Invisible d 6 sense

I oso dun knw where to start frm.....frm tat time i msg u n til cant gt ur reply,i ady knw tat there r something bad or problem happen ady.so i dun knw y since tat moment,start no heart play dota ady,bt tat r i n classmates d last time d game,so i just cont play v them.cuz when in degree,they r no more my classmates,just can say is x-classmates only.i nt say tat r ur fault make me so moody lah.when i reached home after the game,my mind tel me tat wat i worry hv happened ady when i c ur msg.i just can und ur 1st sentence n abt tat 2nd sentence...i really dun knw wat r u talking abt,bt i really hope tat ur 2nd sentence talk d ppl nt me.bt,finally i oso want tq u d cuz u tel me ur viewpoint n true voice without hidden it frm me.b4 i cal u,i c drama d.bt after tat,i really so moody ady.sry cuz tel u abt tis,i say it out nt cuz i want u knw tat hw hurt im or tis r ur fault.i oso a normal human who v feeling d,so i oso want to tel u abt my real feeling nw.bt,i discover something tat i oso dunknw it is fated or so lucky.as i say,i no mood to cont c drama,i oso cant sleep,so i just play me hp d mp3 randomly.u knw wat happen?all tat mp3 i heard look like r alive d,they just like a ppl chat n console me v their song's title.i knw tat tis r sounds so crazy,bt it is real d.eg:the 1st song is s.h.e d "hw r u nw?"......cyndi d "til r fren"......claire d "moment of time"......finally is fish leong d "if ni if" n "belong".cuz after tat i really cant cont control my emotion anymore.......n i finally fall a sleep without my sense.finally,i want to say again:i write tis out nt gt wat purpose d cuz i just want to release my real feeling only.tat all.

The last day of foundation at utar

Yeaterday d 4pm,v finished v d last final exam paper~finance!!!so at 9 v hv a farewell gathering at grand kampar hotel,v eat stimboat til so......full n til gt many food remaining.hehe...specially the egg n mee.oops...dun 4gt abt tat vegetable which r 100% organic d.u must ask tat hw i knw leh?i wil ask u nw cuz v noticed tat there r worm on the vegetable...so nw u knw wat happen ady.so,pls go n invite all fren n family member go there eat health stimboat.IF U ALL DEAL LAH?!?after eat dinner,v hv seperate into 2 group:1st group go yam cha while c movie;2nd group go A-station play dota...i 4gt tat til gt 1 ppl leave us n go to heaven ady.haha...if u r ta4 d,must knw who n wat heaven im talking d.pls dun think wrong think,tat ppl nw r til alive!!!then,v ta4 d farewell gathering hv end v a nice ending.actually,i nt say tat v ta4 d ppl wil nt c each other more in the future lah.cuz v all oso til at kampar mah,so i believe tat if v gt heart want c each other oso can d.i hope tat v all fren nt just only ta4 d gang FRIENDSTER 4EVER!!!i oso dun want say wat touching d word in here loh.finally,i want to say bye2 to my fren who r going to k.l d.eg:chun fei n all his classmates who i knw d n 1371 d digi n etc...i dun knw them included u a nt?bt,i really dun...haiz,i oso dun knw wat to say lah.last word,all ppl pls remember tat 1 day r fren,v all whole life oso r fren!!!pls 4gv me if i hv do something tat make u all feel unhappy or watever lah;pls remember wat i hv do together v u all n our sweet n happy memory during tis whole 1 year in foundation at utar.i wil always remember tat wat happen frm the very 1st day when v all dun knw the available of each other til nw v knw n understand abt each other.no matter the memory u all gv me r sweet or bitter d,i promise u all tat i wil remember it in my mind n put u all d feeling inside my heart d deep2 part.BYE2 FOUNDATION AT UTAR!!!nw d me~just looking 4ward to v d ta4 d last foundation d trip at genting although just 12 ppl go only.

Tq to u......

"Do not cry over split milk" is wat u tel me after u knw tat im sad n lonely nw.although i dun knw tat tis word frm u r write for me or nt?i choose to believe tat tis word r for console me d.i c it after v end chating long time ago.ur word really so meaningful for me n gv power to make me become strong n full v energy again.so,i wil listen to wat u say d cuz i knw u hope me b like tat d.finally,tq u again for trying to console me n teach me tis meaningful word.i wil always remember wat hv u did to me d.hope wil listening frm u soon.in here i oso want tq 1 of my classmate cuz she explain the meaning for me.tat all,back to work loh.

How to i live without him?!?

He just left me tis morning n tis time he won back to my side again.cuz he has his new destiny at k.l frm the next month.he took away all the thing which is belonging to him,so that i cant hold the last memory with him.although 1 year for me not a long period,im til a human.i notice that i hv feeling on the life which always hv he beside me n i nw cant face the truth~he has left me behind ady. life without him r so boring n meaningless.til remember tat at sem1 d 1st n 2nd week,we 2 ppl oso blur2 d pass our uni life.ntg to do oso at that time,we just can sleep n eat n sleep loh.at 9 time after dinner,we even go 2 c c 4 c ppl play on9 game 4 abt 1 hr then only we back room.bt,happiness nt so long n 4ever d.since sem2,relationship btw us hv changed.we both oso knw nw fren ady.i oso always bc v my group d assignment,same 4 him too.he start to go out with his fren.our distance become to be more n more far.the starting of sem3,he always say want go play football with his fren n then eat dinner with them.so,i just can only say ok n find my fren to eat dinner or eat alone loh.cuz i nt who in his mind...we are just fren.wat can i do?finally,i want to say tat i wil try my best to live without u d n wish u has a nw n good opening life at k.l.cuz i knw tat tis is 1 of the destiny of us,let us come over tis test together!!!i wil looking 4ward 2 heard frm u soon......

