postponed til nw.i did something bad 2day.wakaka...cuz tis song i steal frm my fren d,hope she dun mind loh.tq...

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我坚持的
都值得坚持吗
我所相信的
就是真的吗
如果我敢追求
我就敢拥有吗
而如果都算了
不要呢
或许吧
或许我永远都不要遇见他
或许吧
或许我太天真了吧
属于我的昨天之前的结局
我决定我的决定
属于我的明天之后的憧憬
我迷信我的迷信
属于我们点点滴滴的伤心
我们要各自忘记
属于我们闪闪发亮的爱情
我们再一起努力属于风的
那就去飞翔吧
属于海洋的
那就汹涌的
属于我们的爱
该来的就来吧
为什么
不敢呢
不要呢?
是他吧
命中早就注定了的那个他
是他吧
他原来就在这里啊
属于我的昨天之前的结局
我决定我的决定
属于我的明天之后的憧憬
我迷信我的迷信
属于我们点点滴滴的伤心
我们要各自忘记
属于我们闪闪发亮的爱情
我们再一起努力
属于我的昨天之前的结局
我决定我的决定
属于我的明天之后的憧憬
我迷信我的迷信
属于我们点点滴滴的伤心
我们要各自忘记
属于我们闪闪发亮的爱
情我们再一起努力
属于我们点点滴滴的伤心
我们要各自忘记
属于我们闪闪发亮的爱情

我们再一起努力

Letter

to my dear fren A:

tat day u say tat u wil waiting 4 me 4 another 3 yrs,bt i think tat once i chosen the road which im walking nw,tat is nt a limited time 4 u 2 wait me ady.cuz i say true d,after i finished tis stage at kampar,i dun knw whether i qualification 2 cont my future study?bt,if i cant cont study,i think i wil start my working stage as u nw ady,i nw oso can feel the pressure tat is waiting me in the future,or mayb there r more n more waiting 2 eliminate me.so,tat day in front of ppl i dun tel me only,bt tis is my true voice:pls dun put so much hope on me cuz i knw my bad habit d,mayb it cause by my D,bt i think i oso cant gv all the fault on him d lah cuz in the future v all ppl oso need to pay 4 wat hv v done in the past.i cant promise u anything in tis stage,bt i wil try my best 2 reach a more mature stage in spirit.when i reached tat stage like u nw?i cant predict oso cant promise,hope tat day wont come b4 im able 2 2 so.i knw tat u only hope is tat i wil return 2 the right road in the spirit n the oso wat i hope tat i can 2 it,sometime word r easy 2 say bt hard 2 fulfill it.i und ur feeling d cuz i oso waiting 4 some1 tat cant gv me any promise or even hope,bt wat u r waiting is totally nt same as wat im waiting lah.i knw tat if u read tis letter,at tis stage,u wil scold me tat y u want waiting some1 tat is an outsider?i oso cant ans ur question cuz tis feeling is so weird d,i finally can und tat the feeling btw fren n love is so hard 2 chase,feel n show......bt wat i knw is the feeling is really exist in my heart n mind.mayb im growing up in the family tat is nt so support by spirit cuz wat i can c is tat my M is suffering frm so much thing.the reason is wat?cuz she done something following the rule?i cant comment or say wat on tis issue cuz i nv reached tat stage b4 n mayb im nt enough mature 2 think abt these problem in the spirit way.wateven lah cuz the past history cant rewrite or repeat n i really dun want 2 c it again.

