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Wednesday, March 31, 2010

I remember...

Do u know that I'm ok
Are there things you wanna say
Thinking of u night and day
Hopping you'll come back and stay
I remember when u told me
I'll be all right
Don't worry

I try and try to understand
Is all this just a sad goodbye
Thinking of u night and day
No matter if you'll come and stay
I remember when u told me
I'll be all right
Just hold me

I don't wanna close my eyes tonight
Missing u make me cry
Your love will give me strengths to carry on
You'll always be my heart and mind
So I don't wanna close my eyes tonight
I know it's just a miss match in time... why... oh why...
Miss match in time

I try and try to understand
Is all this just a sad goodbye
Thinking of u night and day
No matter if you'll come and stay
I remember when u told me
I'll be all right
Just hold me

So I don't wanna close my eyes tonight
Missing u make me cry
Your love will give me strengths to carry on
You'll always be my heart and mind
So I don't wanna close my eyes tonight
I know it's just a miss match in time... why... oh why...
Don't wanna close my eyes tonight.


written by:Amber

Monday, March 29, 2010

花语...

(1) 柠檬树花
(2) 黑种草
(3) 金银花
(4) 紫丁香
(5) 海芋
(6) 白山茶
(7) 蝴蝶兰
(8) 风铃草
(9) 桔梗
(10)星辰花

你们都知道吗?这十个花语,都关于“爱”哦。哈哈哈=)


2day at here,i want shared sth frm another blogger,cuz the information above is frm her blog d.her blog is writing abt a romantic novel^^...so,every1 who c tis post n feel tat hv interest can go to read her novel by own n tat web-page is linked at 1 of my blog list at the right-hand side.the web-page is http://vee5854story.blogspot.com


如果你们都有看过“下一站,幸福”的朋友应该都会知道吧。因为在第一集里头,花拓也在录带的时候,是在教人怎样去绑“桔梗”的,那时的他说了:桔梗的花语就是“爱”。大家有看的朋友都应改还记得吧?

Saturday, March 27, 2010

final round of mid-term...

2day is our final round of mid-term in tis sem which is faf2 mid-term2 paper loh.haiz...i oso as usual loh,cuz writing speed too slow ady so cant finished the question n i think tat if finished,it oso cant b balanced d lah.tricrystal ar...just 4gt ti lah cuz it's history ady,yup...im think like tat d.so,im a +ve d ppl or say i dun want to face the truth situation leh?.?up 2 u all to judge cuz mouth n mind r u all d XP...then skip to 29 dinner d story loh.let's start v 705pm++...kenny cal me say can go his new house(605 n no more 1371 ady) to start prepare dinner loh.so,there r 3 of us n v separated all task as following:
(1)preparer ingredient~pei yi+kenny
(2)cooker~chief tan py
(3)taster+gv marks~kenny+me
(4)eater~all 3 of us
(5)cleaner~kenny+me
(6)packager~3 of us(cuz hv many food left behind loh)


the d.i.y dinner really so awesome n eat til 3 of us so ultra full+enjoy loh.wakaka XD...there r 1 fried rice+1 vegetable+1 egg+1 soup+jelly v watermelon.so,u all say y cant v nt full cuz 3ppl only n cook so much thing.bt,u all knw the cost of tis meal?.?it's just needs RM6.90...ya3...i repeat again...it's just RM6.90!!!so,who want pls order frm me or can contract v kenny or pei yi.ha3^^so swt lah wei+lolz cuz like making advertisement here for do business==!!!remember tat u nt can eat only bt can oso package back house n cont eat d just like me nw r eating watermelon n jelly.yipple...it's so delicious n cool~~~1word can describe only:S~Y~O~K!!!emm...back to study field nw,after 2day d final round of mid-term din nt mean tat v r free frm stress cuz next wed til hv 1presentation for EM(enlish for management) n final exam d time-table hv come out,the time is really so nice loh,i say real d lah tis time cuz my nice word oso dun hv tis symbol~"?".y i say like tat cuz btw each subject v wil hv 1day to rest n revise loh,long time no such event happen ady since foundation.so,tricrystal arX2...must do well in tis final duel btw u n utar lah.promise?.?emm...i wil try me best d.let's go to another field,tis recently i like to c 1comedy program frm china which called "非诚勿扰" n the music played in it which is "GEE" frm Girl's Generation which frm korea.i hv put tis MV at my music list,so all of u can go listen+c,hopefully u all wil like it too^^frm tis "非诚勿扰",i saw many romantic or disappoint moment at the stage,besides i oso und more hw ppl frm different background n view point can b view or analysis n then found their another "half-apple" in love n reality when both of them come together.tat all for 2day post.oops...i 4gt tat i at here want say gong xi to my blog fren cuz they can run out frm the darkness of love n pls cont +u for ur future^^


