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Monday, December 6, 2010

一个人久了...我自己真的会这样哦

一个人久了~~~会懒得恋爱...
一个人久了~~~朋友会越重要...
一个人久了~~~会越来越喜欢听歌...
一个人久了~~~电话会常常忘记带...
一个人久了~~~会养成一个怪癖...
一个人久了~~~对爱情会越来越挑剔...
一个人久了~~~除了寂寞点外还是会蛮开心的...
一个人久了~~~会慢慢变成成熟起来...
一个人久了~~~会比以前更重视更爱父母,更重视亲情...
一个人久了~~~对所有的节日大多没什么期待...
一个人久了~~~听到看到别人一对对的很甜蜜,心里多少还是会有些介意...
一个人久了~~~会喜欢买很多无谓东西,带自己去很远的地方...
一个人久了~~~会觉得无拘无束自由自在天宽地广...
一个人久了~~~爱情会变得越来越不重要,取而代之的是钱和事业...
一个人久了~~~会越来越理性,越来越现实...
一个人久了~~~会越来越沉闷...
一个人久了~~~会懂得处理钱财...
一个人久了~~~会把时间都会放在家人身上...
一个人久了~~~都不喜欢一个人去戏院看戏...
一个人久了~~~做事只需跟自己交待...
一个人久了~~~计划未来的东西都只是一个人...
一个人久了~~~发白日梦的时间也多了...
一个人久了~~~开始会自言自语了...
一个人久了~~~开始会做些无聊的东西了...
一个人久了~~~开销会少了...
一个人久了~~~朋友会越来越多了...
一个人久了~~~会喜欢坐在沙滩上...
一个人久了~~~是很幸福的时光...
一个人久了~~~会喜欢上一个人的生活...

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Monday, November 29, 2010

亲爱的,相对你讲的话...

亲爱的,还幸福吗?

从哪一天起 醒来第一件事情 就是偷偷的淡淡地想妳 想妳的温暖带着笑意的眼睛 也想到妳残忍的决定 我不敢说我还在等妳 怕说出口会被看轻 我不怕别人流言蜚语 我只怕 花光勇气 亲爱的 还幸福吗 我想听 又害怕听到答案 悲伤的是那回不去的时光 刻骨铭心的都淡忘 亲爱的 别来无恙妳的肩膀 那么近却那么远 到最后想说的话都未曾讲 想和妳一起 我爱妳想和妳一起 我爱妳

Sunday, November 28, 2010

Another duel is coming around...

2mr is the 7th or final week of tis last short sem in utar.cuz next year d short sem,it's time for all of us go for industry training.dun knw y starting frm tis week which is week6,i feel some invisible pressure is on my head n shoulder.i think mayb is the caring n wake up call frm crystal or warning frm utar bah.wat i want do is dun let crystal feel disappointed n sad on me only.so,tricrystal,at here u must promise tat u must do ur best in tis coming final exams in order dun hv any regret oh.on another hand,on coming week,i wil hv to b alone at the place i staying nw cuz my both of my housemates is moving out,actually one of them hv gone last week n i feel happy tat she is happy v her new house n housemates.he3=)...hopefully my room problem can b settle in coming week cuz i dun want to worry abt it anymore b4 my final exams n some1 oso waiting for me for some option,so as a responsible person,i must tel them abt my decision asap.btw,2mr v decided dun want to c ms ng ss n mr ah moid.wakaka XP...another evil of me came out >.<...so,at here i wish to say goodbye to both of them loh.at last,hopefully everything is going well on tis coming wed cuz it's time for us,utarian choose our time-table if we can do so lah.nw,i must rush in order to catch up the time n subjects tat i leave behind.ha3.wish me all the best n pray for me bah.88+99^^

Saturday, November 27, 2010

Classical love famous remark...经典爱情名言

(1) I love you not because of who you are, but because of who I am when I am with you.

我爱你,不是因为你是一个怎样的人,而是因为我喜欢与你在一起时的感觉。

(2) No man or woman is worth your tears, and the one who is, won‘t make you cry.

没有人值得你流泪,值得让你这么做的人不会让你哭泣。

(3) The worst way to miss someone is to be sitting right beside them knowing you can‘t have them.

失去某人,最糟糕的莫过于,他近在身旁,却犹如远在天边。

(4) Never frown, even when you are sad, because you never know who is falling in love with your smile.

纵然伤心,也不要愁眉不展,因为你不知是谁会爱上你的笑容。

(5) To the world you may be one person, but to one person you may be the world.

对于世界而言,你是一个人;但是对于某个人,你是他的整个世界。

(6) Don‘t waste your time on a man/woman, who isn‘t willing to waste their time on you.

不要为那些不愿在你身上花费时间的人而浪费你的时间。

(7) Just because someone doesn‘t love you the way you want them to, doesn‘t mean they don‘t love you with all they have.

爱你的人如果没有按你所希望的方式来爱你,那并不代表他们没有全心全意地爱你。

(8) Don‘t try so hard, the best things come when you least expect them to.

不要着急,最好的总会在最不经意的时候出现。

(9) Maybe God wants us to meet a few wrong people before meeting the right one, so that when we finally meet the person, we will know how to be grateful.

在遇到梦中人之前,上天也许会安排我们先遇到别的人;在我们终于遇见心仪的人时,便应当心存感激。

(10) Don‘t cry because it is over, smile because it happened.

不要因为结束而哭泣,微笑吧,为你的曾经拥有。



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9 meaningful sentences...

第一句

冷漠 有时候并不是无情

只是一种避免被伤害的工具

第二句

通常愿意留下来跟你争吵的人

才是真正爱你的人

第三句

付出真心 才会得到真心

却也可能伤得彻底

保持距离 就能保护自己

却也注定永远寂寞

第四句

有时候 不是对方不在乎你

而是你把对方看得太重

第五句

朋友就是把你看透了 还能喜欢你的人

第六句

就算是believe 中间也藏了一个lie

第七句

真正的好朋友

并不是在一起就有聊不完的话题

而是在一起 就算不说话

也不会感到尴尬

第八句

没有一百分的另一半

只有五十分的两个人

第九句

为你的难过而快乐的 是敌人

为你的快乐而快乐的 是朋友

为你的难过而难过的

就是那些 该放进心里的人



the post above is copyrighted by my fren blog~~~xiaoyutong=)

人生的十个不要...很简短却很少有人全部的做到

below is a meaningful post which i found on my fren blog,copyrighted by xiaoyutong...hopefully u all wil enjoy tis post^^


一、不要等到想要得到爱时才学会付出

人生就像一场戏,在等待中错过了美丽。正如歌中所唱:该出手时就出手。因为幸福就在你身边。当你付出时,爱以从你身边轻轻划过,留下的是悔恨、遗憾。

二、不要等到孤单时才想念起你的朋友

什么是朋友?真正的朋友永远不会离弃你。人生得一知己足矣,孤独时、彷徨时,朋友是你最忠实的听众,他们没有怨言,他们有的只是一颗包容的心。

三、不要等到有了职位时才去努力工作

有的人一生都在等自己如意的工作,戴到白发之时方诲自己执著地等待。因为世界真的很精彩,只要你肯努力,处处都有你满意的工作。

四、不要等到失败时才记起他人的忠告

忠言逆耳利于行,良药苦口利于病。世人往往善于听信谗言,因为谗言总是美丽的,而忘了这句古话。待到自己失败时,一切如过眼云烟,烟消云散。

五、不要等到生病时才意识到生命脆弱

生命真的很脆弱,一只蚂蚁可能死在你的脚下,只不过你没有觉察。可能你在生命的边缘徘徊,为什么不珍惜自己的生命?

六、不要等到分离时后悔没有珍惜感情

为什么总是离别之后才懂得珍惜,因为人无完人,金无足赤。拥有一颗宽容的心,善待别人就等于善待自己。

七、不要等到有人赞赏你时才相信自己

每个人都有自己的优点和长处,自信有时也是成功的钥匙。要等到别人的赞赏,恐怕已经太迟了,因为生命属于你只有一次,没有循环,没有往复。

八、不要等到别人指出才知道自己错了

其实,勇于承认错误并没有人嘲笑你,反而得到别人的尊重。因为每个人都有错误,只不过有的人善于掩饰自己的错误,有的人勇于承认罢了。

九、不要等到腰缠万贯才准备帮助穷人

助人为乐永远是一种美德,待到腰缠万贯之时,你不一定会快乐,因为你的施舍别人不一定接受。

十、不要等到临死时才发现要热爱生活

生活真的很精彩,为什么要游戏人生。人生就像一条长河,永远没有尽头,没有止境。并不因为你的生老病死而改变。热爱生活就等于热爱自己。因为生命总要划上一个圆满的句号。

Wednesday, November 17, 2010

迷失的自我...i am lost

堕落的我...你何时才会清醒过来呢?两年前的我...你跑去那里了呢?为何你会和两年前的她一起离开了我呢?只从失去你的那一刻,我的“自制”便被欲望埋藏在一个我心里到不到的角落了...我真的很希望能够和你“明天见”。


myself who is degenerating...when will u willing to wake up?another me who live in the passed 2 years...where have u gone?why will u leaved me alone and gone away with her?since the second i lose u,my "self-control" has been buried by desire at a corner in my heart which i cant find it...i really hope that i can "see u tomorrow".

Friday, November 12, 2010

Meaningful post...

i just read a meaningful post at fb,so i decide to share with u all at here.for me,the 2nd sentence is most meaningful...he3^^


1、“太漂亮的女人最后总是孤单一人,因为她不肯向爱情妥协;太帅气的男人最后总是落在不太漂亮的女人手上,因為他向生活妥协。因此太漂亮的女人和太帅气的男人总是无法长久一起的,因为他们都习惯被围绕被取悦。太漂亮的女人,是堪折的花,越早遇到越好;太帅气的男人,是待熟的果,最好别要太早遇上。”

ps,幸好我不太漂亮,哈哈…yeah



2、“小时候,希望自己快点长大,长大了,却发现遗失了童年;单身时,开始羡慕恋人的甜蜜,恋爱时,怀念单身时的自由。很多事物,没有得到时总觉得美好,得到之后才开始明白:“我们得到的同时也在失去。”

ps,有得有失,淡然面对



3、“在爱的世界里,没有谁对不起谁,只有谁不懂得珍惜谁。 能够说出的委屈便不算委屈,能够抢走的爱人便不算爱人。 不说出委屈就只能委屈自己,不放走不爱你的人就得不到爱你的人。”

ps,在流泪的时候觉得委屈,其实心里已经慢慢学会坚强



4、 “人生的路上,我们都在奔跑,我们总在赶超一些人,也总在被一些人超越。人生的要义,一是欣赏沿途的风景,二是抵达遥远的终点;人生的秘诀,寻找一种最适合自己的速度,莫因疾进而不堪重荷,莫因迟缓而空耗生命;人生的快乐,走自己的路,看自己的景,超越他人不得意,他人超越不失志。”

ps,在绝望时,要抬头看看天,想想存在的意义



5、“有一天,友情和爱情碰见。爱情问友情:世上有我了,为什么还要有你的存在?友情笑着说:爱情会让人们流泪,而友情的存在就是帮人们擦干眼泪!”

ps,秤子打心眼里最重视朋友,哪怕不联系,不多言,其实也会很依赖



6、“我很爱你,却不知道该如何靠近你,所以觉得离开也是可以的。并没有什么不同,结果反正都是这样,是好是坏都不重要。重要的是我曾经迷恋你,就像我迷恋一把晚清的雕花椅。”

ps,安妮的话总是让人在感到温暖的同时有一丝心痛,爱是一门要耗费一生去学习、经营的学问



7、“我想给你幸福,却走不进你的世界。我想用我的全世界来换取一张通往你的世界的入场券,不过,那只不过是我的一厢情愿而已。我的世界,你不在乎;你的世界,我被驱逐。我真的喜欢你,闭上眼,以为我能忘记,但流下的眼泪,却没有骗到自己。”

ps,答应自己,要独自承受这一切。



8、 “不要让幸福擦肩而过:最懂你的人,总是会一直在身边守护你,不让你有一丝的委屈;真正爱你的人,也许不会说许多爱你的话,却会做许多爱你的事。如果发现身边有这样的人,请你好好珍惜……幸福不会时时等着你,爱你的人和你爱的人不是随时可以出现,好好把握,不要让自己和幸福擦肩而过”

ps,期待懂我的人



9、“人生最美最不能逊色的风景应该是努力。努力是人生的一种精神状态,是对生命的一种赤子之情。努力是拥有之母,拥有是努力之子,一心努力可谓条条大路通罗马。所以,与其规定自己一定要成为一个什么样的人物,获得什么东西,不如磨练自己做一个努力的人。”

ps,早就该明白,最美的不是成功的那一刻,而是事后回想奋斗过程中的艰辛



10、“人生,没有永远的伤痛,没有过不去的坎。还是让我们学学杨柳,看似柔弱却坚韧,狂风吹不断;太刚强的树干,却在风中折枝。学会放弃,学会承受,学会坚强,学会微笑,那是一种别样的美丽!适当的放弃,是人生优雅的转身。”

ps,没有过不去的坎,让自己跨越的姿势美一点。

Friday, November 5, 2010

UTAR Chinese Culture Week 中华一FUN 2010...