mayb tat day u told me tat thing,make me reflash abt the happy n funny past time when im til a chird or mayb a naught bro 4 u.cuz u always oso c i been scold by ppl d lah,i think u oso hv b used to it ady loh.i can remember tat everytime after i been scold,u oso wil console me d,bt tat last word frm u always oso same d:can u try 2 b more good boy so tat i cant heard ppl scold u again?ha3...mayb u nt remember anything ady or these memory r nt something 4 u,bt these really worth 4 me 2 remember all the time. 1 time i want 2 play game v u,so i sit the place more behind in the bus,finally i been scold again loh cuz im the 1st ppl who reached n up the bus mah,so ppl think tat i should gt a nice seat d.who knw i hv dissapointed some1?he3...cuz ur some1 like 2 sit more behind d seat in bus d mah bt my some1 like 2 sit more in front place d.bt,i hv 1 question til nw oso cant solve d:y ur some1 like 2 sit the behind seat in the bus d?if can,ans me when u r free or reaaly knw the reason.til hv 1 big event happen d as i remember.tat day i been scold by both some1 n i need 2 say sorry 2 u n tat boy in the bus n in front of all ppl,i really feel so paiseh nw 2 say or think abt it again.bt,tat time i think i was oso gv fire or anger covered my eyes ady,so all ppl surrounding in the bus i oso cant c or noticed,so i wont feel paiseh loh.wakaka...i can remember tat day v dun knw y stop bus n v all go 2 the garden d.the event is like tat d:there r only 2 seats at the garden n i want 2 sit v u,bt tat boy hv come later n "rampas" my place.so tat i start crying loh,bt i oso dun knw y tat time u dun console me d.i a bit blur abt tis memory.im so angry n i say tat:if u so like sit 2gether,then u go gt marry loh.then i remember after tat some1 hv chase me back 2 the bus n u r crying too.tat boy oso scared by me til nt making any voice.haiz...so tat y i need 2 say sorry in front of all ppl loh.bt,tat time v all til r child mah,so something sad wil 4gt faster n v start 2 play again 2gether the next day.i really so miss the childhood moment.oops...i til remember tat my some1 tel me tat:pls dun b so attract by girl cuz later u wil b trapped just like hw adam been trapped by eve.tat time i think i oso dun think so much loh.if nw some1 say the same thing v me then i knw hw 2 reply back.if i nt attract by girl then i think u need 2 worry loh.right?he3...bt nw i ady knw lah,tat time d feeling is btw bro n sis,nt wat love lah.cuz im the only child in family mah,so i hope tat i hv a sis like u loh.til nw oso same wor,bt i knw tat u ady treated me as ur bro loh.so,last word:tq,my sis.

Something to share...

Said oso dun listen
Listen oso dun und
Nt und oso dun ask
Ask oso dun do
Do oso do wrong
Wrong oso dun admit
Admit oso dun correct
Correct oso dun happy
Nt happy oso dun say



the poem above is used to scold some ppl d...bt it oso can make the ppl who always been scold b more clear abt y ppl keep scolding them in the next time...hope u all happy reading=)

Skip class week

haiz...tis week i oso dun knw y so unlucky d.cuz from sunday9 i back kampar from ipoh,i feel sick ady,my "best fren" find me again loh.who r they?they r mr.stomache n miss.vomit...lolx...bt,tis time they wont let me go so easily cuz they say i long time dun go their house play wor,so they come visit me at my house loh.actually they 2 ppl r bro n sis lah.cuz they always stick 2gether d,where the bro is,his sis will sure follow him d,vice versa.so,like tis i play v them around 2 days++ till tues d 9.btw these 2 days,i play till so excited ady,totally 4gt abt my meal.so,abt 2 days i dun hv eat anything,just drink pure water only.actually,i oso dun so remember hw time pass in these 2 days cuz i really play till so blur2 ady loh.he3...u all really believe wat im saying ar?dun b stupid loh,my fren.let me tel u 1 fact---the word "believe" oso hv another word "lie" include inside tat word lah.the smart fren here will und wat i mean play d lah.emm...play=suffer from sickness loh.

based on the activity above,i ady skipped mon n tues d 3 classes ady loh.wat 2 2?who call my fren come fing me wor?ha3...then im so happy cuz recover ady,so tat at wed i can go at 630pm d qt class loh cuz oso 1 class only mah.i think tat i sure can go d lah.who knw tis is the time when the sky want 2 play v me wor.und wat i mean?the sky is crying or raining loh.so,i skipped tat qt class again.so sad cuz skipped 3 days d 4 classes by non-stop.