Some viewpoint......frm me as 1st or 3rd ppl?

Haiz......no mood study,so write blog loh.i tel u all 1st,myself oso nt sure tat im writing abt own or some1.actually,some r other ppl d n remaining d r mine.2day,i heard abt dj say tat:"if u r pain,u must say out;if nt the ppl who hurt u cant feel wat wrong thing they hv done" or "the ppl who r caring u dun knw u hv been hurt n needed concern frm them".as u knw tat it wil hurt ppl when u did tat,then y u til want 2 do it?i really nt understand.bt,tat ppl say tat u r the only 1 ppl who i can share my feeling n load v.so,since tat moment,all painful n sadness left away ady.i say tat feel pain,bt inside the painful,i til can feel some caring n warming frm u.tat y at the 1st time,i dun tel u tat im in painful.bt,u oso can feel my feeling finally.u say tat im the type of ppl who dun want 2 listen 2 ur real voice or true story.bt,im really nt tat type of ppl who run frm the truth,heard wat i like only n reject 2 heard wat i dislike or want listen 2 lie only.i really appreciate tat u r willing 2 trust me n share ur real feeling v me.so,i wil trust in u n keep silence til u say tat it is enough ady,u nt need 2 endure anymore.dj oso say tat mayb i just hv the destiny 2 b ur faithful listener in tis times or 4ever.anyway,im so hope tat i can b ur listener 4ever no wonder which position im nw at or in the future.mayb u wil think im stupid,bt i can sure tel u tat "YOU ARE DESERVE TO BE TREAT AS GOOD AS POSSIBLE BY REAL HEART" cuz u ady use ur real heart 2 treat other ppl.in conclusion:pls dun worry abt me or scare hurt me again cuz im enjoying ur true heart in painfulness.next time u hv any matter either happy or sad d based on ur viewpoint or mine,just open ur true heart n come share v me wat ur feeling no wonder wat time or place.i wil b there always 4 u d.pls dun think tat im crazy oh.im really looking 4ward 2 heard frm u.hope u c wat i want u 2 c.ok loh,finish saying wat i want 2 say.let back 2 revision.

So lucky or it is fated?

I say ady dun write anything b4 exam d.bt,dun knw y after just nw yam cha n c football v my fren,i cant sleep n my roomate til chating dun knw v who.so,i cant sleep loh.bt,actually oso nt his problem lah.2day,finally i knw tat she r nt so good as i think b4 tat d.although i nt really knw the full story of her cuz i nt yt listen finish story frm some1,i think i nt so understand abt her d.i knw tat she b chase by a guy,bt their relationship nw nt so clear or watever lah.she say tat she til miss him although she tel me tat they 2 ppl cant ending v happy story.i dun knw i should feel happy or sad 4 her?im so confused made by her ady.btw,as a fren in tis situation,i just want 2 tel her 2 wat she think tat should 2 nw n i wil always support her's decision n choice d.on other hand,i feel a bit sad on her's story.dun knw y gt tis feeling?mayb i cant c my fren continue act like tat.oh......yes,i almost 4gt tat wat i say nw nt related 2 my title above.yalah......i related then nw loh.2day i hv download tat lastest episode of 1 taiwan drama.tis story say abt 1 future ppl come 2 the pass time n stay at tat pass time world cuz he cant return n hv mission 4 him 2 complete.tis episode say tat 1 guy who live at tat pass time fall in love v a gal,bt tat gal hv bf ady.so,tat guy just stay beside n concorn n take care of tat gal after her bf betray her.tat future guy knw tat the gal who the guy like wil nt like him 4ever n mayb she r wicked d?!?so,no wonder wat tat guy 2 2 the gal who he like,tat gal wil nt hv relationship v him d.nw my situation same as the future guy,i knw wat wil happen,bt dun knw hw 2 tel my fren.or actually i oso dun knw wat wil happen cuz "there wil b miracle when v believe it".so,wonder the love of tat guy can bring miracle n change the history.MAYBE........sometime it is good 4 us or bad?the ans must b discover by own self,no1 can help us.my another fren say tat "our daily life is meaningful n full v surprise n fun when v cant discover or predict our future!!!"i totally agree v wat she say d.the main point finally came:so,u all think tat 2day i c d tat episode of drama n wat i heard frm some1 r almost similar!So,it is i so lucky or it is fated 2 gv me c tat episode of drama 4 make me think more clearly or hv 1 more clear pic of the event happen abt wat some1 tel me.tat all,time 2 sleep.hope wat i write can only gv who i want tat ppl understand d understand,so tat ppl wil knw hw 2 2 or......i oso dun knw cuz say again:"FUTURE CANT BE PREDICT" .

Finally,i knw wat she's meaning.....

At last,i knw ady wat tat dj say to me at tat day.it cant b count like tat the.....it is abt fe??,nt abt l?v?l!!!really i hv gt 2 same view point n ans on it.so,i can sure 4 nw,wat should i do n come on let gv it,her n i a break.v nw must go to ready 4 our final battle in foundation at utar.v must end tis battle beautifully n quickly cuz v r less of time b4 it is too late.tat all wat i gt frm her word~"FIGHT 4 FUTURE!!! "ok,c u all fren after final battle.wish v all good luck n to our best.