yesterday9 after eat dinner,i,kenny n 1371 house members,total 11ppl plus pei yi went to the event above.at there gt many food stalls loh n music,kung fu,singing performance loh.til yesterday9 i only knw tat 品冠 took ACCA n worked as an auditor b4 he become a singer or artist wor.wat a shock for me!!!anyway,all of us concluded tat we paid 品冠 RM2.70 per song we listen live.cuz 品冠 sang 3songs b4 we leave which are 无可救药--->我以为--->一切为了爱...tis made i rmb of the taiwan drama~~~下一站,幸福 due to the songs are the theme song of drama mah.tat's all.


next coming is a busy week due to i hv to do presentation on ITM at coming thu+ mid-term of SFM at coming sat.haiz...wish everything will be ok during next week^^

Wednesday, November 3, 2010

Examination frm crystal...

recently,there are few examinations given by crystal to me.i dun knw y few of them come together lah.bt,at least tis can prove tat crystal is til concern abt me lah.1st examination is abt my result in education.since i stepped in my degree life,my result start to down til below 2.0,actually cant say drop lah,is my 1st sem result in degree year1 ady below 2.0 loh.then,i managed to raise a bit my cgpa in 3rd sem.who knw!!!in my 1st sem of year2,tis time i fail my 1st subject in utar which is Performance Management after 3 Ds i gt in previous exam.the climax nt yt reach at here,it come when utar send warning letter to my hometown.tis mean tat my situation in utar is so extremely dangerous.it's also a wake up call to me as my family said.my future n destiny is on my hand nw.so,cont live or die depend on myself.i knw tat my family is so extremely dissapointed with my result in uni.i oso feel no face want c them ady.bt,i und tat i must accept wat i hv done like wat ppl said "wat u plant is wat u get".crystal told me tat if u cont act like tat,ur blog main title hv to change frm "the story of an ice becoming crystal" into "the story of an ice becoming steam"!!!cuz nw i til hv sth as an ice,when i become steam,im ntg anymore.i wish tat tis time i really can overcome tis problem n truly "repent and mely my way".so,i used tis blog act as another ppl to scold myself in order to wake me up frm day-dreaming.at here,i oso want say thousand thanks to u,ms MK.although we just knw each other n b fren for abt 3months n then no c each other after tat,when i need a listener,u wil say "im here" to me.tat's all for my 1st examination frm crystal.next examination frm crystal is abt my house problem.


P/S:to all my fren who involved in my house problem,i think tat u all wont like to cont read frm here onward or u all wont even read tis post,tat's good.cuz i oso dun knw wat wil i write in below,i just want to release my feeling.if gt anything say wrong,pls forgive me.i write tis oso nt want u all feel bad abt me or want sympathetic frm anyone.













old ppl said tat "want b fren easy bt want b housemate nt easy as u think".in tis moment,i finally und wat tis mean ady.i oso forgot tat hw our house problem which involved 3ppl can nw linked n involved more n more ppl.so,as no of ppl increase in a problem then tat problem wil become more n more problem loh.i knw the problem ady happen til tis situation,who oso nt good to blame with.i just can say tat "in tis world dun hv party tat wont end" n "when disaster come,every bird must fly away frm each other in order to gt save".i feel happy tat destiny bring 3 of us together n b housemates for 4months++,just feel sad tat our houseship hv come to limit.i knw everybody hv different thinking n requirement.so,when wat u want i dun want n wat i want u dun want,tis mean tat it's time for us to separate cuz us dun hv same mission ady.finally,i feel glad n happy tat both of u willing to gv me helping hand.bt,dun knw it's my six sense or wat lah.i ceeo so cakh loh.leq pab qherh is no ooag zaq be qakh,i tanw romiw loh.qhaw liu bai's eoush qio nt yt pab tanw loh,ok?qhaw sqn bqi wu's eoush pab tanw xdb xlsr zaq auq tanw lah,thaw a cunnb gokh i hveq eearg yeforh loh.u qreaw me as 3 y.o zhilg meh?yotk of u at qherh wcw as dooj lpo wor.u gt so doog eearw,zao me go ptab at heenb qherh wor,wftet me qio tanw rsh me as heenb oeplacemenw,go gaydreamini lah.



at last,i just want to say sorry if u und wat im writing above.gv me one more chance,i wont b adam,i want to b jesus who follow the word of GOD or my mum.good nite,my blog cuz i dun knw next time when i wil wake u up again=)

Friday, October 22, 2010

Happy+sad moment...

helo,every1...long time din come here update ady,can imagine my blog is full of fungi n mushroom >.<...last week,we hv a 3days2nitez trip went to cameron highland.our members r pei yi,jia hong,jia herng,pipu,yin syn,sean,agong,chee ann n me,totally 9ppl.haiz...without kenny again >"<...1st day,we take bus go ipoh 1st then go cameron highland,after reached,we eat lunch then ourself go walk2 at nearby cactus farm.then,2nd day we rent a van take us go visit few places~~~XXX temple--->rose farm--->market square--->bee farm--->butterflies farm--->strawberry farm--->tea plantation+tea factory...tat's all of our journeys in 2nd day.besides,we hv go eat coat steamboat n visit pasar malam which nearby our apartment.oops...4gt tat we hv discovered 2 new food at cameron highland~~~1st is strawberry ice tube n 2nd is new species fruit which is the fusion of apple n jack-fruit=dun knw called wat name ady ==!!!


the sad moment came again...haiz...my life point is drop frm safety line to below safety line again X_X...actually it's under my prediction.so,the duel in coming future must add more oil loh.hopefully i can win the duel coming loh.i 5 a new target which can gv me motivation to add oil ady.ha3^^oops...til hv 1 thing,at cameron highland,i gt go measure height,who knw i was 172cm nw,compared with form5,i grown tall 5cm.wakaka XD...i was so high n happy cuz i think myself wont grow high anymore after form5=)besides,after 3yrs++ i waiting for my favor singer~~~金沙,she finally out new cd "星月神话",tis album gt many song oso suitable for me cuz i like soft+traditional+romantic music.he3^^


tis recently,i feel so ultra down due to few situation,i has been drown by much much much pressure.i start to think -ve n feel useless.cuz i heard ppl say tat every person live in tis world must hv own ability or pro in at less 1 area no wonder working or study.bt,i cant 5 any ability or pro in myself.so,i feel dissapointed with myself n my shadow.if any1 of u found 1 or half of my ability or pro,pls kindly in4 me abt it,then i wil tq u so much d.after thinking of tis n tat few days,my feeling calm down again cuz i discovered tat history cant b change,so i just can cont walk in front til there is no road for me to take 1 step 4ward anymore.sorry cuz i hv dissapointed u,my fren.i promise tat i wil try my best next time.finally,i oso wish u all the best in ur coming 1st final exam in uni which coming next month,rmb dun gv urself so much pressure,just do ur best in order nt feel regret after tat.anyway,good luck,m2^^

Friday, September 24, 2010

1st bitter then sweet and then bitter again...

1st bitter then sweet and then bitter again...u all dun knw i saying wat in here leh?.?i choose tis sentence to describe my uni life in passed yr2sem1.1st bitter mean tat we all as student so suffer b4 n during exam period,then sweet mean tat the time period during our sem break loh and finally bitter again mean the feeling of us after the result of final exam come out.haiz...every sem tis tasting of uni life oso same2 d lah.tis time more good lah cuz all of us hv abt 3weeks++ holiday cuz uni resume at 18-10-2010 only.bt,tis time quite weird d loh cuz i feel pity of foundation students due to their student week hv been erased just like ktar,then they hv 2weeks of sem break n nw they all resume study ady while us as degree students having sem break nw.ahha...i hv 1 sentence too to describe my exams which is 战死沙场!!!!!


2day,kenny,chee ann,yoke kwan,rick n me go KL for 1day trip.he3^^...bt,chee ann din join us lah due to personal matter.so,we spent almost whole day in midvally loh.1st,we go kenny's grandba kopitiam eat breakfast then only go to midvally.yoke kwan n rick go shopping after we visited the wonderful pet shop at there.while i n kenny go c "grown up" tis comedy movie loh,it's quite funny d lah n good for relaxing purpose.after tat,4 of us go eat lunch at korea restoran.(watcow!!!the dish n rice we ordered is so ultra spicy lah >.<...pls gv me many water T^T)...after lunch,4 of us go c another movie which called "bird2" ==!!! actually i 4gt the name lah,it's wat2 guardian of wat2,tis movie talked abt owlSsS.finally,yoke kwan,rick n me reached kampar safely at 1050pm,just used 1hr50min only cuz we sit new train mah.the new train can move faster than old 1,so more save time loh bUt the fee oso ExpEnsivE a bit lah.wakaka XP...tat's all for 2day updating.tata cuz during sem break wont update my blog due to lazy XD

Wednesday, September 8, 2010

Study week update...

haiz...time pass so fast 2day is ady wed 9 of study week lah which mean tat half study week ady gone.bt,nw i feel my brain til ntg inside after few days of revision.y like tat d?.?cuz i too noob to und the info or my brain cant absorb wat i study leh?.?watever lah,i must focus sth into my brain asap,if nt,i really dun dare to c my result loh,in additional tis sem all coursework oso low2 d T^T...these few days,i can feel tat sth ady attracting my brain frm studying to it bt i hope tat tis situation wont last for too long lah.pls help me n gv me ur strength to bring me away frm temptation,GOD.talk bek last week,i gt bek hometown loh n i saw ur shadow again without u again.haiz...y ur shadow always take action or meal without u d?.?r u nt part of them meh?.?i even start to suppose abt ur existence!!!anyway,i wil cont looking 4ward to c u in the future^^...just nw i went 9market v kenny n then i saw 1 of my old standard 1 classmate twice at there,i 4gt her name hw spell loh.emm...i think is wong woon yee,like tat gua ==...i can recognize her cuz her face really no change loh,she til look so white compared to pass time,bt just her hair dye into gold color only.sometime can meet v old fren oso nice d lah although i din go cal her.ha3 XD...tat's all for 2day post.


finally,counting down for final exam--->5days...add oil n wish all utarian the best in their final exam including myself...he3^^

Monday, August 30, 2010

旧戏旧歌怀念...

天国的嫁衣










放羊的星星








听歌讲故事...

最近,我看了一部本地艺人们和导演(阿牛)一起制作的电影---“初恋红豆冰”。我自己看完后,只能将一个字---“好”或“行”,因为这部电影成功感动到我哭笑不得,故事的背景,发展及结局都能讲出大部分人的心声。我自己最喜欢的部分是当大家在错中复杂的关系下,同时站在四个不同方向的十字路口同时也各自看着自己喜欢的对方不在自己身边,反而在自己的对面和其他人在一起,因为我认为那一幕代表了电影的高潮和能给各位想象的空间。各位还没看的话,可以去看看这部电影,真得不错哦!


故事开始了...





从初恋开始学会去爱...





我们都是情非得以地去爱对方...





然后,我们才发现爱情并不是想象中的单纯,因为在这个花花世界里没有单纯的爱情...





直到对方的离开后,我们还是相信“明天见”这个约定,因为我们不信爱怎能输给了时间,可是时间会让我们慢慢学会去面对现实...





到了最后,希望我们能忘记对方的香气...或...再次找属于及适合自己的对方,然后那会是第一个故事的结束及第二个故事的开始...





因为爱就对了!


最后,我要在此告诉大家一个好消息:原子霏的cd---“花花世界”就要面世了!!!

Monday, August 23, 2010

影子到底属于谁呢?

我刚刚在我朋友的blog里看到一个有趣的文章,所以拿来跟各位分享一下咯。


问题是:影子到底属于谁呢?是光明还是黑暗呢?


谁说影子属于光明的呢?
光线离去影子就会消失,不是光陪着影子;而是让它孤单。
当回归黑暗,影子既有了伴,因为它并没有消失,它只不过与黑暗紧紧拥抱。
谁说影子不留恋黑暗呢?


copyright by veecki=)

1st time power failure in kampar+softskills again...