really is last thing to say lah...2day i hv joined the world activity which is save the world by switch off light frm 830~930pm...ha3...although i hv open my pc lah,bt i think it'll help a bit gua. 88+99,every1=)

Sunday, March 21, 2010

3rd round of mid-terms...

helo,everyone,im back here again.i should like to share few songs v u all at here.i oso dun knw y since tis recently i like them so much.they r:
(1)金莎-"星月神话"
(2)陈明-"公主"
(3)刘纾妤-"彩妆"
(4)赵之璧-"在你和天空之间"
(5)何以奇-"心语"
(6)张萌&王海祥-"穿越"
(7)张震岳&林芯仪-"回到过去"
tis recently i oso found a singer who is A-Lin,her songs oso quite ok d.

time really pass so fast n even faster than wat i think.cuz so fast ady finished my 3rd round mid-terms(qt2+macro d mid-terms) in tis sem n the coming sat is the last round of mid-term(faf2 d mid-term).wat my feeling after the mid-terms ar?.?emm...as usual loh,worry abt the mark wil b too low loh.bt,tis time say really d,i hv gv my final burst b4 it,so i dun hv any regret anymore.bt,after it,i only knw tat final burst is nt enough for it,so i must gv more effort in the final exam,if nt next sem i wil back ipoh eat myself loh.so,pls gv me more spell n trap cards in order to win the duel btw utar n me.let's duel...acceleration started >'<...2day cuz i hv class replacement for EM,so i din go back home after qt2 mid-terms at 930am,bt i oso just go class for half an hr lah(actually i just want to sign attendant cuz i ady skipped 2tutorial classes,so cant skip anymore...wakaka...evil smiling).after tat at abt 11am,i go eat at block H d canteen then go library at block I to stay til 245pm loh cuz next macro mid-term at 300pm mah.then,i tumbang rick back home n starting to sleep like a log til 11pm++,i slept for abt 5hrs++ loh.haiz...pig is like tat d lah.he3^^ltr at 12am++ go eat mamak v kenny n his housemates loh at MM til 2am++ then nw at home loh.it's raining outside,i like the feeling n sound of raining XD...tat all for 2day.finally,i oso want say tq to all my fren for the OrAnGe CuP+cAt...i like them both=) finally,i want say tat 18/3/2010 at 923pm is the moment most i like n remember at my b.o.d cuz U...so,thx ya for ur sound >.<

Thursday, March 18, 2010

Lucky or unlucky?.?

