Commit suicide?!?

Finished...

yesterday really wat oso finished ady loh.
1st...all presentation and assignment.
2nd...75% of tis sem d mid-term(nw only remaining next sat d qt2 n faf d mid-term).
3rd...pei yi d happy day cuz over 12am ady.
4th...im sad to heard tis news,bt it seem tat my fren d 1 of her pet(cute n baby rabbit) hv pass away in tis morning d 730am.
5th...tis 1 really make me so crazy loh cuz yesterday my fim2 d mid-term hv calculated wrong the absorption costing of the stock in the 1st step,haiz...i dun knw whether the remaining works i did hv marks a nt?watever lah,it oso cant b change ady.the worst situation i oso thought ady loh.as chee ann say:hv extra 1 die ppl d body who hv written the word "80" at the body part cuz the right ans is "88" n i wrote "80" at westlake there loh.
6th...im so "excited" cuz yesterday after i back home after a whole day full v stress cuz i hv presentation n mid-term at the same day mah(yesterday).after i back,i til need borrow my desktop to some1 cuz his laptop hv spoilt n under repairing d condition bt he 2day hv individual presenatation 4 public speaking mah.wat 2 2?just can let him do slide in my room loh.after waiting abt 1 hr++,he finally finished his slide show.apa then?i start my on9 career again loh.he3...
7th...actually tis news really make my heart broken n shocked cuz hw she can treat me like tat d?b4 tis i n she ady deal ady d mah.if hv wat improvement in level,pls tel me cuz i oso want 2 inward in the up level d mah.bt,wat she 2?she just go up level v her best fren without tel me.tat day she just touching a bit on tat topic only,n at last she oso nt willing 2 tel me the truth.she make me look like some1 who keep on dumped by other ppl n wat i 2 4 her is totally nt worth at all.wat the "XXXX".tis 4 words u all oso can imgine wat d lah.nw she hv b the "Crystal Maiden" ady v the "frostbite" level 1 d skill ady.wat im 2ing nw?i nt even enter the game n choose my hero.dun worry,my C.M,i will remember u til 4ever d.nvm d if u nt tel me abt ur up level d thing,i will oso trying 2 up level my another skill by my own d.as u all economics students knw,there is something called "opportunity cost".if i dun gt 2 up-grade my level,i will gt other thing d.finally,i want wish u all the best in tat suck battle hv started without me,my dearly C.M......

Full solar eclipse

2day early in the morning,i woke up.cuz i am waiting to see the more amazing view in the world which is the "full solar eclipse".i also decided to cycle go westlake to see and admire this special moment d.who know...haiz...i really so disappointed cuz the bad weather condition in Malaysia caused us cant see the effect of solar eclipse.lolx...swt lah wei...cuz i heard ppl say that this "full solar eclipse" will only happen each 300 yrs once time.so,maybe some ppl also dun hv the chance to see it in thier whole life cuz human being can only live till around 100 yrs old mah.i hv the chance d,bt...dun want say lah.bt,he3...i hv take some picture frm my pc d screen.how i do so?ha3...that is a secret.wakaka...just kidding lah.actually,i watch pps d live show from china tv station mah,so i can took this foto loh.all these 4 foto is taken from 4 different places in China(i just know the chinese name of the place cuz my bi so bad,so pls dun ask me abt the english name of the 4 places which are located in China).although they are from my pc d screen,they really look amazing and beautiful.hope u all can enjoying the "full solar eclipse" on non-live together with me.

The stupid polar bear

2day,i read 1 article about polar bear d.the article start with 1 question:do you know the most easy and cruel way to kill a polar bear?actually u dun need to use what huge or modern weapon or many ppl to do this killing d job.can u guess how it work?for me,i think that the person uses poison or something to make that polar bear to fall asleep d and then kill it.but,the real answer really shocked me and i feel that this method of killing polar bear without its awareness is so cruel.like what we say usually:we die ady also dun know how we die d.

if we want to kill something or ppl,the 1st step is we want to understand about the characteristics of the targeted object.polar bear is an animal which is so like blood(just like a blood-seeker) and loyal to love partner.of course in here,the characteristics which cause it been killed is blood-seeker and not the loyal to love partner cuz polar bear is an animal and not human being.i can imagine that if it is a human being...then i maybe can kidnapped his wife,then i tell him:if u dun commit suicide in front of me,i will hurt ur wife.wakaka...that is just my imagination,in reality world cant happen this event d lah.he3...