2day i just knw tat boring time period can oso pass away so fast d wor cuz since last post updated til nw hv pass 12days(almost 2weeks).actually nt i dun want update my blog lah cuz really ntg special happened which can make me post in here leh.wakaka XD...myself oso feel a bit lazy lah(really is a big lazy worm~~~)


ok lah,let's start 2day post.emm...nw tis moment is just 1138pm,tis mean tat i til can use "2day" tis word to talk the below story.once upon a mid9 which mean 12am til 4am(the time which human being brain starting to b most active cuz my lecturer said tat our brain is the most active frm 4am~8am wor),almost whole kampar hv power failure T^T...i heard my fren say cuz wat TNB ppl want repair sth gua.dun knw y lah,when i gt tis news,i feel a bit excited+scary(cuz power failure wil caused hot+nt activity is allowed expect sleeping+if gt many mosquitoes,then u cant sleep too...so,nt abt ah piao ar!!!pls dun think so much lah all of u...actually im the 1 who think much==!!!)...sry cuz i s2 in my blog too nw.he3^^so,hw i pass through tis 4hrs leh?.?of course i gt did preparation lah b4 tat such as i buy candle,shut down laptop b4 12am,charged full battery on hp...so tat i can listen to radio through hp when power failure n i hv did an experiment which hv enough evidence to prove tat 1 normal white candle can burn up to 2hrs+50min d loh...ha3=P...im so 38 leh?.?haiz...who call i ntg do during period of power failure oh!!!in the end,the power restored at 413am n i straight slept after fan starting to turn again=)


then tis morning i lepas kenny aeroplane cuz din go eat breakfast v him at 8am cuz i woke up only at 820am wor.en...cuz i slept late mah.then,abt 845am i reached kenny house then v go uni to take 2 softskill workshops.tis time is the most many fren participate 2gether cuz total 8ppl who is kenny,chee ann,rick,yoke kwan,rui ying,jia hong,pei yi n me which frm 9am~6pm.then,just nw 10pm++ pei yi n me went mamak at ABC for our dinner^o^...lastly,sorry to 2 of my fren cuz i cant do it...

Tuesday, August 10, 2010

Boring days update...

after our last mid-term day ti nw,pass ady 3days.hw i pass through these 3days?.?u all c my title of post can oso guess lah.so wat can i do?.?as usually i c pps loh cuz my desktop til nt yt repaired mah,so i cant play dota too.im really so ultra sien ar!!!nvm,2day i wil talk abt the drama i c these few days.1st,i watched 星光大道之传奇赛---〉guessX3 show---> 施公奇案2's 大结局---〉就是要香恋's 大结局 too.emm...nw i would like to comment some point abt the 大结局 of above 2dramas,1 is hong kong n 1 is taiwan.although both of them r produced frm different country n different director n actors,bt i found tat their 大结局 almost the same loh.y i say like tat?.?cuz in both drama ending the person should nt die oso death ady d.evidence r 丁美人 who frm 施公奇案2 n 向志远 who frm 就是要香恋 oso death in final episode.haiz...tis caused tat they cant live happily together v their lover.btw,there r oso happy ending for both drama lah cuz their main actor couple til can live together in the end too.frm the drama 就是要香恋,i found tat there is a plant which called 一月 which only open flower in the morning n it hv a twins plant which grow nearby 一月,bt tis plant wil only open flower at night time.一月 wil only open flower in the early morning n tis meaning same v main female actor in 就是要香恋 who called 明天晴.一月 isso ultra good in smelling bt it is so ultra poison too,tis caused 向志远 n 明天晴's dad death.btw,一月's twins plant which nt yt hv name is unique in smelling(cant b compared v 一月)bt it is poison-less.so,tis story told us tat dun judge a book through its skin loh.although tis drama 就是要香恋 just hv 11 episodes n it is a short story bt it is so intesting story loh,for me lah.



一座一座绵延的山,一朵一朵漫步的云,一双一双深邃眼睛,一分一秒流逝生命,一部一部动人电影,一首一首流行歌曲,一句一句甜言蜜语,一段一段刻骨铭心,都会过去,慢慢忘记,钢琴唱着肖邦的别离,那个夜里决定和你在一起,电台播送最爱的旋律,听见你说永远不要放弃,过了很久,会不会想起,勇敢的你陪我走过风雨?
the above is the lyrics frm 就是要香恋's ending song(素描).tis lyrics really so ultra nice n oh cuz contain so many 一?一? inside the song n i can feel the touching n meaning of song when i heard it,im so ultra love tis song^^besides,i til hv few new songs want to intro to u all,there r:

(1)无解 by 痞克四(就是要香恋's opening song)
(2)相炼 by 痞克四(就是要香恋's sub song)
(3)素描 by 黄韵玲(就是要香恋's ending song)
(4)不可爱 by 可晴
(5)花花世界 by 原梓霏
(6)传奇 by 原梓霏

besides,i want tel u all 1 good news tat 原梓霏's latest new album "花花世界" wil b issue at 18-8-2010 in taiwan^^below is the link to view 原梓霏-花花世界MV,tis MV bring out her sad love story at 10 years b4,so hopefully u all wil like tis MV=)

http://v.youku.com/v_show/id_XMTk2NjExMTY4.html


tat's all for 2day updating on music n drama XP

Sunday, August 8, 2010

Ending of all mid-terms+4 rounds of meal...

time really pass so ultra supersonic fast oh cuz yesterday is the last mid-term which is afa mid-term2 in my year2sem1 degree.tis sem totally hv 7mid-terms+3assignments,bt there r all ended nw.so,nw all of us can relax for a while loh,listen carefully!!!yes,i say a while only cuz final exam is coming soon too.i can predict tat my coursework marks wil b suck n low,so if in final exam i til cant score well then i need to repeat those 4subjects loh n tis is wat i scare n dun want it to happen,pls gv me at least score all grade C then i feel enough ady >"<...yesterday after exam,so rick n yoke kwan bek hometown n chee ann gt bek KL too wor.so,at 605 remain kenny only n at 668 remain me only too.so,kenny n me join jia de,ah zhun and ah lam,total 5ppl go makan2 at ipoh loh.my 1st round~kampar's no name food shop--->2nd round~ipoh's chang jiang white kopi shop--->3rd round~east area garden food center which nearby jusco there--->4th or final round~old town kopitiam which nearby gopeng's McD there loh.so,u all say lah.hw can i dun feel so ultra full nw leh
?.?wakakaXP


my son~(my desktop)hv finally sent to the hospital~(pc repair center)at yesterday too.haiz...dun knw tis time my son wil cost me hw much to pay leh?.?hopefully dun so expensive lah >_<...finally,i want to say tq to u,my fren who call me yesterday n chatting v me abt for 1hr++,i really enjoy chatting v u,at here i wish u hv a nice starting at oversea there.remember keep in touch ya^^

Thursday, August 5, 2010

时间的能力和无能...

有人说时间是万能的因为它能改变很多事情和人对事情的看法,所以人们才会说时间是爱情伤害的最好疗方。可是,昨天的我才发现原来时间也有所无能的。有些事有些情,不是你讲想忘记便能忘记的,时间的过去不能带来什莫改变或帮助你把它给忘了啊!那件事情便像烙在心里的一个烙印,既不能抹去,也不能使你不想起它的存在和以前给你带来的影响。可能你会想去逃避它而能暂时把它给忘掉,可是它便在你的心里啊!那是你一个永远都逃不掉的地方啊,除非你或关于那件事身边的人物的离去才能使你不再去计较,因为事后的你只想留住一些美好的回忆而不再是恨意了。我们人类终是要看到不想要的结果才去后悔当初为何自己没有这样或那样做呗。其实这点对我们也有帮助啦,真所谓如果世上没有痛苦和失败,我们又如何感觉到快乐和成功呗。重点是人要学会害怕啊!为何你能受伤一次又一次呢?明明就知道错了还要再去用同样的方法去错呢?除了不知死外,我想到其他的理由了,对不起。昨天,我知道了事情的一半吧,讲真的,我当时变得无言了。我像一个坐着小木船然后飘在无边大海的小孩,我只能一直等待海浪把我冲进海里的那一刻而已。因为我自己的无能,这也太可笑了吧。每次我想起她,我便会马上想起她的影子是如此的优美和能把她送往美好的未来;而看看自己,我拥有个不算什莫的影子。但是,我还是相信只要我肯为未来努力着,在未来我能用我的真身去改变我的影子;可是,现在当我还没有这个能力去改变它的时候,它已经无声中一步一步来改变我来配合它自己了!我现在开始害怕了,因为我已经尝试去逃避,可是我知道我逃不掉了和与我脱离不到关系的。我在想等着我的会是怎样的另外一半呢?那莫我是否有这个能力去接受呢?实在有太多太多的问题了!有时我会想为何他们能有个这莫样的影子呢?可能这也只是在我眼中看来而已吧?不然真得很不公平哦!虽然我的理智告诉我这个天是公平的,因为十个手指也有长和短,所以我们人的一生不会都是那莫无风无浪的,只是时机未到而已;但是我的心却一直告诉我自己还是任命吧。我的以后也只能见一步走一步吧...不说了,一个字~烦!!!

Something that i should say but...

tis post is abt something that i should say but u shouldn't knw abt it.below is one sentence tat i want tel u long time ago.i really cant endure anymore,bt i just wish tat i can release my feeling in here n u 4ever dun knw abt tis.tat's all.


"qnv-csk-lgh-omk-tjr-vgk-hqi-eso-cqb5-lmd-opp-wnd-jf;-agp-dj*"


unlock word~tri~

Tuesday, August 3, 2010

Last 2weeks+pangkor trip...

1st,im glad tat my companies law n pm d mid-terms over ady.so,nw left only afa mid-term2 b4 our final exam.emm...tis sem i feel tat the time pass through so fast loh,dun knw cuz abt wat old ppl said:"when u r happy then u dun knw time pass so fast d".lolz==!!!i knw of course nt tis reason lah.i think cuz bc n gt activity coming on non-stop since week6 lah.hw r my mid-terms?.?tis Q dun need ask d lah oso can knw the ans loh.


last sun,kenny,rick,yoke kwan,pipu,yin syn n me,6ppl go half day trip at pangkor island^^we start our journey in the early morning of 6am then reached mariana island at abt 8am++ then took ship frm there go pangkor island loh.we rent a taxi which is a van actually at rate of rm70 then the driver took us go eat2 n walk2 n then we took2 foto at every moment.we gt play n walk2 at beach at pangkor there lah,the beach is so ultra clear n clean d loh compared to teluk batik lah.y i say like tat leh?.?cuz after we back frm pangkor island then we go lunch at 1restoran called fren="peng you" n then after meal we hv decided nt to go to eat at any restaurant which hv "fren" tis word inside the name.next,we went to teluk batik for more fun,bt who knw wat coming ahead us nt fun,it's disappointed.the beach at here was full v ninja turtle n rubbish in the sand n dirty water in the sea.watcow!!!i dun knw y til gt so many ppl go there play loh.


2day,kenny,rick,yoke kwan,pei yi n me go ipoh for different purposes.kenny's original purpose is go there walk2 shopping center who knw changed to go pantai hospital go check up n x-ray his leg cuz he say his leg injured n feel pain when walking wor,the result is good news loh cuz no bone breaking is found in x-ray.then,rick n yoke kwan as usual go clinic check up her teeth loh.i learn frm yoke kwan tat if u want to be beautiful or good looking then u must pay for it.add oil to her cuz left 1 to 2yrs time to endure only then she wil b set free loh.next,pei yi go buy bag n novels loh.i oso buy 1book to reading at popular.he3^^


tat's all for 2day's journey n updating.oops...i almost for gt tat our final exam d time-table hv come out,the time arrangement is so nice loh cuz btw each paper at least gt 2days for us to rest n then resume in bursting mode.huh?!?til hv 1thing leh...my recently problem is abt tat suck+useless+brainless steramyx loh,it set the limit for on9 only below 100kbits leh,hw want on9 oh?.?nw,i want go c pps~CANT,play facebook games~CAN bt lagging like HELL n finally even i want listen n dowload songs at kuwo music player oso CANT WOR.WATCOW!!!SHIT!!!

Sunday, July 18, 2010

the war has began...

frm yesterday week7 til week10,i hv totally 6mid-terms to overcome during less than 1month d time.really is watcow loh!!!haiz...as usual loh,i hv dead in 1st round war battle v my "favor" enemy~~~afa~~~til hv to battle him again at mid-term2 wor.im speechless nw......==!!!really dun knw wat to say cuz i feel like helpless n the war in front of me is being harder n harder only,so i oso cant imagine hw i going to survive in the remaining 2yrs time in utar loh.hopefully myself n my fren can support n help me loh >"<...next war coming soon~~~auditing~~~need to +u loh.


yesterday really so tire oh til i dun knw since wat time i slept(the last min i was conscious is abt 1040pm++) til 2day morning d 8am without closing my room's door n light.haiz...really old ady loh T_T...he3^^luckily nobody come attack me at 9time...wakaka=)

Tuesday, July 13, 2010

此刻的心情...一个字:烂!!!

