Some viewpoint......frm me as 1st or 3rd ppl?

Haiz......no mood study,so write blog loh.i tel u all 1st,myself oso nt sure tat im writing abt own or some1.actually,some r other ppl d n remaining d r mine.2day,i heard abt dj say tat:"if u r pain,u must say out;if nt the ppl who hurt u cant feel wat wrong thing they hv done" or "the ppl who r caring u dun knw u hv been hurt n needed concern frm them".as u knw tat it wil hurt ppl when u did tat,then y u til want 2 do it?i really nt understand.bt,tat ppl say tat u r the only 1 ppl who i can share my feeling n load v.so,since tat moment,all painful n sadness left away ady.i say tat feel pain,bt inside the painful,i til can feel some caring n warming frm u.tat y at the 1st time,i dun tel u tat im in painful.bt,u oso can feel my feeling finally.u say tat im the type of ppl who dun want 2 listen 2 ur real voice or true story.bt,im really nt tat type of ppl who run frm the truth,heard wat i like only n reject 2 heard wat i dislike or want listen 2 lie only.i really appreciate tat u r willing 2 trust me n share ur real feeling v me.so,i wil trust in u n keep silence til u say tat it is enough ady,u nt need 2 endure anymore.dj oso say tat mayb i just hv the destiny 2 b ur faithful listener in tis times or 4ever.anyway,im so hope tat i can b ur listener 4ever no wonder which position im nw at or in the future.mayb u wil think im stupid,bt i can sure tel u tat "YOU ARE DESERVE TO BE TREAT AS GOOD AS POSSIBLE BY REAL HEART" cuz u ady use ur real heart 2 treat other ppl.in conclusion:pls dun worry abt me or scare hurt me again cuz im enjoying ur true heart in painfulness.next time u hv any matter either happy or sad d based on ur viewpoint or mine,just open ur true heart n come share v me wat ur feeling no wonder wat time or place.i wil b there always 4 u d.pls dun think tat im crazy oh.im really looking 4ward 2 heard frm u.hope u c wat i want u 2 c.ok loh,finish saying wat i want 2 say.let back 2 revision.

So lucky or it is fated?

I say ady dun write anything b4 exam d.bt,dun knw y after just nw yam cha n c football v my fren,i cant sleep n my roomate til chating dun knw v who.so,i cant sleep loh.bt,actually oso nt his problem lah.2day,finally i knw tat she r nt so good as i think b4 tat d.although i nt really knw the full story of her cuz i nt yt listen finish story frm some1,i think i nt so understand abt her d.i knw tat she b chase by a guy,bt their relationship nw nt so clear or watever lah.she say tat she til miss him although she tel me tat they 2 ppl cant ending v happy story.i dun knw i should feel happy or sad 4 her?im so confused made by her ady.btw,as a fren in tis situation,i just want 2 tel her 2 wat she think tat should 2 nw n i wil always support her's decision n choice d.on other hand,i feel a bit sad on her's story.dun knw y gt tis feeling?mayb i cant c my fren continue act like tat.oh......yes,i almost 4gt tat wat i say nw nt related 2 my title above.yalah......i related then nw loh.2day i hv download tat lastest episode of 1 taiwan drama.tis story say abt 1 future ppl come 2 the pass time n stay at tat pass time world cuz he cant return n hv mission 4 him 2 complete.tis episode say tat 1 guy who live at tat pass time fall in love v a gal,bt tat gal hv bf ady.so,tat guy just stay beside n concorn n take care of tat gal after her bf betray her.tat future guy knw tat the gal who the guy like wil nt like him 4ever n mayb she r wicked d?!?so,no wonder wat tat guy 2 2 the gal who he like,tat gal wil nt hv relationship v him d.nw my situation same as the future guy,i knw wat wil happen,bt dun knw hw 2 tel my fren.or actually i oso dun knw wat wil happen cuz "there wil b miracle when v believe it".so,wonder the love of tat guy can bring miracle n change the history.MAYBE........sometime it is good 4 us or bad?the ans must b discover by own self,no1 can help us.my another fren say tat "our daily life is meaningful n full v surprise n fun when v cant discover or predict our future!!!"i totally agree v wat she say d.the main point finally came:so,u all think tat 2day i c d tat episode of drama n wat i heard frm some1 r almost similar!So,it is i so lucky or it is fated 2 gv me c tat episode of drama 4 make me think more clearly or hv 1 more clear pic of the event happen abt wat some1 tel me.tat all,time 2 sleep.hope wat i write can only gv who i want tat ppl understand d understand,so tat ppl wil knw hw 2 2 or......i oso dun knw cuz say again:"FUTURE CANT BE PREDICT" .

Finally,i knw wat she's meaning.....