here come the killing part.1st,hunter killed another animal such as sea lion.2nd,hunter collect the blood of the sea lion into a huge container.3rd,the hunter placed a long and sharp d blade in the middle of the blood pool.4th,he just need to wait the blood pool to be frozen cuz at the North Pole,the weather is extremely cold d,so this action he must do it faster b4 the blood pool frozen.5th,u all can imagine what will result coming out?then,a blood pool which with a hidden blade is frozen and it is ready for the polar bear to "enjoying licking and eating" it.if u cant imgine,just imagine it look like an ice-cream but the wood stick which holding that ice-cream have change to a blade which holding the blood favour d ice-cream.the hunter dun need to attract the polar bear to come into the trap cuz polar bear's nose is so attractive by bloody thing d.so,later the polar bear will come and start licking that blood pool just like a child licking an ice-cream without happiness.it will continue licking til its tongue licked the blade which hidden inside.but,as u all known,the North Pole is a n extremaly cold d place,so its tongue ady been "narcosis" or "anesthesia".as the result,it cant feel the painful of its tongue which hurt or cut by the blade.what the polar bear can feel is there is more and more fresh blood flowing out from that blood pool,but actually it is itself d blood.so,it feel more excited and continue licking.till the final,the polar bear is die cuz loss too much of blood without awareness and painful d feeling.finally step is that hunter will come and collect that stupid polar bear after it been die.i also dun know want to sai that the polar bear is killed by the hunter or it is commit suicide?this u all can analysis by own.my answer is 50% killing and 50% commit suicide loh.the next question is we want say that hunter is clever or the polar bear is stupid?this time not same as,i say 65% clever and 35% stupid.what about u all?

u all till remember the 2nd characteristics of polar bear which is loyal to love?so,if the other love partner of polar bear have been killed or die.the remain polar bear will continue waiting for its another partner back home till it be old even its die day.it won find another new love partner in its whole life again.but,the reality is so cruel d cuz it dun know the die news about another partner,it just keep on waiting.i can imgine what is on the mind of the remain polar bear:"what wrong thing have i did?y he/she won come back to my side d?are he/she fall in love with another polar bear,so dun want me anymore?etc d question which it will think..."but,the main question that it won think is:"will he/she been killed or die ady?if i n he/she is polar bear too,then both of us must have the same characteristics---loyal to love partner."if that remain polar bear think such question,then maybe it will continue its life with more happiness.but,if we think at another view point,it is also so cruel to tell it about the die news of its love partner cuz after it known that,it also cant do anything except crying and feel sad.cuz polar bear cant bury its another love partner just like what we as human being can do and then the body of killed polar bear also have been took away by the hunter and i can say that it cant be a complete die body.cuz the fresh of polar bear can be eat and its skin can be used to make cloth or whatever thing.

in conclusion,i am so touching by the polar bear d story cuz its love is really so loyal n countless.i also feel pity of that polar bear which killed by its personal characteristics---blood-seeker and how it is stupid.but,after i think clearly,we also cant say that it is stupid cuz this is what GOD give to it.on the other hand,i am shocked by the intelligent and cruelless of the hunter or human being.but,after i think clearly,this is also their fault lah cuz we need to eat for continue survive d mah.at least they also use their brain to found out a kiiling method which cause the polar bear to die without awareness and happy d condition cuz it thinking that it is so lucky cuz has so fresh d blood can eat.haiz...finally,i know that each thing in this world also have its pros and cons d.so,if we can over our own part or boundary,then it is ok ady loh.what is u all the view point?i will like to listen from u all in my chat-box.tq...