在此时此刻本人的心情是超烂的,真是烂到不能再烂了啦!为什麽呢?因为我害怕的事情终于发生了。请别问我是什麽事情,因为我真的没那个心情和时间去解释。刚刚我接了个电话,知道了近来她和身边所发生的事情,她口中说得谁谁病了和谁又去世了。我那时感到每什麽反应引文我都认为不关我的事情嘛。最后,重点来了。当她讲到关于我的事情时,我的心情无因的不爽和开始烂起来了。为什麽呢?那麽多人有事情,你却没事呢!我不是在咒你!但是,你有什麽事情不要拖累别人,好吗!我很想知道到底发生了什麽东西,因为我知道关于你的一定不会是好得那里去的东西!可是,她不肯在电话里说,说自己还行,等我回去再讲吧。不过,我从她的口气闻得出来应该不算小事情咯。我在这里什麽都做不到,只能担心而已,我真得很没用啊!或许是我自己也在逃避问题吧,因为我也明白如果我要回去的话,什麽时候都行啊。我现在只想在这里好好的过我的生活和读书,难道你这样都不能给我安稳的心情吗!我不求你为我做什麽,但你不做出什麽大条的事情便算在帮我的忙了!最后,我希望她真的可以等到我回去,那也是三个星期后的事情了,希望真的事情没有我想得那麽大条和严重。还有求您吃力量给她吧,我知道我平时做得不好所以不能要求什麽,但请您也看在她的份上帮帮她。本人在此谢谢您。


最后请大家看了这篇文章便算了,因为我不想回答和讲或去想任何关于这里所写的事情。我只是想把自己心里的不满心情通观写的方式讲出来而已。谢谢合作。

Monday, July 12, 2010

Softskill+FiFa...

last sat n sun,kenny,pei yi,jia hong n me went to 2softskill classes,1 is "blue ocean" n another is "thinking out of the box". all of us hv quite fun lah in both classes,bt i think tat "TOTB" is more fun n interesting than "BO" loh.is it the problem of the sir?.?nope lah,i think cuz the subject of class lah.i learn many selling point n hw to marketing at "BO" class n i knw hw to think like a insane person by "TOTB" class.besides,i learn frm Capt.Avira tat "copyright=copy is right" tis theory n everything dun knw oso must ask cuz "asking is the best source to get knowledge".Capt.Avira is a funny,intelligence,pro in acting n quite love himself i think lah.every1 in the class either guy or gal love him so much n his slogan is "yea baby yea" n "yes my darling".wakaka XP...he is so ultra naught oh?.?he is oso a successful businessman who hv 6companies around the world,owned 3ships n travel around the world dun knw hw much X times ady(he even pass though the "BeRmUdA tRiAnGlE")...wohoo...so scary oh!==!...bt,he say wil tel us abt the his advantage during at next softskill class wor.so,im so looking 4ward to meet him next time at around august if no wrong lah.


2day morning 230pm til 530pm,it was the final round of FiFa WoRlD cUp 2010.so,i wish to go watch the final match at ABC mamak shop v pipu,yin syn,pei yi,jia hong,soon min,fish,ah tong n 1fren of soon min.altough pei yi n jia hong leave us alone go bek home b4 230am(cuz pei yi's blood attract all insect at ABC attack her),they r til part of us cuz their spirit is v us.i of course support my orange team lah which is holland,bt finally at extra time,spain won the final match by 1goal.arhuarya!!!T_T...haiz...like tat my orange hv defeated,bt they til played a nice match lah.so,im proud of u all >.<

Friday, July 2, 2010

Acca confernce 2010+ToYsToRy3...

last sat,our utar kampar campus organised the "acca conference 2010".the event start frm 8am til 5pm++.i gt many useful info frm the talk n forum talked by our uni 2lecturers n 1 leng zai sir who is frm acca d.i n rick 2ppl go join only cuz yoke kwan n chee ann dun go n kenny be the manager of pa system at tat day.after lunch,all of us been divided into 20groups then start play team building d games loh.i been divided to group11 which dinasour is our group representation animal.our group hv 9members only bt other groups hv abt 10++ til 15members.y?.?tis is cuz dinasour gt many ady "pupus" in tis planet mah.right?.?wakaka...u all feel cold a nt?.?imjust kidding lah.the truth is some dinasours feel so lazy,so they hv went back to their nest after eating lunch loh.he3^^our groups members r rambo pang as our leader,aik cheng,kevin,yong wei,sue wei,li huang,madeleine,hung kwan n me loh.i hv lot of fun n enjoy the time together with my members.n tis isthe 1st time i won sth in such event,i gt 4packages of sneaks n 1floury head n face.ha3 XD...tis is cuz our group is the fastest group which collect all sneaks required in 1game mah,so all the sneaks r belong to our group loh.yipple...gt many sneaks to eat n enjoy loh.wuhoo!!!then my floury head n face is come frm the effect of 1game which needus to blowout the pingpong ball put inside a bowl of flour==!!!


last tue,rick,yoke kwan,kenny n me went to jusco watch "toy story3" n the story is so touching in the end which almost make rick want to cry wor T_T...oops,tat day we hv pizza hut as lunch in jusci there mah,i can tel u all tat i hv the most full lunch loh.bt,after us ate so much n full,we til can eat popcorn in cinema wor.wat thoery is tis oh?.?ha3=)then dinner we buy 2birds in ayamas to share btw us loh.


today,i mean 2-7-2010...i knw many of my 2ndary fren who after form6 is all leaving ipoh n start their new journey in uni life,so in here i wish again all of them all the best in their future in uni.tis oso mean tat next time weekend when i back ipoh frm kampar oso cant find them go out d lah.haiz...i und tat there is no 1party which wont come to the end d,so take care loh,specially u who going to oversea study although tat is just cross a east sea frm ipoh.i wil sure so mm u d mm^^

Monday, June 28, 2010

My favor songs...

Below are also my favor songs which sing by 张志林...i just want to share nice songs with u all,so hopefully u all like them...besides these 2songs,this singer,张志林 till has sing many nice songs in his album...so,u all can go check up and listen=)








Ooops...almost forget that till have 1song tim...he3...it's coming now XP


My favor songs...

below are the 2songs which sing by 1 of my favor singer(原梓霏),i would like to share among all my friend n hopefully u all will like them^^







Tuesday, June 22, 2010

Can't understand...

There r few things tat i cant und in the previous...

P/S:to my fren who dun like read long winded story,pls start read frm issue3 cuz abt issue1 n 2,i think u all cant und wat im trying to say d.he3 X_X


Issue1~tis is a bad news for me no wonder in spiritual or non-spiritual cuz i lost 3frens.bt inside tis issue hv 2stories lah.1st is last sun,our sis zhuo hv passed away caused by tongue cancer.of course during the period b4 tis,i n mum gt go visit her n c she become slimmer n slimmer then even cant eat food,just can transfer liquid food through tube,somemore pain til every 3hrs must take medicine to reduce painfulness,she even cant sleep in proper way n etc...all these things i c v my own eyes n i feel oso painful n pity for her bt i cant do anything,just can go visit her n support her in spiritual way.since sis zhuo discover of tis cancer,many quarrel happened among her family members,bt as i knw all ppl oso want she to feel better only lah.through tis matter,i learn to appreciate more wat i hv nw.wish she r.i.p n if gt chance v meet at "paradise" lah.i oso remember tat my mum said to me at yesterday:my son,pls dun let me alone at "paradise".actually,i oso nt sure tat i can do it,anyway i wish try my best to reach the condition n term in order to go inside there d.2nd story is a couple who live in kampar hv ran back into "babylon" after so many yrs escaped frm it,i cant comment on it cuz i oso some of nt so straight in these matter d ppl,bt at least i wont betray like them lah...mr S???n really so powerful cuz he can change a safe place into a trap hole or black hole.nw i only passed half time in kampar(cuz passed 2yrs ady n til remain 2yrs at here mah),i ady almost defected,really dun knw wat to do ar!!!nw i just can c 1step then walk 1step loh.


Issue2~i heard 1news frm my mum n tis made me confused abt wat is good or bad to our fren.the story is like tat:v as fren knw tat our fren hv overcome some problem v family member n v wish to help tis fren.then v tel the story to another ppl who can do sth to safe our fren frm tis situation.bt,another problem arise ady.the another ppl who heard tat news frm us made the problem been more serious,bt i knw him did like tat d main purpose is want solve the problem lah.bt,i suggest my fren tat b4 u tel other fren's problem to 3rd party,pls think twice tat r the step u took can help ur fren or think abt y ur fren tel u abt her problem?.?is she want u to help her bt in wat way?.?or she just want u b a listener?u can just b a good listener is better loh.i dun knw whether u knw abt tis matter,bt i just want tel u wat i think only n i fully 100% trust u tat u just want to help in tis problem n no heart want to magnify tis problem.some1 told me to beware of u,bt i think i wont cuz i hv enough eq to difference wat can or cant tel u in tis level.



Issue3~tis is abt my own problem.i dun knw wat hv happened btw us,bt wat i can feel tat is since tat incident happened last yr,u starting to show cold shoulder on me loh.b4 tis i heard b4 tat if tis incident happened btw 2frens then tis reaction wil took place after tat,i dun believe in it cuz i nt yt overcome these problem b4.nw i think i can und the meaning of tis reaction.so it's like a gamble,there is no grey area in tis matter,either u won or lost,won love or lost frenship loh.u told me to wait bt im confused abt ur "waiting" tis word,whether it's a reject or real waiting til the time is right then only start.r ur cold shoulder action on me show tat u hv reject me in a more nice way only compared to reject me in front of me?.?there r many2 question marks in my mind since last yr til nw.n i think is the power of time,nw i start to nt think so much abt those question marks,my thinking nw is wat it come then wat i receive loh.cuz i ask u 10Q u just ask 1 or none response at all ady made me so adapt abt ur reaction n normal v it ady.i think so much n i realize tat actually i nt so und abt u only n if u gv me chance i wil try my best to und all thing abt u d.i knw some of my fren included u r going to leave hometown at july n go into uni,i at here just can wish u all the best in ur all uni life n future^^oops...tis recently cuz lecture n tutor in uni made me always thinking abt u cuz they always say tis mm n tat mm cuz mm mean materially misstatement.ha3 XD...n at here i wil like to say tat i wil always mm u,my fren n the mm at here mean materially missing u.some words said ady really feel less weight in my heart.


RECENTLY,i read 1of my fren blog knw tat he broke up v his gf n i at here wil like to wish him recover asap n let her go if u cant catch her heart or soul in ur side,other hand all the best for ur uni journey which going to start soon.1of my fren say tat:"sometime v must let go of sth in previous,so tat v can gt sth better in the future."im quite agree v tis statement d.2day our group hv started to do our assignment in tis yr2sem1...wakaka...tough life style is waiting for us in nearby future loh.+u all fren oh >.+...lastly 29,v r having steamboat party at 605^^it's dinner n party time b4 busy life style=)

Tuesday, June 15, 2010

K.L+Eeepoh trip...

Last sat,i n my 2ndary skol classmates went to k.l for one+half day trip.they included 3pairs of couples+6golden singles team(tis nicename is entitled by jheang),kai n hui ying,ming n gf,chuan n gf+jheang,yahoo,ah liew,spike,monster n me.the 1st day after v reached there,problem start coming ady,the bus driver dun knw y sent us to the place tat v dun knw where it's n there dun hv bus or taxi available.luckily,at last the driver oso sent us to time-square where v want to down bus at the 1st time cuz he cant take in more passengers cuz our group ady occupied the half bus loh(v hv 12members n the bus only hv 26seats mah).so,v won loh.then,v went time-square,laoya n mid-villey to hv meal n shopping loh.although v hv a "qualify" tourist guide who is our dear kai,v til hv a lot of fun to spend time together lah cuz ltr all fren go study at local uni then oso cant together travel loh,so all of us appreciate tis change.if u all hv a bit knowledge abt accounting oso knw wat i mean "qualify" at above lah cuz the meaning is same v a qualify auditing report.wakaka...im like tat golden finger d lah.cuz kai bring us walk here n there bt himself oso nt so sure abt the direction,so v always need to walk long distance for reaching our destination loh.all of us look like so poor oh T_T...next,at sun afternoon,all of us took taxi to main bus station to leave k.l by bus mah.then,kai,hui ying,monster n i sat into a pirate taxi ady.tat women taxi driver killed us like water fish til enough oh.hw?.?i wil tel u all the story nw.her taxi is charge by amount of fuel used,so 1st she took us go around t5he garden mean tat she took a longer distance way to reach bus station,then when she stopped her taxi at traffic light,she wont pull up the hand-brake,bt she keep on "fulling the oil" n she is oso nt stupid wor.y leh?.?cuz she realized tat 4 of us is talking abt hw cheat us mah,then she try to remove our attention by chatting v us wor.watcow!!!so high oh her skill.tis nt yt is the highest skill wor.when v almost reached the bus station,bt there hv some traffic problem lah n the road is steep,so she cant push oil at the time loh.then u all knw wat she did?.?she opened the air-cone til maximum level wor.wat the XXXX!!!like tat oso can ar?.?then,my fren say yup cuz open air-cone can lose fuel faster d.her final skill which mean ultimate is coming:the cost is RM19.70 n my fren gv her RM20 BUT she DIN GIVE BACK RM0.30 d charge wor.so,4 of us hv conclusion tat next time dun gt into women taxi driver car anymore cuz others 8frens just paid RM13++ for their taxi charge.anyway,it's a fun,enjoyable n memorable k.l trip=)



2day,kenny,rick,yoke kwan n i went to ipoh's jaya jusco watch "karate kid" mah.1st,v went to "cross" buy kenny's cross white slipper with two cute n yellow winnie the pooh cartoon on it.then,v went kenny n his partner who is roger's restoran to hv lunch.ltr,v went to padini n sunglasses shops n winning item is rick n yoke kwan bought one shirt each n then both of them plus kenny bought one sun glass each loh.i oso went into shj present shop n c many creative n interesting presents wor.wakaka...the most happy is i c u n ur b2 walk2 n shopping at there too.wish u all the best^^


tat's all for 2day post.88+99 every1 >.<

Tuesday, June 8, 2010

New experience...