emm...1st of all,the issue in here is whether u want refund ur $.$ frm utar?.?next im going to start my story at 1week b4 2day which is 10~3~2010,4~6pm,block I's IDK2 at utar,kampar.so,wat really happened here?.?if u gt c my facebook,i think u wil knw abt it d.nvm,i say again.i hv lost my utar id at the date,time n place above as stated.cuz my class is frm mon til thu mah,so i only go to office of FBF at block I n DSA department at next mon after the incident happened or u can say is tis mon loh.then,the office staff told me tat 1st,u must go to DSA department make report then wait n so on lah...bla3...cuz i din listen so much n remember wat she said lah.then,ok loh.after my class,kenny n chee ann accompany me go DSA at block C ask c hw loh while v r on the way back home.then,the staff said:"helo,may i help u?.?" i told her my situation loh. then,she said:"oic.bt,the staff of lost n found department is nt at here at tis moment wor." my reaction is wat the cow!!!then hw ar?.? luckily,she cont said:"nvm lah,i help u check on the list c whether gt ur name lah...emm,im sorry tat dun hv ur name at here wor...when u lost ur id d wor?.?" i asked last week d wed loh. she answered:"oic,then i think u must go finance department for pay n then make a new id loh." then,i said tq n go back home v kenny n chee ann.then,i wait til yesterday only go finance department at block F paid my 25litres of blood frm my poor wallet n then gt a receipt frm the staff there.i should go to block A d ICT department to show them my receipt n then make new id at there loh.bt,i cycle back frm utar~ktar gate yesterday mah,so i decided to go to block A at 2day loh cuz my class til 930am only mah.oops...i forget the climax part at here tim.nvm, i reverse back the story.yesterday while im attending biz law lecture class at IDK4,my hp is vibrating twice bt i din ask the call cuz at class mah,ltr dun knw tat ms yappy wil say wat on me loh.ar...til hv 1 thing want say there,dun knw y ar?.?she always say tat im feeling sleepy at her class d wor,i think is my eyes' problem gua?.?cuz i closed my eyes a bit during her class cuz the screen is too big for me mah as i sit the front 2nd row.so,ms yappy...pls DUN say me SLEEPY at ur class AGAIN!!!then after tat i til gt class til 6pm then v skipped eng for management tutorial class.wakaka...evil laughing >.< ltr i call back the missed call loh then i found tat it's utar phone.frm the moment,i feel sth wrong ady loh.the truth is really like tat loh.2day after class,i go DSA ask whether gt my lost id then they returned back gv me loh.i was so happy...BUT...when i ask whether i can refund the $.$ i paid at yesterday,they said cant cuz the staff at finance department dun knw say wat hv inform me ady "after u knw tat u really cant find ur id then only come pay for make a new 1 wor".wat the cow!!!tat day ur staff at DSA said ady over 4working days,so tat i should go make a new 1 n then nw i found my original 1 then u DUN GV ME REFUND AR!!!wat the cow is happening here!!!n i tel u all loh at the time i go finance department pay $.$,tat only 1 staff dun say anything v me loh,she jsut ask my id no then RM25 frm me only v smiling face+open eyes with a $.$ inside them.i feel really lol+swt lah wei==!!!in conclusion:i CANT REFUND my $.$ frm utar according to UTAR ACTS (2002) at kampar T_T so,in conclusion,i oso dun knw tat whether im lucky or unlucky on my b.o.d(18/3/2010)?.?haiz...20 yrs old ady loh...really OLD liao loh >.< another thing is coming sat gt qt2 n macro d mid-terms2 ady.so,pls wish tat i dun did badly as at mid-term1 on both these subjects.who can help me?!? tis is wrote for some1:remember something abt me really so hard for u meh?.?most of the thing abt u i remember,bt u dun.haiz...tricrystal arX2...dun cont dreaming for any hope frm some1 loh.u better go do revision n preparation for coming test n final exam >.<


tat all for 2day updated...sorry,my kenny cuz made u waiting so long for tis essay.hopefully u wil enjoy reading it=)

Wednesday, March 10, 2010

Some fact from drama...

女人是没有十全十美的,比如说:漂亮的不下厨,下厨的不温柔,温柔的没主见,有主见的没女人味,有女人味的会乱花钱,不会乱花钱的不会打扮,会打扮的不放心,会放心的肯定不能看。


反过来说,男人也一样:有才华的长得丑,长得handsome的不会earn钱,会earn钱的不顾家,顾家的没出息,有出息的不浪漫,浪漫的靠不住,靠得住得肯定是个窝囊废。

Sunday, March 7, 2010

2nd round of mid-terms...