1st blood

There are few first time i did some activities during yesterday and today d:

1~i be helper in utar during the mind festival.
i feel happy cuz can b helper together with my fren such as kenny,alex,yeong li,yin syn,li theng and etc...(all are my TG8 d new fren except 2 old d fren at TA4 lah).tat day morning b4 i go 2 skol,i feel a bit nervous d cuz dun knw later i wil b given wat job mah.v all need to arrived at skol b4 730am,bt tat day v oso a bit late lah.he3...cuz every1 oso cant wake up at so early mah.ha3...yeong li and alex given the task to defend enemy in the 1st defend line.i just can wish they are good luck only cuz tat is a dangerous task.the jeneral even called yeong li to attack from backdoor wor.kenny,i,yin syn and li theng given the task as defending the food store from the attacking of the enemy.ha3...it is a job which cant say easy or hard lah,just middle d level loh.bt 1st at all,v must remove all the food from the palance's food store(canteen) to our each ppl d defend area or counter(free area beside ddk2/just 2 tables and chair only lah).can tat count as area???i oso nt sure wor.after moving all the food to our counter,v hv to count clearly abt the amount of food cuz now is war time,there is nt extra food 4 who d,even he is jeneral oso say like tat d lah.kenny+li theng n my counter been attacked by large no of enemy wor,bt yin syn d counter look like so peaceful without wat huge attack fram the opponent.when the war hv began,1st my counter was being attacked by large no of enemy,luckily my partner(i oso dun knw she called wat name lah...so,just named she with leng nui with black shirt loh) is very clever and full with strategic.bt,cuz the no of enemy really too large for v to handle.suddenly,there is another fren(leng nui with white shirt) of my partner joined us in the defending activity.so,in the end,v can managed to defend our counter n reattack our enemy til all of them ran back to their country(ddk1).unfortunetely,2nd time the enemy attacking kenny+li theng d counter wor.waloo...too many of them ady.so,kenny used his fire-cracker to make signal for HELP!!!then,my clever d partner say tat she ownself can handle the remaining weak or injurned enemy,so i n her fren go help kenny+li theng at their counter.with the cooperate of 4 ppl,v oso sucessful reattacked the enemy n scare them away.wakaka...muaha3...v r the winner of the war!!!tat all of the helper(warrior of defender) d story.

2~i c the deputy prime minister face to face,nt from tv or newspaper.
i feel so proud cuz hv chance to c him at utar.bt,my another mission hv failed.cuz im a secret agent from XYZ country,my mission is to K?I? him.bt,the defending of the security guard of utar is too perfect ady til nt 1% chance for me to launch my attack or use my secret weapon---flying pen...ha3...nvm cuz there wil b another day v tat mission of ?I?L him.wakaka...u cant escape from my weapon cuz im the bounty hunter.he3...nw only u knw hw powerful n skillful im ar???u knw nw oso no too late d.ok lah,after talking tis,let talk abt something funny.in conclusion,i found tat he is looking fatter than the picture which at newspaper.oops...remember dun tel other ppl tat tis sceret is i tel u d wor.ok???promise???if nt,i will ???? u d oh!!!dun play-play with me lah!!!

3~i jogging with my x-TA4 fren after my M.P(management principle d mid-term) in the evening
2day,i go jogging v kenny,chee ann,samantha,pei yi,pipu n yin syn.cuz chee ann n kenny hv invite me so many times to join them go jogging ady loh.so,im paiseh to reject them again loh.ha3...talk like im so mulia oh.actually nt like tat d lah cuz i ntg to do after back from skol mah,so go c c hw loh.i oso dunknw myself can til jog a nt d cuz since last time i ady almost 1/2 yr dun hv jogging ady loh.y???cuz im so lazy loh.ha3...tat is the simplest n more honest d ans tat i can gv u.the main reason i join them go jogging is for own body d health lah cuz im too fat ady loh.he3...so need a bit of exercise loh.tis is just the beginning only.i hope tat i can cont joining them go do tis healthy d activity---JOGGING!!!pls wish me dun b lazy again n cont gambatea in keep fit!!!

4~i c such cant use word to express d garden inside the area behind danish house area.
2day,v all ppl go tat park to jogging mah,only i knw tat garden is so...beautiful d wor,just like tat "garden of eden".b4 tis i ady knw tat there is a new garden at there d,bt i cant imagine tat it is so large in area n full v facility d loh such as playground,exercise or gym d tool,water fall,pond v many fish inside it,chair for ppl to sit n relax n rest after exercise...etc.2day cuz is the starting of jogging for me,so i just jog for 2 rounds only,bt i wil try to jog more rounds.he3...if want c picture,pls link to kenny or pei yi d blog from my blog.tq so much for u all d cooperation cuz im lazy to post picture at here.ha3...