TIME really pass away so fast.close n open my eyes few times,nw is ady week2 in my year2sem1 loh.v start skol at 31/5/2010,as usual week1 is full v boring cuz ntg to do mah n time in week1 pass away in blur2 "@_@" d sitution,i mean myself lah,bt i believe tat many utarian oso gt same feeling v me d lah.b4 coming bek kampar at 30/5/2010,i wish to come bek here early cuz i cant on9 at ipoh mah n i hv many dramasSs waiting me to chase up watch d.emm...count n c only knw tat i hv ady 2months dun on9 loh since last sem b4 my final exam.luckily my last sem final result til ok loh,so nw my cgpa just above 2.0 a bit only,tis n coming sem want add more oil to pull up bek my cgpa loh(actually cant say pull up bek lah cuz my cgpa in degree oso never high b4 d...wakaka==).in tis new sem,i really hv few new experiences.such as:

(1)i move room frm cake shop to 668 ady,nw stay v pei yi n pipu loh,more nearby to 605,although my room more small ady compared to old 1,bt it oso make my cleaning job more easy cuz less space need to b clean mah...wakaka=)


(2)i take bus bek frm ipoh to kanpar here at 6am in the morning,cuz some matter change in ipoh,so i need to delay n bek here late at mon morning,bt my class on mon is at 8am,u all say i geng a nt?.?ha3^^actually tis experience n feeling oso nt bad d lah,at morning d bus less ppl take,so dun need scare no place for u to sit such as evening d bus is full v passengers n sometime u cant even find 1seat wor.besides,the bus oso need less time to bek kampar cuz dun need stop at so many pit stop mah n the driver oso drive the bus faster cuz less vehicle at road in the early morning mah.so,just need abt 45min(faster than ordinary) cuz ordinary need abt 1hr d travel time.the most nice is i can c the view of the sky slowly change frm black to blue n the rise of the sun. >0.0< (3)bt,nw the trouble is came cuz at 7am early morning,there is no taxi waiting at the main bus station at kampar d.so,i must call a taxi by myself.tis is the beginning of the story.i call taxi driver A n i waiting at the bus station there.ltr,taxi driver B came n i ask him just nw i call taxi d oh then i sit taxi B n bek new town frm old town.ltr,my hp is ringing n i c taxi A is calling me then only i knw i sit the wrong taxi ady.i really feel so paiseh n sorry for taxi driver A cuz tis situation happened.n next time i wil more becareful when i call taxi cuz i never c taxi driver A b4(his hp no is taken frm my fren d),so i misthink tat taxi driver B is taxi driver A.so,tat's the end of story,i cant do anything,just hope tat taxi driver A wont remember my fault 4ever. ok,tat's all for 2day blog updated.>88<

Wednesday, April 28, 2010

两种同体的爱...

有一种爱情叫无缘,可能无缘的爱情就像闪电一样,很绚烂之极却无法照耀一生,真正长久的爱情,它是可以照耀人的一生的...有一种爱叫成全。


tis recently,i found another nice n touching china tv program which entitled “幸福魔方”.it discuss n help ppl solve their problem in love no wonder the story is abt is 亲情, 友情 or 爱情,even sometimes there wil b more than 1love element tat i stated above involved in the same critical problem.so,if u all r interested,can go c c tis program d.tat chinese words in the most top of tis post is wat the programmer said after 2episodes of the program as a conclusion for a touching 3sides love problem.those episodes entitled as part1~透支爱情 n part2~透支爱情下集 or 有一种爱叫成全,i feel so ultra touching after c both episodes T_T


finally,need to come back to my preparation for final duel v utar in my degree yr1sem3.i just hopefully tat i can remember the thing i hv revised,eg:business law cuz tis subject really bring many headache for me during tis study week,n nw i hv decided to put it behind n revised other 4subjects 1st.so,all the best to myself n all my fren n utarian at tis revision period^^...+u=)

Thursday, April 22, 2010

One day trip at batu gajah...

"v as normal human being planned so much thing oso no use d cuz the result is totally different frm wat v hv planned n think cuz tis is the powerful of future".2day is a very special day for all utarian specially is AC students cuz v need to register our next sem d course on9 at 1pm tis afternoon.bt,utar really as usual so suck n let us down loh cuz tat register system open nt yt half an hr then the system say tat sorry,unable connect to tis webpage cuz our serves hv been closed wor.watcow!!!utar cant handle so many ppl register at the same time then go upgrade their serve system lah,who gt like tat close serves d.some of us register til half way oso dun knw hw loh,specially the ppl who go cc for registration cuz scare at home cant connect(kampar9 so lagged like shit mah),they summore paying $.$ n waiting tat down2 d serve system reopen ar?.?u think go utar can claim back the $.$ v paid at cc meh?.?so ultra pekcik d >"<...so,rick,yoke kwan,kenny,chee ann n me decided nt to wait for the serve system to reopen.nw is us gv up to register,nt utar dun gv us register!!!und?.?watcow!!!


then,5 of us go batu gajah loh which is rick n yoke kwan d hometown cuz 1 of their son,june hv gt sick like me mah(y say like me?.?cuz he oso vomit after eating food XD),bt another son july is til ok n knw hw to peer on chee ann tim(so naught ar u!!!).ha3^^...1st stop,v go buy kuih-muih at dun knw where d roadside loh.watcow!!!chee ann as usual loh buy manyX2 food.2nd stop is v go a place where yoke kwan say gt many 2ndary skol d couple wil go steal love at there for eat lunch loh.actually just chee ann eat his lunch only lah,kenny wat oso din eat,rick,yoke kwan n me eat ice-cream loh cuz i ady feel a bit full after eat those kuih-muih i buy just nw mah.3rd stop,v go to a "old fashion" cc at the same row v the place v hv lunch.tat cc i really dun knw hw to use any word for description loh,1word~suck==!!!wakaka XP...4th stop v finally bring june go c doctor loh n he gt 1present which is gt injection frm dr.teoh XD...5th stop,v go package rojak frm an indian stall cuz kenny recommend d,then v say "abang,2 x mau pedas dan 1 mau ar",finally knw wat u gt?.?3 packages oso so ultra pedas2 d,so swt lah wei==!!!6th stop,rick n yoke kwan go buy food at tesco then after tat v back home loh.the journey ended here.


just nw abt 1030pm,rick called me then v all excepted chee ann go chinese uncle there buy burger as our dinner+supper loh cuz v din take dinner 29 mah.thx a lot for the one day batu gajah trip,my fren^^although the registered time-table nt as wat v want or planned cuz when v want register,ady remain nt much choice for us only.watever lah!!!it's history n future's thing,so v dun think so much.nw wat v msut focus is our coming final exam loh!!!say real d i feel quite excited n scary d loh cuz dun knw can score well a nt?.?hopefully i can do my best in final exam lah.all utarian,+uX3 loh=) (88+99)ZzZzZ

Sunday, April 18, 2010

Some lyrics frm some songs...

(1)爱就对了 by S.H.E

你当然可以重心再爱
受过伤的更懂得怎样爱与被爱
所以别再沉溺有他的回忆 有空再回忆
离开你的只有他 但是爱还在
听我说 爱是对的 错的是 我们还没学会爱
就急着爱人 而爱错人
可是 爱就对了 遇到下一个 爱上就爱了
痛苦或快乐 都是我的
也许每个人都该是其他人成长的助手
受一点痛苦 帮助她成长



(2)爱上了 by S.H.E

只有我了解这幸福感觉
美得值得付出全部
能够遇见你 认识你 喜欢你 爱上你
感谢我每滴眼泪
只有你明白我有多珍贵
好得值得你为我改变



(3)我们没有在一起 by 刘若英

世界太复杂 你说单纯很难
我当然都明白
可是啊只有你陪我在最初的地方
只有你才能了解我要的梦从来不大
我们没有在一起至少还像情人一样
我痛的疯的伤的在你面前哭得最惨

我知道你也不能带我回到那个地方
你说你现在很好而喜欢回忆很长
我们没有在一起至少还像家人一样
总是远远关心 远远分享

Last dinner...

y i wrote tis as title leh?.?actually,i oso nt so clear.ha3...cuz just nw kenny say tat their 605's kitchen wil b closed til the next sem then only reopen wor.actually oso true d lah cuz final exam is coming n cooking by own really costing much time in preparing,cooking n finally cleaning.so,29 is our last d.i.y dinner loh.let's introduced 29's dishes,they included salad which v many mayonnaise(cuz yoke kuan seem so love food v many mayonnaise on it d),then hv fish n chips and plus one cheese hotdog.tat's all.all of us et til so full oh.

then 2mr all utarian can go website c next sem d time-table ady n can register at 1pm on tis coming thu.so,hopefully tis time can register the satisfiable time-table lah.next is my revision oso seem going on so smooth at tis stage lah.he3^^...dun knw wat wil coming so next d?.?so,tri...although u can gt in touch v crystal nw,bt pls dun feel sad n +u in ur revision wor >"<

yesterday9,rick,yoke kuan,kenny,chee ann n me went to ipoh d jusco for a singapore movie which entitled "being human".emm...wat to say ar?.?it's a funny+nice+some swt parts d comedy movie loh. the director used 2times tat smokescreen to make us think tat the movie is ended,bt actually is nt d loh.he is really so oh!muahaha XD...luckily v r pro in c movie,so din gv him cheat only.another thing is gov so swt d loh.u all knw y d lah.wat oso like to cutX3...no wonder they all oso cut ady d lah.lol+swt lah wei==!!!ppl singapore goodX2 d movie dun knw gv u all cut til become wat ady,all the most funny n interesting parts oso gone ady.useless!!!baka!!!after movie v go mcD eat d,bt no parking space,so v all drive-though loh.i buy 1bigMac n sundae ice-cream cuz so miss both of them ady loh(long time no eat mah),specially tat ice-cream really is so syok when eating on the car in a cooling condition loh,tat feeling really cant use any word to describe d.tis recently,i c a new china drama at pps.he3 XP...the name is "租个女友回家过年".its totally is only 24episodes if i nt remember wrong lah.it's quite some funny n show the reality life of the ppl in town n village loh.the story is oso so touching n the ending oso nice too.so,who gt interest can go c c d.another thing is im 真的很期待下个星期的星光大道6因为全部最厉害的歌手都有来踢馆哦!想不到的是olivia ong 也有来哟!期待她的表现!所有歌手请多多加油吧!

tat day i gt c u on9 til quite late in the mid-9.emm...dun knw nw hw r ur working n love life leh?.?in ur pm,it seem tat ur love life hv some problem v tat gay,i hope tat both of u can overcome tis problem or misunderstanding as u say d loh.finally,wish u all the best n happy 4ever v the ppl u love=)

tat's all for 2day post.it's time for me to resume my revision loh.gambatea every1^^

Friday, April 9, 2010

Freedom / 自由

ハート

すべての負傷ができるより緩やかな

先頭へ戻るその足で

その後、下北沢を知っている強さ

振り返ってみることで

彼は前に実行していた

過去と未来は、各現在他に接続される

シモは恐れてはならない

何回と言うだろうどんなに

あなたは間違いなくだけではない

隠し感情の赤いホット株の中心部に

未来に向かって無限の無限の追跡を継続して

夢は行動を始めている

も上限を超えてされる場合

信じそれは非常に明るい光輝くする場所をリードする

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受到伤害
每受一次伤就能变得更温柔
重新站起来
然后你就知道什莫才是坚强
就头也不回
一个劲向前方奔跑
过去和未来都与现在互相连接着
根本没有什莫害怕的事情
无论多少次都会说
你绝对不是孤身一人
隐藏在心中的炽热的那份情感
朝向无边无尽的未来不断得追逐着
已经开始行动起来的梦
就算极限也会超越
相信会引导到耀眼无比的光芒照射着的地方


translated by:tricrystal=)

Thursday, April 8, 2010

Time b4 final duel...

frm 2day count down,til hv abt 1month left is the final duel btw me n utar ady in my degree year1 cuz coming may intake is ady degree year2 loh.haiz...time pass as the speed of lighting n i always cant chase up v it just like i cant chase up the wind bt i can feel it is moving around.just nw in FB,a fren remind me tat should becareful abt wat v eat during tis importance period which is b4 final exam until the last day of final exam which is 12/5/2010.emm...im quite agree v tis statement d cuz my "best fren" always like to come visit me in the nt suitable d time,so wat i can do just dun gv him chance to visit me by blocking him through health food loh.so,my "best fren",pls cooperated v me during tis importance period ar >"<...until nw,i oso nt yt found my mood to arrange strategic for my duel tim.dun ask me y like tat 1?.?cuz myself oso cant gv own a proper reason y@.@...mayb i til cant gt tat burning spirit inside my heart gua.good luck to myself n all my fren lah in coming final exam^^

P/S:my fren who din c yukioh 5ds d pls dun cont read frm here cuz i think u wont b able to und wat im writing at below d,so tat's all for my post 2day n 88 ya=D


my feeling nw is like fudo yusei cuz i think tat my situation nw is similar v him during his last duel v team unicorn at GP duel.if u r interesting in tis duel,can go find yukioh 5ds episode 99 til 102.