2day morning i hv class at 11am,i think ntg can stop me from going 2 class again.who knw?!?!?the sky dun knw who buli he ady,of course nt me lah.i oso nt deal lah.the sky is raining when i wake up around at 10am++.i say wat the XXXX!!!!haiz....so,i just can pray n hope tat the sky can heard 2 my voice.who knw wat happen?at b4 few seconds i want 2 gv up n go back to cont my sleeping cuz yesterday i gv some1 cheated me 4 waiting 2 c meteor rain from 130am til 430am wor,suddenly...blink3...the rain stopped ady.i ws so happy at tat time,so finally i hv attend my 3 classes 2day.ha3...wat a responsible student im oh?he3...dun need 2 praise me so much cuz i will feel paiseh d cuz i ady skipped 44% of tis week d classes ady.he3...til hv 1 thing need to tel u all at here d:H1N1 hv gt the darkness power from unknown source n nw evolve into the new species ady.let me introduced the new fren 4 u all---H3N2!!!pls welcome them cuz they hv arrived to kampar ady wor.so,all my dear fren,pls keep 24 hrs on alert condition oh 2 prevent u or ur surrounding fren been attcked by H3N2 n dun trust too much ur fren cuz they mayb r the spy from the H3N2.wakaka...the war hv began!!!

Last angry @ lucky's weekends

i oso dun knw want start frm where to write lah.haiz...let start from y my angry d part lah.the below is the dialog btw some1 who is lazy n i:
i~hello,is u r mrs.X(i like tat called she cuz i can recognize her voice mah),im thomas.2day later in the evening will u go to ipoh?
mrs.X~ya3...i n my XXXXXXX is going to ipoh for attend tat meeting later.
i~so,later after meeting,u can fetch me back kampar a nt?(cuz mr.X @ mrs.X is stay at kampar where opposite of my living place only)
mrs.X~ok d lah.i oso always fetch u back kampar d lah.
i~ok,then tq 1st n c u 29 at ipoh loh.btw,u knw tat mr.mo had back japan ady,so 2day d meeting just hv 1 hr d magazine study only.
mrs.X~huh?y like tat d?i dun knw wor.tat mean the meeting will start later 1 hr ar?
i~nope.it is finished 1 hr earlier only.(u of course dun knw abt tat news lah,u so lazy always dun go meeting d,tat day at meeting hv say ady loh.u r the 1 who dun knw only i think,lolz...)
mrs.X~ok,i knw ady.then bye2 n c u 29 lah.
i~ok,88.
my happiness wont even last for 5 min...ring3...my hp rang ady n i knw tis is nt a good symbol.haiz...wat 2 2?want come d thing u prevent oso will hit u d lah.tis time is mr.X on the hp n he is the 1 who called me.
mr.X~r u thomas ar?im mr.X ar.
i~ya3.im thomas.u hv anything 5 me ar?
mr.X~actually just a small thing lah.i just nw listen mrs.X says tat 2day d meeting just hv 1 hr only ar.really?
i~ya loh.reply again wat i says to mrs.X just nw at the hp.
mr.X~oic.if like tat then i dun want go to ipoh loh.cuz XXXXX......(many stupid reason,i oso 4gt ady).btw,if u take bus back kampar at 29,if the bus dun hv reached new town(cuz no all bus hv go into there d),u call me lah.then,i drive car go old town d bus town fetch u back new town loh.ok mah?
i~ok loh.88.(u think i can says cant meh?wat the XXXX!!!promise ppl ady then lepas aeroplane...damn XXXX!!!)



so,i decided to stay an extra 9 at ipoh loh cuz my class at mon start only at 6pm mah,so dun need rush back kampar at sun d 9 loh.ha3...mr.X n mrs.X,u cant beat me v tis small case d.i wont lose so easily d.
as usual,at mon d morning,i go help at market loh.around 930am,i c a ppl who is so close feeling to me d.then,i think is her shadow loh.cuz tat ppl d dressing style is totally same as her shadow d mah.after half an hr,tat ppl come up to shop eat breakfast.then...cheh...i mislook ppl ady.tat leng nui nt her shadow wor.tat time i was so dissapointed cuz i almost 4 months dun c her shadow ady loh.suddenly!!!her shadow appeared in my eye side.waloo...dun scare me lah.bt tis time is really her shadow.ha3...finally i c her shadow ady,bt tat day just 1/4 from her shadow came only.watever lah...tat is enough 4 me ady.if i til can c her shadow appeared in tis area,tat mean i till hv a little % of chance can c she in 1 day in the future d although i ady 2 yrs n 3 months dun c she ady.btw,tat day dun knw y her shadow wear so casual d wor,just like wat she like to dress at usual(jean n t-shirt).he3...im really so happy tat i gt back ipoh at last weekend loh.
tat r y i said tat i had 1 angry @ lucky's weekend loh.und nw?