Story abt insect

yesterday cuz too tired ady,so din update my blog.watever lah.yesterday i hv 1 class only tat is frm 6 til 8pm d,bt cuz ntg to discuss ady,so tutor gv us early around half an hr back home loh.so,i think tat can go dinner n after tat back home early a bit d.oops...i 4gt abt chee ann again wor.then,nvm loh,kenny n i wait he at ktar d door there loh cuz v go out to nw town eat dinner mah.since 730pm,kenny hv tel me tat he r hungry ady,then i say 2day v ended class early mah,wait 4 a while then mah can go eat liao loh.who knw v 2 ppl wait n wait...abt 820pm only c chee ann coming v his bicycle.cuz chee ann is course rap mah,so he must keep tat laptop n thing after class then mah a bit late ady loh.luckily kenny dun fainted cuz if he really fainted ady i oso dun knw hw to save him ar?btw the waiting period,kenny n i ntg to do mah,then v 3838 take foto loh.every1,pls dun misund cuz v nt take foto or leng nui(4 kenny) or leng zai(4 me).i think u all oso cant guess wat foto hv v took d lah except those ppl who hv c kenny's blog lah.the ans is..."BEE".hv u guess right?i oso dun notice there is a long shape d bee's nest hagging on tat ktar gate d.kenny tel me d,then i oso go took some foto n then analyse wat is these insect n r they til alive?luckily v dun go kacau tat thing wor cuz all those r bees n they r all alive n active.y i knw tis?cuz after v do tis 3838 d thing,v cont wait chee ann in front of tat door mah.later,kenny say tat the bees r flying toward him n me too.apa then?wat can v do?v just can try to leave ourselves as far as possible loh.ha3...tat is the end of bee story.if u all r interest in tis story or wat to c tat nest d foto d,pls kindly link to kenny's blog frm my blog.tq.

2nd d story abt insect d.the main actor of tis story is my grandma d favouritest pet---"COCKROACH" cuz she say tat they always oso go visit her room d.i oso ady knw abt her secret n y tis event happen ady,just she always oso dun accept the truth only.u all can guess y a nt???cuz she is the queen of the cockroach loh.as a queen of them,her servant must everyday go c she for reporting anything abt their country d mah such as the economics event,gt energy attack a nt n etc...wakaka...grandma,i knw it is hard 4 u 2 believe in wat i telling u nw,bt it is the TRUTH.although u r the queen of them,grandma...bt u oso cant always suka hati kill 1 of ur kingdom d faithful servant d mah which r writing annual report inside ur drawer or jaga 4 ur secrurity in ur bathroom or cleaning ur toilet n etc...he3...if u cont like tat,i scare someday all of ur servant wil b hv+ing mogok behind ur room as way chee ann say wor.ha3...i wil write abt tis in blog cuz tat day i read abt my grandma d blog n msn d pm mah.she wroye there:i hv killed my faithful servant n i dun deal 2 touch it v my priceless's hands,so pls some1 come my room n help me burying my servant???muakakaka...im a evil queen!!!wat can u all 2 abt me???ha3...wa...

on the other hand,i c my another fren d msn d pm oso wrote some sad news abt cockroach d.bt,she is nt the queen n relative of them or wat lah.she is just a nice gal who just loanthe abt dirty d thing n animal.cockroach is 1 of the best example given.the below is wat she wrote:"to all my dear n poor cockroaches,u all r so unlucky cuz had entered the wrong house,u all just can accept tat u all hv made the wrong decision to attack my place."after i read tis,i feel a bit shock cuz such beautiful d word can used to tel abt the killing of fews servant of my grandma,cuz she say tat cockroaches,so i can sure tat there is nt only 1 of them who killed in the war.no like my grandma,use so weird n wicked d tone to call ppl help she for bury her faithful servant after killed it secara suka hati only.

my fren,chee ann tel me tat "cockroach" is the animal who live most long time in tis world cuz there ady hv in the time when the world just hv dinosaur n without human being.bt,at tat time the size of cockroach is abt a normal adult human lah.i oso hard to imagine hw r so big d cockroach look like.bt,let me tel u all 1 good news which is my grandma,the wicked queen always hv 9mare abt 1 adult human d size d cockroach is inside her room waiting to chase n kill her for taking revenge on she cuz she hv killed so many of the faithful servant who live around her.bt,y nw d cockroach v can c is so small in size d???i oso cant ans u tis question loh.he3...if u r interest in tis topics d,u can go do some research on9 d,BUT...remember to tel me wat in4 tat u hv found n shere v me at my chat-box wor.u all r 24 hrs welcome d.