Reason1~cuz nw is my sem3 ady,just like yusei is 3rd n last player in the competition.there is no more 2nd chance for me ady if i lose in tis duel v utar.
Reason2~i hv lose in 1st n 2nd duel in degree year1,just like yusei's 5ds'team,their 1st player,jack n 2nd player aki hv lose in the hand of 1st player frm unicorn team.my cgpa nw til under safe line which mean tat if utar activated effect of "speed world2" which mean tat by reducing 4speed counters then can directly 800points life damage to opponent with each speed spell card in hand.nw i really cant tel tat utar hv hw many speed spell card in hand bt i cant sure tat both of us oso hv more than 4speed counters.so,who is going to win in the end til is a unknown.
Reason3~i say my situation similar as yusei cuz i hope tat i can b like him done well in the final duel n defeated all other 3players frm opponent team although his situation is so hard such as remaining 1000life points n 4cards in deck when he come to duel v the 3rd player of team unicorn,likewise in my situation too hard too.

watever happening,i will do my best in order to win the final duel btw me n utar d.+uX3...wakaka...feel like want become siao ady XD...cuz i can c the result frm last duel proved tat if i hv gv my "final burst",my result wil b more better than expected altough i say tis nw is useless cuz everything is ady b history.so nw,tricrystal...pls 4gt abt history n look 4ward to the next coming final duel n do ur best to win it^^

Wednesday, March 31, 2010

I remember...

Do u know that I'm ok
Are there things you wanna say
Thinking of u night and day
Hopping you'll come back and stay
I remember when u told me
I'll be all right
Don't worry

I try and try to understand
Is all this just a sad goodbye
Thinking of u night and day
No matter if you'll come and stay
I remember when u told me
I'll be all right
Just hold me

I don't wanna close my eyes tonight
Missing u make me cry
Your love will give me strengths to carry on
You'll always be my heart and mind
So I don't wanna close my eyes tonight
I know it's just a miss match in time... why... oh why...
Miss match in time

I try and try to understand
Is all this just a sad goodbye
Thinking of u night and day
No matter if you'll come and stay
I remember when u told me
I'll be all right
Just hold me

So I don't wanna close my eyes tonight
Missing u make me cry
Your love will give me strengths to carry on
You'll always be my heart and mind
So I don't wanna close my eyes tonight
I know it's just a miss match in time... why... oh why...
Don't wanna close my eyes tonight.


written by:Amber

Monday, March 29, 2010

花语...

(1) 柠檬树花
(2) 黑种草
(3) 金银花
(4) 紫丁香
(5) 海芋
(6) 白山茶
(7) 蝴蝶兰
(8) 风铃草
(9) 桔梗
(10)星辰花

你们都知道吗?这十个花语,都关于“爱”哦。哈哈哈=)


2day at here,i want shared sth frm another blogger,cuz the information above is frm her blog d.her blog is writing abt a romantic novel^^...so,every1 who c tis post n feel tat hv interest can go to read her novel by own n tat web-page is linked at 1 of my blog list at the right-hand side.the web-page is http://vee5854story.blogspot.com


如果你们都有看过“下一站,幸福”的朋友应该都会知道吧。因为在第一集里头,花拓也在录带的时候,是在教人怎样去绑“桔梗”的,那时的他说了:桔梗的花语就是“爱”。大家有看的朋友都应改还记得吧?

Saturday, March 27, 2010

final round of mid-term...

2day is our final round of mid-term in tis sem which is faf2 mid-term2 paper loh.haiz...i oso as usual loh,cuz writing speed too slow ady so cant finished the question n i think tat if finished,it oso cant b balanced d lah.tricrystal ar...just 4gt ti lah cuz it's history ady,yup...im think like tat d.so,im a +ve d ppl or say i dun want to face the truth situation leh?.?up 2 u all to judge cuz mouth n mind r u all d XP...then skip to 29 dinner d story loh.let's start v 705pm++...kenny cal me say can go his new house(605 n no more 1371 ady) to start prepare dinner loh.so,there r 3 of us n v separated all task as following:
(1)preparer ingredient~pei yi+kenny
(2)cooker~chief tan py
(3)taster+gv marks~kenny+me
(4)eater~all 3 of us
(5)cleaner~kenny+me
(6)packager~3 of us(cuz hv many food left behind loh)


the d.i.y dinner really so awesome n eat til 3 of us so ultra full+enjoy loh.wakaka XD...there r 1 fried rice+1 vegetable+1 egg+1 soup+jelly v watermelon.so,u all say y cant v nt full cuz 3ppl only n cook so much thing.bt,u all knw the cost of tis meal?.?it's just needs RM6.90...ya3...i repeat again...it's just RM6.90!!!so,who want pls order frm me or can contract v kenny or pei yi.ha3^^so swt lah wei+lolz cuz like making advertisement here for do business==!!!remember tat u nt can eat only bt can oso package back house n cont eat d just like me nw r eating watermelon n jelly.yipple...it's so delicious n cool~~~1word can describe only:S~Y~O~K!!!emm...back to study field nw,after 2day d final round of mid-term din nt mean tat v r free frm stress cuz next wed til hv 1presentation for EM(enlish for management) n final exam d time-table hv come out,the time is really so nice loh,i say real d lah tis time cuz my nice word oso dun hv tis symbol~"?".y i say like tat cuz btw each subject v wil hv 1day to rest n revise loh,long time no such event happen ady since foundation.so,tricrystal arX2...must do well in tis final duel btw u n utar lah.promise?.?emm...i wil try me best d.let's go to another field,tis recently i like to c 1comedy program frm china which called "非诚勿扰" n the music played in it which is "GEE" frm Girl's Generation which frm korea.i hv put tis MV at my music list,so all of u can go listen+c,hopefully u all wil like it too^^frm tis "非诚勿扰",i saw many romantic or disappoint moment at the stage,besides i oso und more hw ppl frm different background n view point can b view or analysis n then found their another "half-apple" in love n reality when both of them come together.tat all for 2day post.oops...i 4gt tat i at here want say gong xi to my blog fren cuz they can run out frm the darkness of love n pls cont +u for ur future^^


really is last thing to say lah...2day i hv joined the world activity which is save the world by switch off light frm 830~930pm...ha3...although i hv open my pc lah,bt i think it'll help a bit gua. 88+99,every1=)

Sunday, March 21, 2010

3rd round of mid-terms...

helo,everyone,im back here again.i should like to share few songs v u all at here.i oso dun knw y since tis recently i like them so much.they r:
(1)金莎-"星月神话"
(2)陈明-"公主"
(3)刘纾妤-"彩妆"
(4)赵之璧-"在你和天空之间"
(5)何以奇-"心语"
(6)张萌&王海祥-"穿越"
(7)张震岳&林芯仪-"回到过去"
tis recently i oso found a singer who is A-Lin,her songs oso quite ok d.

time really pass so fast n even faster than wat i think.cuz so fast ady finished my 3rd round mid-terms(qt2+macro d mid-terms) in tis sem n the coming sat is the last round of mid-term(faf2 d mid-term).wat my feeling after the mid-terms ar?.?emm...as usual loh,worry abt the mark wil b too low loh.bt,tis time say really d,i hv gv my final burst b4 it,so i dun hv any regret anymore.bt,after it,i only knw tat final burst is nt enough for it,so i must gv more effort in the final exam,if nt next sem i wil back ipoh eat myself loh.so,pls gv me more spell n trap cards in order to win the duel btw utar n me.let's duel...acceleration started >'<...2day cuz i hv class replacement for EM,so i din go back home after qt2 mid-terms at 930am,bt i oso just go class for half an hr lah(actually i just want to sign attendant cuz i ady skipped 2tutorial classes,so cant skip anymore...wakaka...evil smiling).after tat at abt 11am,i go eat at block H d canteen then go library at block I to stay til 245pm loh cuz next macro mid-term at 300pm mah.then,i tumbang rick back home n starting to sleep like a log til 11pm++,i slept for abt 5hrs++ loh.haiz...pig is like tat d lah.he3^^ltr at 12am++ go eat mamak v kenny n his housemates loh at MM til 2am++ then nw at home loh.it's raining outside,i like the feeling n sound of raining XD...tat all for 2day.finally,i oso want say tq to all my fren for the OrAnGe CuP+cAt...i like them both=) finally,i want say tat 18/3/2010 at 923pm is the moment most i like n remember at my b.o.d cuz U...so,thx ya for ur sound >.<

Thursday, March 18, 2010

Lucky or unlucky?.?

emm...1st of all,the issue in here is whether u want refund ur $.$ frm utar?.?next im going to start my story at 1week b4 2day which is 10~3~2010,4~6pm,block I's IDK2 at utar,kampar.so,wat really happened here?.?if u gt c my facebook,i think u wil knw abt it d.nvm,i say again.i hv lost my utar id at the date,time n place above as stated.cuz my class is frm mon til thu mah,so i only go to office of FBF at block I n DSA department at next mon after the incident happened or u can say is tis mon loh.then,the office staff told me tat 1st,u must go to DSA department make report then wait n so on lah...bla3...cuz i din listen so much n remember wat she said lah.then,ok loh.after my class,kenny n chee ann accompany me go DSA at block C ask c hw loh while v r on the way back home.then,the staff said:"helo,may i help u?.?" i told her my situation loh. then,she said:"oic.bt,the staff of lost n found department is nt at here at tis moment wor." my reaction is wat the cow!!!then hw ar?.? luckily,she cont said:"nvm lah,i help u check on the list c whether gt ur name lah...emm,im sorry tat dun hv ur name at here wor...when u lost ur id d wor?.?" i asked last week d wed loh. she answered:"oic,then i think u must go finance department for pay n then make a new id loh." then,i said tq n go back home v kenny n chee ann.then,i wait til yesterday only go finance department at block F paid my 25litres of blood frm my poor wallet n then gt a receipt frm the staff there.i should go to block A d ICT department to show them my receipt n then make new id at there loh.bt,i cycle back frm utar~ktar gate yesterday mah,so i decided to go to block A at 2day loh cuz my class til 930am only mah.oops...i forget the climax part at here tim.nvm, i reverse back the story.yesterday while im attending biz law lecture class at IDK4,my hp is vibrating twice bt i din ask the call cuz at class mah,ltr dun knw tat ms yappy wil say wat on me loh.ar...til hv 1 thing want say there,dun knw y ar?.?she always say tat im feeling sleepy at her class d wor,i think is my eyes' problem gua?.?cuz i closed my eyes a bit during her class cuz the screen is too big for me mah as i sit the front 2nd row.so,ms yappy...pls DUN say me SLEEPY at ur class AGAIN!!!then after tat i til gt class til 6pm then v skipped eng for management tutorial class.wakaka...evil laughing >.< ltr i call back the missed call loh then i found tat it's utar phone.frm the moment,i feel sth wrong ady loh.the truth is really like tat loh.2day after class,i go DSA ask whether gt my lost id then they returned back gv me loh.i was so happy...BUT...when i ask whether i can refund the $.$ i paid at yesterday,they said cant cuz the staff at finance department dun knw say wat hv inform me ady "after u knw tat u really cant find ur id then only come pay for make a new 1 wor".wat the cow!!!tat day ur staff at DSA said ady over 4working days,so tat i should go make a new 1 n then nw i found my original 1 then u DUN GV ME REFUND AR!!!wat the cow is happening here!!!n i tel u all loh at the time i go finance department pay $.$,tat only 1 staff dun say anything v me loh,she jsut ask my id no then RM25 frm me only v smiling face+open eyes with a $.$ inside them.i feel really lol+swt lah wei==!!!in conclusion:i CANT REFUND my $.$ frm utar according to UTAR ACTS (2002) at kampar T_T so,in conclusion,i oso dun knw tat whether im lucky or unlucky on my b.o.d(18/3/2010)?.?haiz...20 yrs old ady loh...really OLD liao loh >.< another thing is coming sat gt qt2 n macro d mid-terms2 ady.so,pls wish tat i dun did badly as at mid-term1 on both these subjects.who can help me?!? tis is wrote for some1:remember something abt me really so hard for u meh?.?most of the thing abt u i remember,bt u dun.haiz...tricrystal arX2...dun cont dreaming for any hope frm some1 loh.u better go do revision n preparation for coming test n final exam >.<


tat all for 2day updated...sorry,my kenny cuz made u waiting so long for tis essay.hopefully u wil enjoy reading it=)

Wednesday, March 10, 2010

Some fact from drama...