yesterday is my 2nd round of mid-terms in tis sem.the mid-terms subject is faf2 n business law,they r the most hard subject i took in tis sem.i nt say tat others 3 subjects is easy lah,those 3 oso hard too bt just lower faf2 n business law hardless level a bit only. haiz...u r talking non-sense meh?.?who dun knw all subject is hard wor?.?bt,at here im saying real d lah.so,pls dun ask me hw was my mid-terms perform at yesterday.yesterday i n my business law d groupmates need go consult our lecturer abt assignment mah cuz our totur who is a "RAJA" dun want help me go though our ans mah.i oso dun knw want say him is lazy or straight lah @_@...so,after business law d mid-term ended at abt 445pmpm then wait til 515pm++,finally v can consult ms "yappy" ady.wakaka...actually v r the 2nd group reached her room d,bt the 1st group hv gv up to wait for her b4 5min she come back her room v many ans sheet of business law mid-term.muahaha...such lucky v r oh!!!after consult her,she say til ok lah,no big problem bt gt little thing want edit loh.v find out tat it's raining after v come out frm her room,then v separate our editing job while waiting the sky frm stop crying loh.v oso wait for abt 10min lah then can back home ady.yeah...yipple XD...cuz next week dun hv any mid-term mah,so all of us can rest n relax for 1 week loh b4 next busy life come again.oops...4gt tat 2day i dun hv bring my "wife" come uni tim,cuz tis morning i tumbang rick's car come uni mah.so,nw i must walk frm block H to block D for take bus back westlake loh cuz my "wife" at kenny house mah.i just wait abt 15min then the bus start go loh,nt so bad.tis is the 3rd time i sit UTAR bus back home frm uni loh.so,i til hv 7 tickets at my bag cuz i buy 10 tickets at the 1st day i come uni mah.the main point is only my ticket is in ORANGE color loh.ha3...im proud of my ticket.u all knw y?.?cuz my type of ticket ady out-dated loh,nw all ticket is in blue color.bt,my ticket til can use lah,i think pass more few years,my remaining d 7 tickets can put at utar's museum loh.he3^^ltr at dinner,kenny,pei yi,rui ying n me go eat at vegas n i ate my BIG BURGER again.wakaka...so,become more n more fat loh T_T...after tat at 9,rick,yoke kuan,kenny,pei yi n me go ipoh parade c movie which entitled "solomen".emm...tis movie til ok lah cuz when it is excited,u wil feel so excited such as when solomen is attacked by demon or witch...he is oso so bloody loh,always kill ppl so easily d just like he is cutting vegetable or bread;when borng,u really feel so ultra boring d loh when no action.oops...4gt tat yesterday when c movie,gt 1 gal who sit beside me act so excited n scary when she c the demon n witch come out frm the scene.guess who is she?.?u all knw d lah.after movie,rick fetch us go gopeng d McD buy burger.cuz 3 of us just ate burger as 29 dinner,so v just buy sandae ice-cream eat,so ultra delicious d cuz long time no eat ady loh.kenny help his housemates buy 5 burgers n rick n yoke kuan oso gt buy burger as supper.on the way v back kampar,dun knw wat happened?.?v pass though 2 road-boards n tat time 3 of us at behind is eating ice-cream n look at the police.nw reflect oso feel a bit funny loh.he3...tat all.

at last,want say tq to rick n yoke kuan cuz bring us out dating v them at cinema >,<

Friday, March 5, 2010

Some words to a fren...

i just woke up in the middle of night n read ur blog...finally und tat wat is ur problem n y u dun tel me abt it...mayb u r too nice to prevent i frm getting hurt or just think tat tel me the truth oso no use gua...mayb u wrote it out just for expressing own feeling or want to gv some1 knw abt hw u thinking in hea...rt which i knw ur target is him...it's pain...anyway+watever lah...tq for sharing v me ur story^^

i just nw really want to post comment d,bt i knw tat my comment is nt importance n nt wat u want to c,so just forget abt it...my fren,i wish u all the best in tis matter...finally,i want to tel u tat even u need to seperate v him n cant c each other like the past 2months++,tis nt mean tat both of u cant cont hv relation mah...add oil=)

my fren here...i hv 3 songs want intro to u who in such situation... 林宝-"爱无边"-----> 殷悦-"爱多少早知道"----->唐艾萱-"天边"=)

Wednesday, March 3, 2010

Meaningful post from my fren...

你可能觉得难过
因为无论你对他怎么好他都不领情
他不是看不到
他只是装作看不到
或者他根本不想看到
你觉得自己很喜欢他
甚至觉得再没有一个人可以像你那么喜欢他
你用尽全力对他好
把他看的比自己还重要
有什么事情第一个就想到他



联系不到他的时候你担心他担心的快疯了
然而你有没有想过
这并不在你的责任范围
而且很有可能他是在躲着你
他受不了你对他那么好
不要一直发短信给他
不要一直找他
你也许只是想找他说说话
你觉得那很正常不算苛求
但是也许他并不这么想



记住你的想法不代表他的想法
你是真的不求回报的在喜欢他吗
你扪心自问一下
你确定不用他回报什么吗
那为什么你会难过
若是真的一无所求
你又怎么会觉得难过呢
所以别觉得你那么爱他是伟大的
也许她根本不在乎你怎么为他付出
有时候你给他的爱或许是种负担