At last,i knw ady wat tat dj say to me at tat day.it cant b count like tat the.....it is abt fe??,nt abt l?v?l!!!really i hv gt 2 same view point n ans on it.so,i can sure 4 nw,wat should i do n come on let gv it,her n i a break.v nw must go to ready 4 our final battle in foundation at utar.v must end tis battle beautifully n quickly cuz v r less of time b4 it is too late.tat all wat i gt frm her word~"FIGHT 4 FUTURE!!! "ok,c u all fren after final battle.wish v all good luck n to our best.

???? OR ?????

I oso dun knw since when i start 2 so caring abt her d.no wonder wat she talk,listen,see,respone n feeling,i must paid more attention on her d.i dun knw tis is the feeling of ???? a nt?bt,as my fren say i ady 2 care of her.they say v r S.H.E d 1st album d song's name wor~????.i til blur v v d relation.r v like S.H.E d song or like fish leong d lastest album d new song which sing 2gether v 1 hong kong guy d?anyway,i ady knw tat the ans is nt important.wat important is the feeling n wat i can promise gv her in the future.bt,i scare 2 go 4ward cuz i think tat im nt enough 2 chase her cuz her gt tis n tat BUT i hv nting.so,i think tat b4 i gatherde all my weapon or item,i just b her fren who always ready 4 her when she needed me n dissapeared when she dun needed me anymore or some time.bt,tat day,sudddenly she sms me when she say she is cold war v her fren or cant stand the cold war btw her fren n fren's bf,i feel tat i til r something 4 her gua?like dj say,a gal so full v item,must gt many guy interest in her d.so,mayb when i finished gathered my item,she had 2gether or marry v another guy.bt,dj oso say tat mayb she just 1 pass by 4 me or helper 4 me 2 find my real her like ppl play 'amazing race'.she mayb just 1 in4 4 me 2 reach my final destination or just 1 place which i must pass by if i want 2 win the race.sometime,2 many 'mayb' oso no use d,like fish leong d new song~'NO mayb'.......finally,dj say tat v r just human n v cant predict future,so let v just enjoy wat v hv n going 2 experience in the time now~it mean let it b wat it want 2 b.i wil try my best 2 chase wat i now want 2 chase d,hope tat she n sky gv me time.bt,if both of them won gv,i oso wil nt blame them d cuz i knw tat sky knw wat the best 4 me......Let tis b my last word~'i trust thy love'.

Double kill at k-box last week

Last thursday and friday,my classmates and I go to k-box which near my home area to sing for relaxing ur emotion of the pressure because ur final exam is nearlly coming. Both day we also sing from 12pm till 6pm.i also dun knw hw i make it d.the 1st day,we gt 6 ppl;2nd day we gt 10 ppl bt v cheated tat k-box d ppl.actually,v nt want like tat d,cuz v gt 1 fren late around 2 hrs only come mah.so,v dun count him at 1st loh.ha3.so licik v r oh?both day i oso go v nt same d classmates,bt til ft 3 fren just like me d cuz both day of singing they oso go d.the 1st day v sing so happy n hv many fun time n sweet memory.bt the 2nd day........MORE FUN.........cuz tat group of fren r more crazy d n v jumping while singing on the sofa til tat sofa r spoilt by us oh!!!i oso dun knw y it happen d?nw til 1 mistery or secret!?!anyway,nw tat matter settle ady.so,no trouble r ok 4 us d.after the 1st day of singing,my voice almost gone ady n my best fren n group leader laught at me so loud at msn.btw,the 2nd day i till go to sing for her knw tat i til gt a bit voice d.c her deal 2 laught me again or nt.

Yam cha till am~nonstopped

Today,i and my dear TA4's friends go to yam cha at abc.We start from 9.30pm til 2.30am.We have 6 people only,but had drink around 15 cup of drinks included free air suam.Then,we have eaten 2 round of roti and mee goreng.Finally,we are forced to back home by another group of M-gays,they all smoking and make us feel like live in heaven because we are surrounded by their 2nd hand smok.If not them,maybe we will yam cha till morning then straight go atend 8am class.I also don't want to say thank to them or hate their M-behavior.Anyway,all have end and it is time to sleep.But,i can't sleep because behind MM's M-customers are watching football match now and making so much of M-noice.haizzz........

Some view point on the book

According to the book,it say that when a guy want to tell lie to a girl,he will prevent all eye contract with the girl;when a girl want to tell lie to a guy,she will search for the eye contract of the guy.I also don't know this concept is true or false?But,sometime i will have this type of feeling when i try to hint my true heart voice from her who i admired.I think that love is not 100% who is right or wrong,it is about how the 2 people communicate with each other.

Again and again.........

Why i always act like that?again and again......althought i know that i have been cheated,i till try to trust that person again.Why can i stop waiting for that person?i just cannot do such simple action.cuz i has.......