女人是没有十全十美的,比如说:漂亮的不下厨,下厨的不温柔,温柔的没主见,有主见的没女人味,有女人味的会乱花钱,不会乱花钱的不会打扮,会打扮的不放心,会放心的肯定不能看。


反过来说,男人也一样:有才华的长得丑,长得handsome的不会earn钱,会earn钱的不顾家,顾家的没出息,有出息的不浪漫,浪漫的靠不住,靠得住得肯定是个窝囊废。

Sunday, March 7, 2010

2nd round of mid-terms...

yesterday is my 2nd round of mid-terms in tis sem.the mid-terms subject is faf2 n business law,they r the most hard subject i took in tis sem.i nt say tat others 3 subjects is easy lah,those 3 oso hard too bt just lower faf2 n business law hardless level a bit only. haiz...u r talking non-sense meh?.?who dun knw all subject is hard wor?.?bt,at here im saying real d lah.so,pls dun ask me hw was my mid-terms perform at yesterday.yesterday i n my business law d groupmates need go consult our lecturer abt assignment mah cuz our totur who is a "RAJA" dun want help me go though our ans mah.i oso dun knw want say him is lazy or straight lah @_@...so,after business law d mid-term ended at abt 445pmpm then wait til 515pm++,finally v can consult ms "yappy" ady.wakaka...actually v r the 2nd group reached her room d,bt the 1st group hv gv up to wait for her b4 5min she come back her room v many ans sheet of business law mid-term.muahaha...such lucky v r oh!!!after consult her,she say til ok lah,no big problem bt gt little thing want edit loh.v find out tat it's raining after v come out frm her room,then v separate our editing job while waiting the sky frm stop crying loh.v oso wait for abt 10min lah then can back home ady.yeah...yipple XD...cuz next week dun hv any mid-term mah,so all of us can rest n relax for 1 week loh b4 next busy life come again.oops...4gt tat 2day i dun hv bring my "wife" come uni tim,cuz tis morning i tumbang rick's car come uni mah.so,nw i must walk frm block H to block D for take bus back westlake loh cuz my "wife" at kenny house mah.i just wait abt 15min then the bus start go loh,nt so bad.tis is the 3rd time i sit UTAR bus back home frm uni loh.so,i til hv 7 tickets at my bag cuz i buy 10 tickets at the 1st day i come uni mah.the main point is only my ticket is in ORANGE color loh.ha3...im proud of my ticket.u all knw y?.?cuz my type of ticket ady out-dated loh,nw all ticket is in blue color.bt,my ticket til can use lah,i think pass more few years,my remaining d 7 tickets can put at utar's museum loh.he3^^ltr at dinner,kenny,pei yi,rui ying n me go eat at vegas n i ate my BIG BURGER again.wakaka...so,become more n more fat loh T_T...after tat at 9,rick,yoke kuan,kenny,pei yi n me go ipoh parade c movie which entitled "solomen".emm...tis movie til ok lah cuz when it is excited,u wil feel so excited such as when solomen is attacked by demon or witch...he is oso so bloody loh,always kill ppl so easily d just like he is cutting vegetable or bread;when borng,u really feel so ultra boring d loh when no action.oops...4gt tat yesterday when c movie,gt 1 gal who sit beside me act so excited n scary when she c the demon n witch come out frm the scene.guess who is she?.?u all knw d lah.after movie,rick fetch us go gopeng d McD buy burger.cuz 3 of us just ate burger as 29 dinner,so v just buy sandae ice-cream eat,so ultra delicious d cuz long time no eat ady loh.kenny help his housemates buy 5 burgers n rick n yoke kuan oso gt buy burger as supper.on the way v back kampar,dun knw wat happened?.?v pass though 2 road-boards n tat time 3 of us at behind is eating ice-cream n look at the police.nw reflect oso feel a bit funny loh.he3...tat all.

at last,want say tq to rick n yoke kuan cuz bring us out dating v them at cinema >,<

Friday, March 5, 2010

Some words to a fren...

i just woke up in the middle of night n read ur blog...finally und tat wat is ur problem n y u dun tel me abt it...mayb u r too nice to prevent i frm getting hurt or just think tat tel me the truth oso no use gua...mayb u wrote it out just for expressing own feeling or want to gv some1 knw abt hw u thinking in hea...rt which i knw ur target is him...it's pain...anyway+watever lah...tq for sharing v me ur story^^

i just nw really want to post comment d,bt i knw tat my comment is nt importance n nt wat u want to c,so just forget abt it...my fren,i wish u all the best in tis matter...finally,i want to tel u tat even u need to seperate v him n cant c each other like the past 2months++,tis nt mean tat both of u cant cont hv relation mah...add oil=)

my fren here...i hv 3 songs want intro to u who in such situation... 林宝-"爱无边"-----> 殷悦-"爱多少早知道"----->唐艾萱-"天边"=)

Wednesday, March 3, 2010

Meaningful post from my fren...

你可能觉得难过
因为无论你对他怎么好他都不领情
他不是看不到
他只是装作看不到
或者他根本不想看到
你觉得自己很喜欢他
甚至觉得再没有一个人可以像你那么喜欢他
你用尽全力对他好
把他看的比自己还重要
有什么事情第一个就想到他



联系不到他的时候你担心他担心的快疯了
然而你有没有想过
这并不在你的责任范围
而且很有可能他是在躲着你
他受不了你对他那么好
不要一直发短信给他
不要一直找他
你也许只是想找他说说话
你觉得那很正常不算苛求
但是也许他并不这么想



记住你的想法不代表他的想法
你是真的不求回报的在喜欢他吗
你扪心自问一下
你确定不用他回报什么吗
那为什么你会难过
若是真的一无所求
你又怎么会觉得难过呢
所以别觉得你那么爱他是伟大的
也许她根本不在乎你怎么为他付出
有时候你给他的爱或许是种负担



这种负担只会让他更加想远离你
因为他不想亏欠你
别事事为他担心为他张罗
你觉得他没有你不行
你觉得别人做不到你那么完善
但是你要清楚
你不是他要的那个人
你做的再完善也敌不过人家不做
自然会有人为他担心为他着急
不用你来费心



那个位置本来就不是你的
你何必硬要挤上去呢
也许曾经你们是相爱过的
但是请记住那是曾经
过去的就是过去了
如果大家真的适合在一起
那么当初就不会分开
无论是谁提的分手都一样
这段感情曾经就是存在破裂点的
不管是谁错结果都是一个你们分开了



分开以后
如果一方试图想挽回而另一方没有同意的话
那么这段感情就是过去了
他是理智的因为他已经明白了两个人不适合
而你还一遍一遍的告诉自己
你们当初如何如何相爱
不可能那么容易就分手的
这样只会让你更加难以放弃
却不会让对方再次回头选择你
除非大家都有意要和好



否则你一个巴掌是不可能拍响的
所以尽早打消这个念头吧
至于他是不是有意我想你自己心里比谁都明白
不要觉得自己有多可怜或者把自己弄的很可怜
这样做一点意思也没有
他不会因为你可怜而喜欢你
你说道理你都懂只是你做不好
不是你做不好是你不想做
你不是怕忘记他你是怕他忘了你吧
别说什么他离不开你的



其实分明就是你离不开他
他若是离不开你
他就不会不要你
整天死死巴着人家不放的人是你
不懂事的人是你
难道你没看出来吗
喜欢他不是你的错
想关心他不是你的错
控制不住自己不是你的错
但是那是你的方式



傻孩子.
忘了吧.所有你留恋的.你回忆的.你拥有过的.
那些.都已是记忆.
缺失并不可怕.
可怕的.是无法面对.



傻孩子.
勇敢看着镜子中的自己吧.
这个悲伤软弱满面憔悴的自己.
这也是你.成长中的你.
这个你.正在逐渐死去.
新的你.即将重生.
找寻你的路.你的未来.
你知道的.所有的浩劫.都是成长的祭奠.
做最好的自己.即使.一个人.



傻孩子.
你无法轻易忘记放弃.是因为你付出过.
付出了.她就会像柱子一样扎根在心.
不要刻意去逃避.刻意忘记.那只会让你更痛苦.
绕开这个柱子.寻找未来的幸福生活吧.
那里.有你的理想.



傻孩子.
开始新的习惯吧.
习惯.早上不再有人工闹铃.
习惯.每天一个人生活.
习惯.一个人过生日.一个人行走.
你逃不掉.逃不掉的.
那么.就勇敢面对.现实.
现实是.她已离开.一切.画上了句点.



傻孩子.
好.好.尽情发泄吧.
剥开自己的心.用文字.用声音.用所有能发泄的方式.
泄完了.就要振作.
看吧.你失去的.其实微不足道.
还有那么多人关心着你.以不同的方式.
所以.你并不孤独.
正是这样的失去.让你看清现在所拥有的幸福.



傻孩子.
别哭.别再哭.
不值得.真的.不值得了.
把过去尘封吧.别委屈.别不甘心.别不接受.
开始新的旅程吧.去遇见新的风景.新的际遇.
做你该做的事吧.有很多事.等待着你完成呢.



傻孩子.
所有的人都对你有信心.
所以.你也要充满信心.
你是坚强的.积极的.乐观的.洒脱的.
以前是.以后也会是.
总有一天.那个活力无穷傻气无尽的女金刚会复活.



傻孩子.
生活褪去了曾有的颜色.暂时宁静.
别沉沦在这片宁静里.那会毁掉你.
你要明白.虽然残忍.但这个决定.足够正确.
现在的生活.不是你想要的.
为了你的理想.你必须学会适时放弃.
给对方最好的关怀.就是.变的更好.更强大.更幸福.



现在我对你很好、很好、很好,
你不需要、你无所谓、你不在乎,你不珍惜。。。。
当某天,你被伤害,想起我。
那时的我再也做不到像现在这样一如既往、不顾一切的



对你好了。。。
因为那时的我,已经将你放低。。。。
原来,放低一个人,最后是被对方逼出来的。。。。
其实这个世界,真的没有非要谁不可,
走自己的路,别回头



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Sunday, February 28, 2010

1st round of mid-terms...

yesterday is our 1st round of mid-terms during yr1sem3,the subject r qt2 n macroeconomic.wat's my feeling?.?i just can say tat im ady K.O by both subjects.hopefully i can gt half of the marks frm both mid-terms then i ady so ultra happy til want go pray to GOD loh.y?.?qt2 i used the wrong formula which mean tat all question hv ady wrong liao loh n macro i dun knw hw to draw graph then explain n calculation oso count wrong liao loh again.so,both mid-terms ady can say tat is NO HOPE for me.tis time really dun knw hw to die oh T_T...bt,til hv mid-term2 which is more hard d tests waiting for me in the future bt nearby lah.the most nearby is next sat d faf2 n law mid-terms loh.i can say tat these 2 subjects is more ultra hard than qt2 n macro loh.so,tat question again loh.haiz...the most siao is our law lecturer,every subject oso just included 2 topics in mid-term excepted law,law included 4 topics wor!!!watcow!!!want all of us die ugly again meh?.?she really is an insane women!!!til gt wor,dun think the story wil end at here.after 2days frm the coming sat d 2 mid-terms,v need to submit our law assignment ady.so,start frm 2mr n 1week onward oso is busy week for all ac utarian.so,all ppl add oil loh.let's looking forward to the 2nd round mid-terms!!!

Monday, February 22, 2010

Some fact from fren...