这种负担只会让他更加想远离你
因为他不想亏欠你
别事事为他担心为他张罗
你觉得他没有你不行
你觉得别人做不到你那么完善
但是你要清楚
你不是他要的那个人
你做的再完善也敌不过人家不做
自然会有人为他担心为他着急
不用你来费心



那个位置本来就不是你的
你何必硬要挤上去呢
也许曾经你们是相爱过的
但是请记住那是曾经
过去的就是过去了
如果大家真的适合在一起
那么当初就不会分开
无论是谁提的分手都一样
这段感情曾经就是存在破裂点的
不管是谁错结果都是一个你们分开了



分开以后
如果一方试图想挽回而另一方没有同意的话
那么这段感情就是过去了
他是理智的因为他已经明白了两个人不适合
而你还一遍一遍的告诉自己
你们当初如何如何相爱
不可能那么容易就分手的
这样只会让你更加难以放弃
却不会让对方再次回头选择你
除非大家都有意要和好



否则你一个巴掌是不可能拍响的
所以尽早打消这个念头吧
至于他是不是有意我想你自己心里比谁都明白
不要觉得自己有多可怜或者把自己弄的很可怜
这样做一点意思也没有
他不会因为你可怜而喜欢你
你说道理你都懂只是你做不好
不是你做不好是你不想做
你不是怕忘记他你是怕他忘了你吧
别说什么他离不开你的



其实分明就是你离不开他
他若是离不开你
他就不会不要你
整天死死巴着人家不放的人是你
不懂事的人是你
难道你没看出来吗
喜欢他不是你的错
想关心他不是你的错
控制不住自己不是你的错
但是那是你的方式



傻孩子.
忘了吧.所有你留恋的.你回忆的.你拥有过的.
那些.都已是记忆.
缺失并不可怕.
可怕的.是无法面对.



傻孩子.
勇敢看着镜子中的自己吧.
这个悲伤软弱满面憔悴的自己.
这也是你.成长中的你.
这个你.正在逐渐死去.
新的你.即将重生.
找寻你的路.你的未来.
你知道的.所有的浩劫.都是成长的祭奠.
做最好的自己.即使.一个人.



傻孩子.
你无法轻易忘记放弃.是因为你付出过.
付出了.她就会像柱子一样扎根在心.
不要刻意去逃避.刻意忘记.那只会让你更痛苦.
绕开这个柱子.寻找未来的幸福生活吧.
那里.有你的理想.



傻孩子.
开始新的习惯吧.
习惯.早上不再有人工闹铃.
习惯.每天一个人生活.
习惯.一个人过生日.一个人行走.
你逃不掉.逃不掉的.
那么.就勇敢面对.现实.
现实是.她已离开.一切.画上了句点.



傻孩子.
好.好.尽情发泄吧.
剥开自己的心.用文字.用声音.用所有能发泄的方式.
泄完了.就要振作.
看吧.你失去的.其实微不足道.
还有那么多人关心着你.以不同的方式.
所以.你并不孤独.
正是这样的失去.让你看清现在所拥有的幸福.



傻孩子.
别哭.别再哭.
不值得.真的.不值得了.
把过去尘封吧.别委屈.别不甘心.别不接受.
开始新的旅程吧.去遇见新的风景.新的际遇.
做你该做的事吧.有很多事.等待着你完成呢.



傻孩子.
所有的人都对你有信心.
所以.你也要充满信心.
你是坚强的.积极的.乐观的.洒脱的.
以前是.以后也会是.
总有一天.那个活力无穷傻气无尽的女金刚会复活.



傻孩子.
生活褪去了曾有的颜色.暂时宁静.
别沉沦在这片宁静里.那会毁掉你.
你要明白.虽然残忍.但这个决定.足够正确.
现在的生活.不是你想要的.
为了你的理想.你必须学会适时放弃.
给对方最好的关怀.就是.变的更好.更强大.更幸福.



现在我对你很好、很好、很好,
你不需要、你无所谓、你不在乎,你不珍惜。。。。
当某天,你被伤害,想起我。
那时的我再也做不到像现在这样一如既往、不顾一切的



对你好了。。。
因为那时的我,已经将你放低。。。。
原来,放低一个人,最后是被对方逼出来的。。。。
其实这个世界,真的没有非要谁不可,
走自己的路,别回头



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