in conclusion,although cockroach is so powerful n hv so many experince to make it can cont live in tis earth til so long d time period,it til r nt the enemy or oppenent of human being.tis is cuz the bad queen who control n take in charge of their huge cockroach's kingdom.2nd main reason is the human being is more evil n cruel than them.so,v can killed them bt they won kill us.tat all.tis blog is writing 4 some1 specially 2 read d,hope tat she can und wat i wrote n b a good leader in the future!!!

Skip class again

haiz...i oso dun knw wat happen v me ar?!?since i study in degree d week1 til nw(week6) ady.i totally had skipped 4 tutorial classes.i dun knw im luciky or wat?cuz each time i hv special situation which make me cant attend my class on time for example over-slept,stomache n etc...2day,i start to count hw many n wat class has been skip by me.the result make me feel so ???...i oso dun knw hw to use word to explain my feeling.in tis sem,i hv taken 5 subjects,they r f.i.m,f.a.f,qt,management principle n microeconomics.as i say ady,the class i skip all r tutorial class.bt,out of 5 subjects,i found tat i ady skipped 4 subjects of them n so luckily each subject once time only.ha3...so nw the remaining subject tat i nv skip b4 is "F.I.M".tis subject is the class of survivor nt cuz i like tat tutor or watever reason.speak honestly,i dun like tat subject d "m" type tutor(she always oso gv us back home early at least half an hr d...i feel tat she is a bit lazy loh...he3...actually i oso nt so hardworking d lah...so,she lazy n i mah lazy too loh...wat a useless reason i gv oh???stupid!!!)i oso dun knw tat wil i skip tat class or other d class a nt in the future,bt i hope tat i won skip any class anymore from tis second.pls let me change tis "bad habit"!!!bt,i think tat 1st action i must do is sleep early.bt,it is an impossible 4 me.haiz...i oso wil try my best d if can.tat all 4 2day.

The starting of mid-term in degree

2day is the 1st day of starting of mid-term in my degree new life.my 1st mid-term d subject is microeconomics.2mr is tat so hard 4 me d f.i.m(financial information for management) loh.haiz...i oso dun knw hw to die tis time ady.cuz tis subject is all abt calculation d(pls dun gv its name cheated u,it called wat wat management only,BUT inside is all trap just like 1 subject tat i am lucikly survived from---COST ACCOUNTING)...in the 1st yr n 1st sem of degree life,v only hv 2 asignments want to do only.ha3.do u feel a bit happy in here when u heard me say tis?bt,the climax is coming after tis lah...wait c hw it kill me later bah?!?v hv total 8 mid-term wor in 6 weeks d time period.u say i feel "high" a nt lah?tat nt the problem,the real problem is all of them come just like the wave of the sea(come 1 by 1 d without stopping attacking me) to gv me so time for rest or break.tat worst is 2day d exam loh cuz i dun knw hw to do or cant understand wat tat question ask from me and dun hv enough time to finish it.i feel so down and sad...bt,wat i can do nw is looking forward to 2mr d exam cuz tat part v cant change it ady...

Unlucky day

2day morning at 11pm i hv class d.bt,at around 10.35pm,i stomached again.so wat can i 2?haiz...i skip class again loh.i totally hv skip 2 classes ady,2 oso tutorial class,so cant cal kenny help me sign name.frm nw onward,i hopefully my best fren---"stomache" dun come find me again b4,during n after my class b4 i back home safety.

nvm loh tis morning d matter cuz i oso cant control d mah.cuz after 12.30pm,v hv break time for lunch til 2pm only hv class back,i wait kenny for lunch loh.bt,u all knw wat happen?he early2 go old town eat lunch n buy his 2 nw pets---ninja tutle!!!then i dun knw abt it mah,so i stupid2 d wait til 1pm.then only i sms he ask where r he?then he say i at nw town nw ar...wakaka...swt lah wei...i am speechless ady.nvm again loh,wat can i 2?u all want me cycle go nw town tumbuk he meh?i think b4 i reached there,he oso back utar ady or i am dried in tireness ady in the middle of the road.