有些事,有些人,有些情,我们是永远都忘不了的;就像是有些习惯,想该改的,但是还是改不到的;可能改到的,却不一定是坏的习惯,通常都是好的习惯;当我们好跟坏都分不清的时候,只好“习惯就好”咯,等待时间慢慢把我们的习惯改变;不过要改变一个习惯真的使人很不习惯,因为要花很多时间的从从前的不习惯变成习惯,现在又要把习惯变成不习惯,所以还是“习惯就好”吧!!!


wat's the habit tat i mention in above?.?he3^^im paiseh to say lah.lol+swt==!!!actually ntg d lah.im really 3838+siao2 ady loh.la7=D...i think all of u oso wil hv the same habit with me lah which is overslept loh.surprise with my ans a nt leh?.?wakaka...at last week i early few days back kampar during c.n.y d holiday mah.so,tat few day i oso dun sleep at night or midnight time as a usual+normal ppl did loh.apa then?.?u all think im robot meh?.?of course gt sleep lah,bt is at morning loh.i hv cont start sleep only at morning 6am til 12pm for 4days ady loh.so,i think tat my body hv set the timing ady.so,2day i hv 1st class at 10am mah,so as usual i wil wake up 830am++ then prepare go uni loh.wat happen is i cant sleep at yesterday's night n 2day's midnight.i hv go to bed at abt 2am bt my eyes just cant close n close oso no use til 3am,im sure tat i til 100% awake.lol+swt==!!!i oso dun knw hw i going to die to class at morning?.?watever lah!so,i play my favorite pc game which is "pokemon pearl" n "yukioh gx academic skol" til abt 4am++.then,i go to pps c the 20th episode of “下一站,幸福” loh cuz at early time 3am++ i go pps find bt nt yt upload mah.abt 6am++,i finished the drama then i start wondering whether i want go for asleep a nt?.?emm......then my final decision is "GO" cuz 2day i hv class frm 10am til 8pm mah,long time at uni scare cant tahan.i hv set all alarms i hv b4 sleep.zZzZzZ...huh?.?wat?.?it's ady 1130am lah!?!?!i was woke up by kenny's call,he say want go lunch ady loh.then,i find out tat 2day morning 10am d class hv been canceled cuz lecture nt come,tat mean i dun hv skipped class loh.ha3=)...wait a min pls...watcow+yahoo!!!wat happening?.?cuz my tutor=lecture for the FAF2 tis subject mah which mean tat 2day his tutorial class oso hv been canceled loh.wakakaXD...evil smiling on my face ady.he3...btw,chee ann did the same thing with me.he is nt overslept bt lazy go class.then,kenny n rui ying say tat both of us knw hw to count life(if nt und,pls kindly read in chinese lah)wor.i oso wish so,bt as i think tat ever i knw hw to count life,i wont count my own life cuz tis wil make my life controlled by sth such as fade or wat.life should b full with surprise n unknown fact or challenge waiting for us in the future ahead.tis is just my view point lah.let's fully 100% enjoy our life as a human being everyday:-)


昨天,我的一个朋友讲“当全部事情都变得很重要时;其实全部事情都是不重要的”,这个看法我有点明白和不懂啦。所以大家有什莫意见的话,请多多指教吧!!!谢谢咯

yesterday,my fren wrote in pm say tat "if everything is important,then noting is important"...tis fact i und a bit bt oso feel blur abt it lah n i would like to listen the view point of u ppl.so,if u hv anything to say,pls kindly write comment to me.tq.

tat all for 2day's post.88+99...time to pps loh >.<

Saturday, February 20, 2010

Happy C.N.Y 2010...

wohoo!!!so fast after i close n open my eyes few times since 1week in utar,chinese new year hv come loh n nw when im writing tis post is 9th day of new year ady.time pass so fast like a lighting n im getting older T_T or should i say im mature?.?watever lah!next mon is ady week6 loh,almost half sem gone.bt,as i knw,all thing cant b change so easily n the "history" hv repeat n repeat again all the times.im getting the feeling of the thing is going to b worse n more worse loh.i oso dun knw wat to do n say?.?due to some problem,i cant go gathering v all my primary fren T_T


ok lahX2...nw is the happy memory d turn liao loh.3days b4 c.n.y,i went back to ipoh.so,as usual loh,i go working at there n there r really so ultra "many" ppl if v compared to past few years d record loh.nw i really believe tat the economic in malaysia is going down the hill.cuz all ppl is using their $.$ to buy items which needed for celebrate c.n.y,so no ppl want use $.$ to eat food at market.in conclusion,the business til ok lah,no profit n no gain=zero profit.ha3=D...i knw many of u dun believe wat im saying lah,say real d lah,i oso dun believe myself.he3=P...wat the happy memory?.?actually,i oso dun hv any lah.y?.?cuz i just eat,c tv n sleep during 1st til 5th day of c.n.y loh.like tat oso can?.?i think many of ppl oso pass their new year life like tat d lah.wat's wrong?.?


oops...i forget the most important part tim...there is 1 good news n 1 bad news.so,which u all want listen 1st leh?.?wakaka...actually,for u all information,tis is my blog,so follow my rule loh.u all feel lol+swt lah wei==!!! now?.?the bad news is at the last day of 2009 in chinese calender(13/2/2010),my mum's car hv broken down...LUCKILY after v reached market,if nt,i wil feel so happy cuz dun need go work n can cont sleep at home.wakaka XD...such an evil idea i hv oh?.?so,i til need go working loh n the repair fee costed RM210.watcow!!!i think tat day d "profit" oso dun knw whether could cover the "loss" on car?.?watever lah!like wat chinese ppl say:"broked $.$ n blocked problem" mah.here is the good news cuz i hv go working.i saw her n her "shadow" coming to market.since last time i c her,i think gt abt 3~4yrs d times loh.im really dun hv used hiperbola at here d lah.wat can i c?.?she become more n more ???? loh compared to last time cuz frm long turn to short n short to tall ady loh,besides tat oso nt change so much lah.bt,i oso dun hv go say hello to her lah cuz im busying too.bt,i wish tat i hv chance loh,bt "c 1eye enough pass over 1000yrs" loh.ha3^^as i c,her "shadow" become more n more attractive cuz she,the personal ppl become more n more ???? liao loh.tis make me more n more worry+scare+happy+MUST add oil loh.he3...hopefully i can do wat i said n dun let "history" repeat again n again loh.


last word:14/2/2010 is a memorable day cuz c.n.y+valentine day...gambatea!!!~tri~crystal~

Thursday, February 11, 2010

My "wife"...

who is my "wife"?.?i think if u r my fren then sure u all knw d lah n then when ever a word hv tis symbol "?" mean tat oso nt a good thing lah.if u all gt c my past post oso knw tat my "best fren" is who lah n hw he torture me d loh.haiz...so,wat happened tis time?.?

my "wife" in here is my bicycle loh.y called it like tat?.?cuz almost everyday she oso accompany me go to everywhere mah,no wonder is uni lah,food shop n etc...so,im so sayang her d.ha3=P...sometimes if i want to go near places at new town,i oso wil take my "no 11 bus" go d.knw wat it mean d loh u all if smart.bt,i oso dun knw y my "wife" always gt sick d?.?yesterday my class til 8pm,so after tat v go take bicycle loh.suddenly,while im cycling,the leg of behind of my "wife" relaxed all the blood inside automatically.i was shocked!!!then hw ar?.?i must slowly cycle n bring my "wife" go c doctor which located shop at ktar hostel there loh.at here i want to say tq to chee ann n kenny cuz yesterday9 accompany me n my "wife" walked the most suffer+scary+longest way out to new town frm utar through ktar.cuz yesterday both of them d original plan is straight forward back westlake called food delivery d without want to eat dinner at nearby ktar there.tq again,my real fren.ha3=)if u c tis,i think u must say im 3838 again d lah.bt,i wont care cuz tis is my blog,the only way for me to say wat i want to say without caring the feeling of other ppl.wakaka...finally,my "wife" hv recovered frm so ultra serious d injury.y i say like tat?.?cuz in order to cure my "wife",my wallet need to flow out 54litres of blood wor!!!wat the cow!!!pls dun ask anymore ady,im pissed out ady nw>_<...ya3,54litres of blood=RM54.00 loh T_T

the sad thing over ady so dun mention or think anymore,let's talk abt 2day9 d dinner bah.kenny say 2mr v all want back hometown celebrate chinese new year mah,so v celebrate v fren at kampar 1st loh.ha3=)...so,chee ann,me,kenny n his housemates v a grand total 10ppl go nearby kenny+chee ann+yoke kuan d new house there d 668 food shop eat our dinner loh.b4 eat dinner,v all eat "lou shang" 1st loh.wakaka...my fren,pls dun misund,i put tis "" symbol in here cuz it is a chinese word,nt cuz it is nt a good thing.really choi3...if ltr u think the wrong idea mah.ha3=P...v r so happy ultra full,just RM9.40 per ppl only!!!the dinner is cheap+worth+delicious XD...then after b4 go back home,v all go their new house walk2 cuz nvm c b4 mah.he3...3838 oh?.?

finally,i want wish all my fren hv a happy new year+valentine day=)...cuz both these 2days fall in the same day which is 14~2~2010...im sure tat tis is a memorable day for all ppl in the world no matter they r single(same2 as me loh) or in relationship or it's complicated or engaged or married or available or nt n etc...cuz a date like tat dun knw wil appear again a nt in the future while all of us r til alive in tis world?.?i think no more lah date like tis wil come again.btw,next wed,all of Sam Chai 2002 yr d 6S classmates wil gt gathering at ms chan's house.wakaka...im really looking forward to tat date cuz some "old" fren really long time no meet ady loh sice after primary skol.yipple+yeah+happy^^

Monday, February 8, 2010

Some fact from drama...

2day fact~human being is the most weird n difficult thing in this planet,the earth.

y?.?

cuz~when ppl like u,all ur cons can become pros easily;bt when ppl dislike u anymore,all ur pros oso can change to b cons more easily too.ppl can act as wat they wanted to b n they can change any decision or thinking or opinion in just per 1second without giving u any reason or purpose.the best ans to b given when ppl r been ask y... is "dun knw oh,i just follow my feeling or 6th sense only".wat the cow!!!"feeling" n "6th sense" r the subject most difficult to b und cuz these 2words r so "flexible" cuz as wat i said early:everything can b change after 1second.in conclusion,tis is the powerful "skill" tat human being hv n tis make them difference frm other animal in the planet or earth.

do u all agree v me?.?so,nw u all knw y i say tat ppl the most lol+swt d thing in tis planet,the earth==!!!

Tuesday, February 2, 2010

My "best fren"...

P/S:to all my fren...pls DUN READ tis post if u r b4 eating or eating or just after eating...cuz if tis caused u all hv some "problem" for eating n i wont responsible on it...TQ for COOPERATE with me...wish u all the best^^





normal ppl wil b feel happy if their best fren find them.bt,mine is nt best fren,it is "best fren".i think most of u oso knw tat wat "" tis mean d lah.haiz...my tis "best fren" is so special d cuz i really cant predict the time n period it wil appear in front of u.tat's y im so pek-cik v it loh.who is my "best fren"?.?i think u all better dun knw it or meet it in ur entire life cuz it wil bring u many problem d.actually,say honestly oso nt so many problem lah,just 2problems only which is causing u want to vomit unstoppable+ur stomache wil feel so ultra pain...tat til nt enough meh?.?the main problem is u cant do anything to stop tis "fren" visiting u n u forever wont knw hw long tis "fren" wil visit u for each time cuz the period tis "fren" stay in ur house wil b difference n cant predict 1.so,u all nw knw tat hw suffer im v tis "best fren" lah.for example,tis afternoon after i back frm UTAR after class at 10am,i feel til ok d wor.then,i start to listen song on9 loh while waiting kenny n chee ann finished their class at 2pm then 3of us go eat lunch 2gether loh.bt,wat the XXX!!!b4 kenny call me at abt 2pm,my "best fren" come knocked my door which mean my stomach.apa then?.?tis caused i cant hv lunch v them loh n starting want to vomit yesterday d food.nw i think back oso feel pity of me ownself oh.bt,2day i gt 1 conclusion or formulae which is starting frm the 1st second my "best fren" visiting me,i must vomit all the thing in my stomach b4 tis "best fren" wil leave me alone.bt,another problem in here is i cant vomit all thing in 1time leh!!!tis wil cost me abt at least minimum 3times n the maximum is 7times.c i die a nt meh?.?some ppl say tat it was the problem of food n my psychological problem cuz im too stress n so on lah...bt,til nw i oso dun knw wat is the source of tis "best fren"?.?cuz for example 2day is week3 in UTAR n i dun hv any mid-term or assignment to do ar,then where gt stress come wor.right?.?then let's talk abt the food,at 1st i oso think tat the food gt problem lah,bt everytimes i oso ate food frm difference stall or shop at kampar b4 my "best fren" come visit me d wor.do tis mean tat all food in kampar gt problem?.?of course nt lah!!!if like tat then i think i nt need eat anymore at kampar loh.nw i thinking n thinking...i oso 4gt ady since when my "best fren" starting visit me d wor?.?anyway,everytimes my wish after tis "fren" visited me oso is pls dun come visit me again so fast or u want 4ever dun find me anymore oso can d which mean tat u dun want to b my fren anymore.i wil b feeling so ultra happy if tis is ur decision n chioce.wakaka=P...so evil oh im?.?wat to do?.?if u r in my position then i think u oso dun want a fren who like tat d lah.right?.?bt.the truth is i knw tat i cant escape frm tis "best fren" d lah.so,i just can wish tat tis "fren" wont always visit me after short period lah,so MY DEAR FREN,pls visit me after a long period of time.ok?.?deal?.?i knw u r so nice d lah.so,c u next time in the future tima lah.ha3^^

oops...til hv 1thing,when my "best fren" visiting me tis afternoon 2pm til evening 7pm,i remember a song tat sing by 梁文音 which is named 哭过就好了,in the song hv lyrics like tis "哭过就好了,痛都会消失的"...bt,my version is "吐过就好了,痛都会消失的 or 朋友都会走的"...tat all for 2day.2mr coming up next is the most "easy" day in UTAR cuz kenny,chee ann n i hv the most "less" classes during tis day in whole week.i think u all oso can und wat i meaning at here d lah.right?.?3 of us hv 5classes frm 8am til 8pm.haiz...another bc day is waiting for me.29 must sleep early loh cuz i just recovered frm sick n if nt i wil "fishing" at classes 2mr d.88+99=)