then ok loh,i go skol by own,2day i oso a bit late lah.cuz 1si i need to pay all bill and rent fee to cake shop d owner,then i cycle through ktar loh.later when i pass by 2nd carteen in utar,i c my x-classrap,so i chat a while.after tat the climax part come ady,i c my QT d lecturer is walking at behind of me.so.i must rush n walk faster loh cuz i dun want to late attend her class mah n nw she is walking behind me nw.wat can i do again?of course RUN!!!bt,i oso gv she cheated ady.i noticed tat after i sit inside edk1.then after 8min only she come into edk1,i think she just nw want to go toilet 1st b4 come to class.wat the ???make i walk so fast then she go toilet!!!swt lah wei...

ok,next case nw.tis case happen during my class at edk1.i sit alone at 1st loh cuz kenny n his gang oso back late frm nw town mah.then dun knw y i sit btw kenny n yin syn.the incident happen ady:i dun knw kenny hv say wat v yin syn which make she so angry n want to attack kenny.nvm loh,i think tat they 2 ppl fight r their house d problem mah.who knw???yin syn dun hv weapon,so wat she do?she just take my file which located nearest to her n attacked kenny!!!in here the another climax come ady---cuz her hand r too "long" so tat i b her attacking target ady.below is explaination for ppl which cant imagine wat i say:cuz her attack range is near,for example is 130 range,bt kenny is located at 280 range.so,u all guess wat happen?finally,her attack and reverge plan is totally sucessed.she take my file directly attacked my face.luckily my face oso nt look nice ady,so nvm d.if i dun defended myself,i think my eyes been attacked directly ady loh.another swt lah wei...kenny's fault,y want i go accept the bad ending d?i hv made 1 conclusion:next time dun sit btw the war area.good example given is the place btw kenny n yin syn.if u think tis is the end of story,then u all r totwlly wrong ady.cuz tis story hv 2 climaxs wor.cuz 2day d class dun knw boring or wat,yin syn n her gang skip class early n back home ady.later when the class ended,i remove my file n go toilet.tat time only i knw tat my file hv been DESTROYED by LOH YIN SYN!!!haiz...wat can i do?she oso back home ady loh.then,i sms to in4 she abt tis news loh.then her reply really make me going to b mad ady.she say:ha3...ur file is the 2nd file which been destryed by me...yeah3...she look like so enjoying destroying my file v joyceful.cuz tat 1st file which been destroyed is belong to my x-class rap who i meet 2day at 2nd carteen in utar.

the unluckily day continue going on after 6pm d class.when i cycle go to kenny's house to hv d.i.y d dinner again.suddenly,dun knw y n hw???1 of my bike d part hv spoilt n dun knw dropped at where on the floor ady.luckily,i til can cycle it,bt just feel a bit strange feeling at my legs there loh cuz where i put my legs d part hv spoilt mah.swt again...

finally,my unluciky day ended v the last event at kenny's house d dinner.2day d menu is d.i.y fried rice.so,as u all knw,want cook fried rice d rice must cooked b4 tat n put it wait for few hrs b4 u can use it to fry rice d mah.2day dunknw y n hw???tat cooked rice gt some problem,bt til can eat lah,just tat rice feel a bit more "taste" only.then,chee ann n pei yi put extra thing into tat fried rice.1 put extra pepper,1 put extra "kicap".u all say hw "taste" r tat dinner.he3...i am just kidding lah.at end,the fried rice oso so nice for eat lah.i say real d...n pei yi d nut's soup is most popular among us.all ppl oso want to fight for eat more nuts!!!wakkaka...c who r the nut winner???oops...i almost 4gt abt pei yi d mistake ady.she took kenny's house d "nice" eggs to fry rice 4 us.4 u all the in4,those eggs ady "busuk" cuz put at there since last yr d 2nd semester in foundation.wat the ???swt lah wei...luckily v d dinner til can eat loh.later v all go eat snowy again loh.after tat.v back home loh.tat mean my unluckily day is ended ady cuz nw tat time is 1230am.it is the next day ady.if i til so unluckily,tat mean i til hv another unluciky day loh...pls dun gv me another tat type of day ady!!!ok?can u deal v me?lucliky GOD???